Dan entered the room.
The room where phil's cousin sat.
Dan had been visiting phil's cousin for about a month now.
He had become dan's therapist.

So far it was working.
Dan hadn't self harmed since the first time he went to phil's cousin.
But to be honest Dan didn't care.
He didn't are if he self harmed or not.
And the truth was it wasn't phil's cousin that was helping 100%.
Phil's cousin was helping about 20% and the 80% was Phil.
Dan wanted to do this for Phil.
He wanted to stop so him and Phil could be together.
So he didn't cause Phil any problems.

Phil was always there for Dan.
Phil was always standing outside the door when Dan had finished.
He was there to hug Dan.
Ask him how it went.
If he was okay.
How it was going.
Phil cared.
Phil was the first person to care about Dan.
Phil was the only.

If Dan would have never met Phil he would have probably been dead.
There would have been a note and everything.
But he isn't and that's because of Phil.

...
"How did it go then?" Phil asked a ginormous grin plastered over his beautiful face.
Dan looked up to see the light blue eyes gleaming down at him.
Dan let out a small smile.
"Good," he replied.
Phil giggled slightly before placing a small kiss on top of dan's head.
"I'm so glad it's working."
Dan smiled to himself as Phil took his hand in his.

..
Dan was a lot happier since the therapy.
He wasn't feeling as down.
But the thing that did cheer him up was Phil.
If Dan did ever feel sad he would just text, call, Skype or go visit phil's house.

Dan had met phil's mother now. She was so sweet and caring and looked out for Dan since Dan didn't have parents to look out for him.
Dan did have parents but they didn't really act like his parents.

Dan found himself smiling more often and being happy.
But mostly only when he was around Phil.
Just phil's company made him smile.

..
Dan and Phil walked down a little cobble stone path surrounded by fields, trees and flowers.
They go on this walk a lot.
It's really pretty and peaceful.
Phil swung Dan arm with his and practically skipped down the path.
Dan just stared at Phil and laughed to himself as Phil giggled happily.

...
Dan never wanted to change.
He wanted to stay this age.
He didn't want to grow up.
He wanted to stay young.
With Phil.
Young and in love.

...
"Hey Dan can we go into that field look at all the flowers!" Phil exclaimed pointing with his free hand to the field to their right.
It was a very beautiful field.
The grass was light green and it was full of daisies and butter cups.

Phil pulled Dan up to the wall and they both climbed over, landing in the green grass.

They both walked up the field until Phil found the perfect spot for them to sit down in.
Phil sat down but Dan stayed stood up.
"Come on Dan sit down," Phil moaned.
Dan chuckled.
"But I can't be arsed."
Phil sighed before grabbed dan's feet and sliding them off the ground, resulting in Dan falling onto Phil.
They both lay in the grass in fits of laughter.
"You idiot!" Dan exclaimed through laughs.
Phil just giggled cheekily.

Dan rolled off Phil and onto his back, staring up at the light blue sky above him.
Then suddenly his eyes met with an even brighter sky.
The sky of Phil Lester's eyes.
Phil hovered over Dan, his hands either side of dan's head.

Phil's breath was heavy and Dan could smell the strong mint coming from phil's mouth as it brushed against his skin.

Phil leaned down slowly pressing his lips into dan's and closing his eyes.
Dan closed his eyes too as he kissed Phil back slowly but passionately.

"Dan," Phil breathed he vault above me as we separated.
"Yes," Dan breathed back heavily.
Phil looked down at my chest his cheeks flushed.
"What?" Dan asked worried.
"I want to go all the way Dan," Phil said looking up. His eyes lit up and his cheeks still slightly flushed.
Dan blushed.
"But my body it's covered in scars and cuts and it's disgusting Dan mumbled.
Anger took over phil's eyes.
"Don't you dare say that about yourself you beautiful I know you are I don't care if you have scars that just shows you had life harder than others," Phil said sternly.
Dan smiled.
He couldn't help but smile.
"Now Dan can we please go to your house I'm turned on right now," Phil said gritting his teeth and blushing.
Dan blushed and he reverted his eyes to the ginormous bulge in phil's jeans.

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Smuts coming on the next chapter as you can kind of tell. I might spend ages writing the next chapter since usually I just quickly write smut but this time I want it to be detailed and good. 😂 idk what I'm saying.