~Y/N POV~

(Two months later)

Two long months have passed by and it's been dangerously slow for me. I guess that's because this has to be the longest I've gone without seeing Jungkook some how in this castle. It's weird to think that way but I miss him terribly despite what has happened between us.

However I just buried myself in work and studies with Namjoon to keep me busy. It's all he going rather well and not to mention Jin also helps me out with my doctor appointments. It's the family doctor that Jungkooks family use when someone is ill or injured. In fact Sakura uses him also but Jin pays him to keep quiet about it. I feel bad that Jin has had to do that but he insists that it's nothing and always refers to me as family now which I guess will take some getting use to if he keeps calling me that.

Everyone in the castle knows that I'm pregnant but not everyone knows who that father is. That has come into question and is recently the gossip of the castle right now. I've had a few of the girls come up and ask me themselves and I've been heard some of their suggestions like Yoongi or Hoseok since I hang out with them the most and then there's Taehyung coming in a close third and then Namjoon. Just pretty much all of them, even Jimin was thrown in there since I was recently caught having a stroll in the garden with him alone which only added more rumours here and there. I just keep my mouth shut and say nothing. Then there's the fact that in already starting to show which gives me great anxiety for when Jungkook would come back and I know instantly he will notice something is different by one look at me.

It's worrying but I can't let that put me down so I try not to think about that.

Now that two months is coming up really at any time Jungkook could come back but that means Sakura would also come back with him and that just adds more to the problems.

However I'm going to stay far away from her not only for myself but for my baby's sake. I don't trust her at all and I have good reason not to.

Today as I was working I noticed everyone was all over the place rushing around and deep cleaning more and that made me worried. One thought came to mind was that Jungkook was coming back very soon which is why everyone suddenly was rushing around to get things done.

I ended up finding Yoongi in his room since I couldn't find anyone else. He wasn't busy in fact he said he was on his way to find me because he wanted to tell me something which I kind of guess on my own.

Jungkook was indeed coming back.

And I threw up.

After Yoongi confirmed this of course I couldn't hold it down and rushed to his bathroom to throw up.

"I'm so sorry Yoongi. I just....I'm sorry."

I flushed the toilet and got up from the floor to wash my hands and face while Yoongi watches on from the door.

"It's totally fine y/n. It's just a little bit of sick it doesn't bother me." Yoongi

He shrugged and crossed his arms over his chest leaning against the door way looking in.

"But still I'm sorry."

I looked back at him through the mirror and he chuckled and walked into the bathroom to pass me a towel to dry my hands with.

"I said it's fine. But seriously you shouldn't worry about him coming back. It's bond to happen sooner or later." Yoongi

Wiping my wet hands through the soft towel I nodded but didn't want to accept it so soon.

"I know but I'm not ready to tell him yet. I may miss him but still, I'm just not ready for that confrontation."

Yoongi sighed and lightly patted my shoulder and tilt his head to the side.

"That may be true but I don't think any one is really ready for that type of conversation at first. Especially in your circumstances. But I'm afraid this is not something you can hide forever." Yoongi

He points to my stomach and I look down and sigh nodding.

"I guess so."

Yoongi then pulls me into his embrace for one of his famous hugs and I obviously hugged him back. How could I not, besides Jungkook, Yoongi gives the best hugs ever and Taehyung does too actually.

"Yoongi?! Yoongi, is y/n with you?!"

Both of us pulled apart from each other and headed towards the bedroom once again coming out the bathroom just to see Hoseok and Jimin standing by the door which Hoseok closed once he seen me with Yoongi and Jimin rushed over and to give me a hug unexpectedly.

"What's going on?" Yoongi

After I hugged Jimin back slightly confused to this he stepped back so I could see the sadden look on Hoseoks face which didn't give me high hopes that what he said was good news

"Actually I needed to speak to y/n about something. It's about her jobs around the castle." Hoseok

I frowned confusingly and Yoongi stepped forward intimidatingly towards Hosoek who shyly looked down to his feet with nerves.

"What about them?" Yoongi

I reached out to grab his hand and pull him back a little bit to stand next to me again. Jimins sigh caught my attention and he too didn't look too happy.

"I'm afraid y/n has to go back to serving duty during meal times." Hoseok

My eyes widen and my knees became weak suddenly but Jimin caught me before I could fall.

"We're sorry y/n." Jimin

I heard him whisper in my ear but Yoongi yanked his hand from me and angrily stomped over to Hoseok who backed away again to press his back to the door.

"Why? Under who's orders?" Yoongi

"Jungkook." Hoseok

My heart dropped to that. He knows why I couldn't work at their server anymore it was not only because it was hard to see him but also because Sakura was nothing but abusive. She would hit me any chance she got and now that I'm pregnant let's just say it's not ideal.

"Are you ducking kidding me?! Why would he do that?! He knows how Sakura treated y/n! What the fuck?!" Yoongi

I stood there in silence while Jimin hugged me from the side,  resting his chin on my shoulder.

"We did try to convince him against it. He just didn't want to accept it and he also said that between that time she could still continue with her tasks with the laundry." Hoseok

"That's twice the work! She's pregnant for fuck sake!" Yoongi

"But Yoongi he doesn't know that."

I commented back and he quickly turned his head over his shoulder to look at me.

"But that's not the point y/n. Jungkook is just being an ass now. Giving you twice the work and forcing you to serve them at meal times again. Plus he knows that Sakura would hit you so ho-" Yoongi

"Wait! Y/n, Sakura would hit you?" Jimin

He asked me, lightly pushing me to the side but held my arms in place as he furrowed eyebrows showing his concern through his gentle eyes.

"Y-yes she did. Whenever Jungkook wasn't around she would. He always made sure to leave the room before she did."

"Well I'll try and be there then. Since there's no way that Jungkook is changing is mind because believe me, we have tried but the stubborn ass won't change it. I'll be there to make sure she doesn't." Jimin

"Are you sure you would even be allowed to? I mean usually Jungkook and Sakura eat alone because they're king and queen." Yoongi

Jimin let's out a scoff and let's me go just to smirk as he walked over to Yoongi and lightly patted him in the cheek.

"Trust me, I can appear at their meal times. The amount of times that boy always invited me to eat with them so he wouldn't be alone with her is too many to count but I never went because I don't like Sakura but now I have a reason to go." Jimin

To be honest I was relieved that Jimin was willing to do that. It gives me some sort of relief to know that he will be close by and in the same room as myself and Sakura. She may be pregnant too but I wouldn't put it passed her to still hit me in any chance she got.

Now my greatest worry is facing Jungkook for the first time in months.

I have no clue what will happen.