~Y/N POV~

These last two weeks have been terrible.

When I found out the news of well, my worst nightmare I didn't work for at least two days but stayed in my room while someone else covered for me. I don't know exactly I how I got away with that but I didn't ask questions, in fact I barely speak to anyone. I just don't have the energy to talk and I don't want to anyway. The only two I really speak to is Minseo and Yoongi. Sometimes occasionally Hoseok when he checks up on me and such but he's been busy planning this party that Yoongi also set up for his parents to come since Yoongi's parents couldn't make it to his actually birthday. It was still nice to know that Jungkook still allowed Yoongi to do that but they're best friends so I don't see why he wouldn't.

I've seen Jin and Namjoon a lot too but I barely speak to them. I only speak to them to ask them a question when Namjoon is helping me with my studies or Jin when it comes to him showing me how to bake. I haven't seen Jimin or Taehyung but according to Yoongi from what he tells me Jungkook ordered them to a task that is still on going but I don't know what that was and he told me he didn't know what it was either. Only those three know what it is and Hoseok also knows but I know Hoseok wont tell be what it is if it's official business. Not that it would be any of my business anyway.

These last few weeks I haven't seen Jungkook either. I want an explanation from him but at the same time I wouldn't feel ready to hear it yet and the fact he hasn't even tried so I can tell him I'm not ready to hear it yet, also upsets me. Maybe he is guilty for getting Sakura pregnant and now he cant face me because I found out?

I don't know what hurts more. The first time my heart broke when he got married and we couldn't be together or the second time to know he was sleeping with me, telling me he loves me but all the while he was with his wife.

This is the second time I felt like my world was destroyed around me and yet there was nothing I can do about it to fix it.

To get my mind off things Yoongi as he promised me before, invited me to attend this party but not as a servant this time. He bought me a dress and told me to wear that and even hired someone to do my hair and make up. I refused at first, it's not me all this fancy dress and make up and hair done. I've never worn make up before or even had my hair styled. The only way my hair has been styled in any way is a bun or plaits when I was a little girl.

I was scared to do this. I was so out of my comfort zone and to think I would not only face my co staff members that would serve me drinks that alone would make me uncomfortable so I'm gonna try and not ask for anything from them tonight. No, I just cant do that, it's weird. Then the second reason to be totally uncomfortable is that I would have to face Jungkook and his pregnant wife. Sakura.

Apparently she's not happy that I'm even attending as a guest but according to Yoongi, Jungkook made her shut up but wouldn't tell me how he did that.

Yoongi bought me this dress which is red, like bright red and it will defiantly make me stand out. I don't want to stand out but Yoongi bought me this dress which was beautiful so the least I could do was to wear it for him. I had to wear a corset too which was so tight and I could barely breath in it but I managed.

My make up was done with simple eye make up and a little blush on my cheeks but had bright red lipstick to match the colour of my dress and my hair was pinned back also but curled at the back as it come down my back.

I felt so odd wearing this kind of stuff but I had to admit it felt good to be wearing something else other than my maid outfit and I do like red.

The two women that helped me get ready left the room and then Yoongi came inside but stopped at the door in his tracks.

"Wow you look different." Yoongi

I shyly looked down at myself, unsure if that was good or bad.

"Is that bad?"

Yoongi quickly shook his head and walked over to me to take my hands in his, smiling ear to ear dressed in his own black suit with golden patterns engraved into the black of his jacket yet held a red rose imprinted on the jacket also around his bicep.

"Oh no, no. You look beautiful. You know red is my family colour of the rose." Yoongi

I hummed at him. That would make sense given the rose on his jacket.

"Shall we get going?" Yoongi

I nodded at him and he chuckled just to guide me out the room. Thankfully I don't have heels on but flats since I wouldn't know how to walk in them. Together we walked along the corridor in my pace because I was finding it odd and kind of difficult to walk in a rather big dress but I still loved it.

Yoongi linked our arms together when we came to stand in front of the ballroom doors. He wanted to walk in with me but I was scared since everyone would be looking at us. They would know I'm the maid and to walk in there, dressed like this in front of everyone with Yoongi on my arm was very overwhelming. My hands started shaking but Yoongi pulled me close to him and leaned over to whisper in my ear.

"Are you okay?" Yoongi

I nodded at him and gulped down my nerves.

"You'll be just fine. I'll stay by your side and everything will be okay, don't worry." Yoongi

"Okay."

"So are you ready because we're the last to come into the ballroom." Yoongi

My eyes widen in surprise and I sighed heavily and took a deep breath.

"Hey Y/n. You'll do just great okay? Trust me, you'll show everyone you're not just some maid that works in the castle. You're a worthy and independent woman and you have every right to be here like everyone else." Yoongi

I looked at him with such gratefulness. Yoongi is a one of a kind for sure.

"You really think so?"

Yoongi nods and tugs on our linked arms.

"Yes I know so. Now lets get this show on the road." Yoongi

He chuckled and I relaxed a little bit with a smile on my face nodding. Yoongi and I both looked up a head and he signalled the guard that we were ready. On the other side of the door I could hear Hoseok announce Yoongi and I and I swear I held my breath as soon as those doors opened.

I was greeted to the looks of people staring our way and Yoongi took the lead to walk through those doors before I did since I was almost frozen on the spot. There was so much people staring at us and Yoongi kept a firm hold of my arm, passing a smile at some people with a nod while I focused on looking a head.

However I did catch eyes with Hoseok and he nodded at me and I nodded back at him. The whole ball room was quiet apart from some quiet music in the background. I also saw Jimin and Taehyung standing close together also. Taehyung smiled at me but Jimin smirked and winked which made me roll my eyes at him but it made me feel a little at ease also. I almost cracked a smile.

I was looking for Namjoon and Jin but over the crowd of people I couldn't really see them.

Yoongi took me to the dance floor and we stood centre. He took my hand in one hand and then his other on the small of my back. The music stopped and then started again with a different tone which was more softer to dance to. Lucky for Yoongi I know how to dance.

Secretly Namjoon taught me some in the library when he heard I was coming to this ball and Jin also pitched in with some moves too.

"Because I'm suppose to be the birthday boy, me and you get the first dance and then the king and queen usually follow." Yoongi

I nodded but gulped even more nervously to have to face Jungkook and Sakura which I'm sure have seen me from where ever they are this room. But I wasn't looking for them.

Yoongi and I began to dance together and I kept my eyes set on his calm face. It made me feel more at ease to look at him other than anywhere else in the room and in the end I found myself smiling at him and he smiled back at me.

"I'm surprised you learned this dance so quickly. I thought I was gonna have to improvise a few times." Yoongi

He whispered closely in my ear but I chuckled and looked down to our feet and then back up to him.

"Oh no, you underestimate me Sir Yoongi. I'm a fast learner."

Yoongi laughed and he spun me around gently just to resume back to position. I glanced over to the side of the dance floor and caught a glimpse of Jungkook and Sakura coming to the dance floor to join us. I held my breath and looked away from seeing them hand in hand. Sakura in all smiles while Jungkook held no expression on his face. He didn't even look at me but to the ground of the dancefloor and they began to dance together as Yoongi and I were.

Yoongi sensed my uneasiness and leaned in closer to whisper to me again.

"Don't worry it's only a few seconds more than once people start to join in, we can go off somewhere okay?" Yoongi

I nodded and placed the side of my face on his chest but looking far away from Jungkook in the opposite direction. I cant look at him.

Then just like Yoongi said people started to come to the dance floor with their partners and then Yoongi took my hand and pulled me off the dance floor in a rush and over to a table just to pull out a seat for me and I sat down and wiped my face, taking deep breathes of this thick air around me.

Yoongi pulled up the chair next to me and took my hand again but stayed close.

"Thank you for that by the way. I know it must of been a lot for you." Yoongi

I cracked a smile and leaned back in the chair just to pat his shoulder.

"It's okay. I'd do anything you ask me to you know that. Plus I had fun for a few moments."

Yoongi nods and then sits up straight in his chair looking around the room as if he was looking for someone until his eyes set on someone on the dance floor.

"Ah! Y/n if you look over there you'll see my parents." Yoongi

My eyes lit up and I followed to where he was pointing. There I saw a older couple, swaying side to side with the music, pressing up against each other, gazing into each others eyes as if they were the only two in the room. It was clear they loved each other and their lips were moving as if they were talking to one another. It was nice to see but I noticed the man was also wearing the same black jacket as Yoongi with the rose on the bicep and the woman was also wearing a red dress. So I'm not out of place tonight.

"They look sweet."

I smiled at Yoongi who rolled his eyes and shook his head.

"Trust me growing up seeing them like that was embarrassing but I guess it doesn't bother me anymore." Yoongi

I guess it would of been but seeing them like that seemed nice.

"Hey you two!"

I looked over my shoulder and Yoongi did the same only to be greeted to see Taehyung standing there with his hands in his pockets showing a large boxy smile.

"Hi Taehyung."

"Hey Tae." Yoongi

Taehyung pulled up a chair and sat beside me, looking me up and down.

"You look amazing Y/n. Wow. I must say red is defiantly your colour." Taehyung

I heard Yoongi then mumble something under his breath but I didn't pay any attention to it and shyly looked down to Taehyungs compliment.

"Thank you Taehyung."

He gently nudged me with his elbow which made me giggle.

"Your very welcome." Taehyung

Yoongi groaned and then stood up from his chair abruptly.

"Urgh, while you guys flirt I'm gonna go get some drinks for us. Taehyung you watch her for me." Yoongi

He pointed at Taehyung and he saluted back and it made me laugh when Yoongi rolled his eyes and then proceeded to walk away through the crowd of people leaving Taehyung and I alone at the table. At first Taehyung and I didn't say anything but then he broke the silence and began to speak to me about the first time he attended a ball and told me funny stories of him and his brothers growing up. Thankfully none of them involved Jungkook which I appreciated but I think he knew not to bring him up even if Jungkook was in the room somewhere with us.

"Y/n could I speak to you for a moment?"

A chill spread across my body hearing his voice for the first time in weeks. I looked to my left to see his shoes first and then slowly drag my sights up to meet his staring back at me. Still showing that blank expression and his hands behind his back also.

"I'm busy right now your majesty."

His jaw clenched at my words but huffed out a heavy breath through his nose.

"I insist, miss Y/n." Jungkook

He's never called me that before.

So I nodded and glanced at Taehyung who shared the same concern in his eyes as well as being uncertain about this. Hesitantly I got up from my seat and I seen the way Jungkooks eyes wondered up and down my dress before he held out his hand to take. I didn't want to take it but apparently around royals when they offer you their hand you have to take it no matter how you feel about them and I didn't want to stick out more than I already was. So I took it and he wrapped his hand firmly around my own and already began to pull me away from Taehyung.

I didn't want to go anywhere with him and I began to step up on my tippy toes looking around desperately for Yoongi or someone but when I seen Taehyung get up and begin to follow us I felt a little better that he was also coming along without Jungkook noticing.

In the end Jungkook took me out the ball room all together but only to stop just outside the ballroom and as soon as those doors closed I snatched my hand from his and took a few steps back from him.

"What do you want?"

Jungkook slumped his shoulders down, sighed heavily and threw his head back to run his hand through his fingers and then dropped his hands to his sides.

"To talk to you." Jungkook

"About?"

I bit his inner cheek and bitterly chuckled to look away and then back to my feet.

"You know what I want to talk about Miss Y/n." Jungkook

I scoffed and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Okay your Majesty, talk then."

I tilt my head to the side willing to listen to him even if I don't want to. Not right now, I'm not ready to but I guess I have to be. Jungkook grunted and placed his hands on his hips to shift from one foot to the other.

"It's not my baby." Jungkook

I squinted my eyes at him, not totally buying that.

"You expect me just to believe it just like that? Just to take your word for it? Do you know what was pushed under my door that same night?"

Jungkook frowned but shook his head side to side, confused.

"No." Jungkook

"Well not only did I hear your apparent good news but I had the pleasure of having what appeared to be a scan picture of a small foetus pushed under my door. So had the pleasure of having that pushed in my face again. It had her name and everything on it."

Jungkooks eyes widen and he took a step towards me but I stepped back from him again.

"I swear I didn't know about that or I wou-" Jungkook

"Would of what? Stopped that from happening? To get a picture of a child that you're having with your wife and I have to sit by and watch it all."

His hands balled up into fists and he took a deep breath closing his eyes.

"It's. Not. My. Child." Jungkook

He spoke slowly yet his voice deepened. I could tell he was getting angry but I was hurt and I didn't care.

"And how am I suppose to believe that Jungkook? I saw you both together in that room that night, you promised me nothing happened and I took your word for it but it so happens that not that long after she turns out pregnant. How does that sound to you?"

Jungkook looked away to stare blankly at the wall.

"It sounds bad yes, but it's not. I didn't sleep with her." Jungkook

Nothing was going to convince me other wise unless there was a DNA test put in place so I see that this conversation is going to go no where.

"I cant do this anymore Jungkook."

His eyes quickly flickered to me, roaming around my face with now mixed emotions showing through but his eyes were darkened with anger.

"What? Can't do what?" Jungkook

"This. Us. It's clear we can never be together so why keep trying?"

His eyes widen and he comes speeding over to me, grabbing me by the arms with a tight squeeze.

"We try because we love each other Y/n. You still love me right?" Jungkook

I couldn't look at his pleading eyes and looked down but he hooked my chin with his finger and forced me to look up at him.

"Right?" Jungkook

His cracked voice broke me inside and I cupped his cheek gently.

"Yes I do. I love you so so much, but it doesn't look like the two of us will ever have a life together. It's like fate has something different in mind that we cant see yet."

I removed my hand from his cheek and stepped out his grasp as he remained frozen in the spot. I could see pain cross his eyes, twisting in pain that he couldn't handle. I didn't know what to do or say next but to stare at him. He didn't move but then he screamed at the top of his lungs and smashed his fist into the wall to his left, repeating this over and over again creating a massive hole in the wall. I gasped and stepped back from him so I wouldn't be the next target.

Then he quickly turned to me, fists still tight in front of him, breathing heavily.

"Listen here Y/n, you are mine. You always have been since the day I laid eyes on you. I've loved you every single second of it. I've tried to show you everything and anything I can give you, to show my love to you. Never will that change but let me tell you now, if you want to back off and run from this and not fight for what we have then be my guest because I cant keep fighting for something when you don't see it's worth fighting for. It goes both ways." Jungkook

"Jungkook nothing will come from our love together. Nothing."

Jungkook scoffed and lowered his fists but they didn't ease up one bit.

"You're wrong." Jungkook

"What?"

"I said you're wrong. Many things can come from it but you're still so blind to see it." Jungkook

I sighed and shook my head to look down to the floor again.

"But Jungkook nothing can. I don't see what you do. Sakura is preg-"

"I KNOW SHE'S FUCKING PREGNANT BUT IT'S NOT MINE!!" Jungkook

He quickly rushed over to me and pressed me up against the wall, his hands on either side of my face, glaring into mine. Right now he seemed scary to even look at never mind be pressed up against the wall by him. He was breathing heavily and I didn't know what to do right now. I looked away from him to the side but he gripped my chin and forced me to look at him. He was holding me so tight by the chin it hurt so I grabbed his wrist to pull him off me but he wouldn't budge.

"You look at your king when he's talking to you. That's rude." Jungkook

"Jungkook you're hurting me. Get off."

I slapped at his hand but he only let go of my chin to instead grab my throat with a light squeeze. My eyes widen in fear and I looked him in the eye pleading for him to let me go.

"Jungkook let me go. This isn't you, you're not in the right frame of mind please."

I slapped at his hand again, trying to also push him off but he chuckles and moved closer.

"Why? So I wouldn't do this?" Jungkook

His grip around my neck tightened and I gasped what little breath I could. I tried harder to push him away and kick my legs out but he pressed himself up against me, his whole weight against me on the wall. Looking into his eyes they looked crazed, this wasn't him and the fact he was smiling about it didn't give me great hope he was going to stop.

"Ju-koook"

I squeaked out, trying to get out of his grip as he slowly squeezed the air out of my lungs.

"Don't worry Y/n. It'll be over soon. Then I'll join you and we can be together forever." Jungkook

My energy started to fade, my arms going limp as well as losing the feeling in my legs. I remained eye contact with Jungkook but he didn't look fazed. This isn't him, this isn't my Jungkook. Then I passed out into the pitch darkness of my mind. Heart broken and alone.

~TAEHYUNG POV~

I had no choice but to follow Y/n and Jungkook.

I know what Jungkooks been like these past few weeks and he's not himself. Unfortunately he drinks all day and even snorts cocaine every chance he gets. He's falling hard so I don't trust this at all. None of us have told Y/n because we didnt want her to worry so much. She already has too much to worry about.

Through the doors they left through I pinned myself up against it, my ear pressed firmly against it to listen. It seemed like they were talking about this, they needed to but I heard Jungkook shouting at the top of his lungs and crackling and rumbling of a wall. Another wall should I say.

But I didn't go out just yet.

Standing here listening, in the end Jimin and Hoseok found me and even Yoongi too since he was asking where Y/n was. Then Jin and Namjoon too and so towards the end all six of us were listening but when it suddenly went quiet it worried me, scared me even.

I opened the door, pushing it wide open but then gasped in shock when all of us seen Jungkook pressing Y/n's small form up against the wall, by her throat.

Myself, Jimin and Yoongi ran over to him. I got there first and tackled him to the ground from Y/n. She too fell to the ground but Yoongi was quick to grab her before her head hit the floor. She was out but I don't know if she was breathing. I was too busy pinned Jungkook down as he thrashed around on the floor screaming.

I heard the double doors close behind us and Jimin sat on Jungkooks legs as I sat on his chest to keep his hands down. Jungkook was enraged but he had tears in his eyes that was sad to see but this isn't him. There's possibility he just killed Y/n.

"LET ME GO!! PLEASE!! IT'S MY TURN TO GO!!" Jungkook

I frowned at him but ignored it and looked over my shoulder to Yoongi just standing up with Y/n in his arms, tears down his face.

"Is she okay?"

I asked him but he shook his head, crying and this is Yoongi. He never cries.

"Let's take her to my room. I can look at her but we need to get this corset off her." Jin

Yoongi began to walk down the corridor in a hurry, half running and walking with Jin by his side. Namjoon followed them and that left Jimin and Hoseok with me to deal with Jungkook who started screaming even more now that Y/n was taken out of sight.

"NO!! GIVE HER BACK!! SHE'S MINE!! SHE'S MINE!!" Jungkook

"Jeez, these drugs really have him gone this time." Jimin

Hoseok hummed in agreement and kneeled down beside Jungkooks tearful face still trying to push me off him. Hoseok glance at me and I nodded for him to do it.

Hoseok took a deep breath and then in one quick clean cut punch to the face Jungkook was out like a light and I fell to the side as soon as he went limp. Jimin stood up and groaned, wiping the his forehead.

"This is fucked up man." Jimin

"You're telling me. He just tried to kill Y/n. I never thought he would try to do that."

I looked up at him with sadness in my eyes.

"But did you hear him? He said it was his turn to go. I think he wanted to die to and join her again in the afterlife." Hoseok

Oh man. That's dark.

I looked at Jungkook peaceful face but tear stained cheeks. I felt for him, I really did. But also for Y/n too.

"Is she even alive?" Jimin

I heard him say but didn't look away from Jungkooks face, seeing a massive bruise start to from the corner of his right eye and temple.

"I don't know but for both their sakes I hope she is." Hoseok

I hope so too. They can't end like this.