~Y/N POV~

I've avoided Jungkook even more now since seeing him in the kitchen when Jin was showing me how to make pancakes, I have to admit that was a fun time. I hadn't had fun like that in a long time since Jungkook and I were on good terms, but this time it was Jin that was making the baking fun and I had a blast. He even made extra pancakes and allowed me to eat them.

So since that day which so happened to be three days ago, I have been making sure to stay away from Jungkook since when I do run into his he gives me the darkest look ever. I don't understand why, but he does and I cant bare it when he does. I try to make any excuse to leave the room if we so ever happened to be in the same one.

Jungkook has been literally stomping around the castle and I even seen him walk past Sakura once with out so much as a glance as he continued to walk down the corridor when she tried to speak with him.

As of right now I'm laying low in one of the guest rooms changing the sheets again but also tidying it up a little with some dusting and polish of the tables inside the bedroom. This room hasn't been used much but it had been a while since it had been cleaned so I decided to give it a clean after I just finished changing the sheets on the bed, I was dusting a side table and the lamp that was just starting to collect some grey dust spread out within the inside of the shade.

I was bent down to look up the lampshade with it turned off since I didn't want to be blinded as I did so. That would be the least thing in life I needed right now, to lose my sight because I was careless.

The door to the bedroom slammed open with a loud thud, hitting the wall beside it and I jumped up in fright, a hand over my heart and spun around to see the very person I have been trying to avoid barge into the room and charge at me with a furious expression, it scared me. He scares me these days, I'm scared of his temper that seems to be getting the best of him right now with the way he was looking at me.

"We need to talk." Jungkook

Before I could say anything he grabs me by the upper arms and throws me on the bed and stares down at me with his hands on his hips while I was too sacred to move yet say anything.

"Why do you keep avoiding me?! Why? I have been nothing but nice to you for years Y/n!! Yet you still ignore me after I propose we be friends again, are you trying to hurt me?!" Jungkook

I hurt him?

How so?

If anything he hurt me. Physically and mentally he's hurt me and yet he thinks I hurt him?!

I want to voice out my thoughts but I'm scared with his anger purely taking over him which reminds me all too well of his own father that was abusive.

"I-I didn't.....I.....how?"

I couldn't bring myself to words with what I really want to say. Though Jungkook scoffs at my words and runs his hands through his hair clearly frustrated with my answer.

"Seriously Y/n?! You don't want to talk to me, you cant even look at me!! You're not even looking at me right now!!!!" Jungkook

He shouts at me at the top of his lungs and I shiver in fear, biting my own lip hard to prevent myself from crying in front of him. Though I look at him after I was staring up at the ceiling above me while I staying laying on the bed.

"You spend time with Hoseok sometimes, You even talk with Yoongi in the garden and now you bake in the kitchen with my cousin Jin and have a fucking blast of a time all the while you ignore me!!! ME!! Of all people!! I'm jealous Y/n, why cant you just talk with me??! Its driving me insane!!" Jungkook

Again I'm speechless watching him blow up and shout at me in such a spiteful way it creates shiver up my spine.

"I'm sorry."

I whisper back but he caught it and looks down on me again, stepping closer to the bed to where I could feel his legs against my knees as my legs dangled off the bed.

"Sorry?! You're sorry?! Are you doing this to punish me? What is it?! Do you get some sort of weird pleasure to see that I'm suffering inside because you choose to ignore me?!" Jungkook

He drops himself to hover above me with his hands on either side of my face and his legs on either side of my waist to which I squeezed me eyes shut and turned my head to the side with a short yelp. I really thought he was gonna hit me with the way his hands came down beside my face but I received nothing. He didn't even speak and the room became very silent and only our breathing could be heard in the room.

"Y/n?" Jungkook

He whispers in such softer tone that he was speaking moments ago. The same way he use to say my name years ago, in the same position we said our last goodbyes taking each others innocence. A painful memory that was suppose to me a perfect one.

"Y/n, please look at me?" Jungkook

I shook my head keeping my eyes sealed shut to which he sighs but doesn't remove himself from me, he stays above.

"Please Y/n?" Jungkook

Now he was pleading with me and my heart clenched at his desperation so slowly did I cautiously open my eyes to look up at him already staring in to my eyes with such sadness and pain.

"You didn't think I would hit you did you?" Jungkook

I was taken back by his question since he did beat me once before when he was angry and drunk. Obviously he doesn't remember. Gulping nervously did I nod being honest with him of my true thoughts to my actions.

"Really? You thought I would lay a hand on you?" Jungkook

"You have once before."

My voice cracked when the memories came flooding back to what he did to me. Jungkooks eyes widen and shook his head in disbelief.

"I-I....when? I don't ever remember hurting you." Jungkook

"It was a few years ago Jungkook. You had an argument with Sakura, got drunk and then my being me I was at the wrong place at the wrong time and you...."

"I beat you?" Jungkook

His eyes were pleading to tell him that it wasn't true, but if he knows me as well as he thinks he does then he would know I wouldn't lie about something like this, never. I nod slowly, watching his eyes become glossy at the news I told him. His nose began to twitch as well as his quivered lip that he bit down on.

Dropping his head to my shoulder he let out his sudden cry and his shoulders shuddering as he did so. My hands reached around his back and ran my fingers through his hair.

"I'm so sorry Y/n. I don't remember. H-How can I do such a thing to you? Why? I-I just....I'm sorry." Jungkook

I didn't say anything but continued to run my fingers through his hair. The more I did that the more he harder he cried until he suddenly without warning abruptly stood up ripping himself from me as he did and aggressively wipe his face and turn his back to me with a loud frustration groan that ended up turning into a loud shout screaming at the top of his lungs while he held his head.

"I'M NOT LIKE THAT MAN!!!" Jungkook

Next he picks up the side table I was once cleaning and throws it across the room with the lamp also flying to a distance in the room. Jungkook then grabbed the curtains and pulled them off the window as hard as he could creating the massive tear sound in the room. I sat up with a gasp watching him go crazy now storming across the room and taking a painting off the wall above the fireplace and throwing it to the floor stomping all over it as it tears down the middle and flipping over a table and yet tossing the single chair in the room over by the door with one hand, all before he charges out the room calling for Hoseok.

I stayed frozen with silence with tears going down my cheeks. I knew of his temper but never had I seen that before. All because I told him what he did to me years ago?

I didn't know what to do, so standing up from the bed I went to start cleaning up all while crying silently. First picking up the lamp which wasn't broken but will defiantly need a new light bulb and then placing it on the bed since there was no where to put it right now. Then I collected the side table he threw, rolling it over to set it up right and checking the two drawers were still in tact. One was broken, collapsed at the bottom and the other had it's handle missing.

I heard a gasp coming from the door so I turned around to see Hoseok standing there with his hand on the door handle and another hand over his mouth.

"Shit." Hoseok

I heard him say looking around the room but another figure comes rushing in not even sparing a glance around the room but fully focused on me and rushes over to me to bring me into his embrace.

"Are you okay Y/n?" Yoongi

I nod into his chest, holding him tighter for that bit of comfort that I find just being in his presence. I feel safe with him, something I cant explain.

"I have to clean up."

I mumbled but Yoongi scoffs and walks us both to the bed.

"No you don't and you wont. Someone else will do it not you." Yoongi

"Man I'm sorry Y/n. I knew his temper was bad but not like this." Hoseok

I didn't say anything more but stayed cuddled up to Yoongi on the bed as he rests his head on the top of mine keeping me close as if he didn't want to let me go. He started to hum a song softly, a song that I hum quite often but don't know the words to so as we begin to sway side to side as I could feel his fingers running down the back of my hair I began to hum with him.

Both of us humming together, I felt myself calming down from my tears all while trying to figure out I my head what the hell just happened since it happened so fast.

I do hope Jungkook is okay though.