Content Warning:

[Detailed] sexual relations between two consenting adults.

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I crumbled up the paper sitting on my desk with a list of things that Noah has been doing on and off the track and stormed out of my office.

It was Tuesday morning and I knew exactly where he was at and I didn't fucking care that he was surrounded by his crew guys when I opened the door to the shop and let the door slam loudly behind me.

My heels announced my arrival, fast and loud as I rounded a car Noah was currently sitting in.

"What the fuck is this nonsense?" I held up the paper like he knew what was on it and expected a response from him.

"What are you on about?" I clenched my jaw and placed my hand on my hips.

"You were called into the NASCAR hauler this past weekend. Why are you still acting like a twelve year old who cries when he doesn't get his way?" I heard a few of the crew members react to my bluntness to Noah, but he needed to hear how ridiculous this all is.

"Fuck you. I don't need to hear this shit from you, too." Noah continued to play around with whatever he was doing inside of his Xfinity car and it just pissed me off even more.

"Actually, you do, because clearly you didn't get the memo." I shoved the crumpled up piece of paper into Noah's face so he could see the nonsense I walked into this morning. "Junior cleared both of our schedules so I can clean up your act and the fucking mess you made."

Noah did nothing but make a show of ripping up the paper and throwing it out the window where it landed around my feet.

"Joke's on you, pretty boy. If you don't show up for counseling, you're not racing this weekend." I gave him a big smile, turned on my heels and walked away. I could feel his eyes on me and I made a show of swaying my hips, taunting him enough to know he'll be in my office in no time.

When the door slammed shut behind me as I exited the shop, I heard him yell and all of the shop guys giving him shit. So when he came into my office a few minutes later with his head down and tail between his legs, I kind of felt sorry for him.

"You're a bitch, you know that, right?"

Never mind then. 

 Any feelings I had for this kid just went out the window.

"Maybe if you would stop acting like the world owned you one, then maybe I wouldn't have embarrassed you in front of your friends." I sat at the edge of my desk, crossing my legs and my arms as I glared down at him. Noah gave me no look, he just kept looking at the floor like the design in the carpet was more interesting. "Want to talk about it?"

"Fuck no," he laughed, "I'm not into that sit and talk shit."

"A lesson then?" Noah's head snapped up at this and I knew I got his attention.

"Lesson?"

"Yes, if you show respect, you'll get respect." Noah laughed at this and shook his head no. 

I held his eyes as I uncrossed my legs, spreading them wide enough for him to see I wasn't wearing anything under my skirt again. When his eyes narrowed in on that, I crossed my legs again.

"I'm listening."

I hopped off my desk, walked over to Noah and got down on my knees in between his legs.

"When you humble yourself, Noah," I reached for his waist, pushing up his shirt so I could undo his jeans. "People are more willing to do things for you. If you give, you can take." I unzipped him, freeing his hardening cock and took him in my hands. "So if you can be a good, pretty boy for me, I'll give you what you want." I looked up at him, leaning in so my lips were so close to his tip. "Understand?" I darted my tongue out to lick him and when Noah hissed, I couldn't help but grin up at him.

I had him at my mercy.

"Noah," I purred, licking up and down his thick shaft. He was so heavy in my hand that I actually ached not having him inside of me right now. But now was not the time for that, I wanted to teach him a lesson and so far he's falling for it.

"Tell me you're going to be a good boy and I'll let you fuck my mouth."

"Fuck!" His hands went into my hair, forcing me down but I held my ground.

"That's not the right answer." I carefully exposed my teeth and gently bit down on his tip, causing him to yelp out.

"Yes! I'll be a good boy."

"That's what I thought."

I rewarded Noah with my warm mouth, taking in every inch of his manhood until the tip of his cock hit the back of my throat. I released him fully, letting a string of my saliva fall from my lips to his dick.

I looked up at Noah, his eyes were hooded as he stared down at me. I reached down, playing with his balls before sucking down his cock again. I twisted my wrist along his shaft, hallowing my cheeks as I sucked in a breath.

Noah gasped, his hips arching off the couch, drilling his cock further into my my mouth.

I relaxed my jaw, holding my head still as Noah repeated the movement, testing the waters that what I just said was the truth. Soon enough, Noah's hands held me down to his crotch as his hips started to move faster and faster.

Noah's cock slid against my tongue in rapid movements, quick and short, so only my lips wrapped around his crown.

"Fuck, Jeni." Noah moaning my name did something for me. I don't know what it was, but he sighed into the couch, holding onto my head softer somehow and smiled as he slowed down his movements.

Something shifted at this moment; I no longer wanted to tease him, to play the game of him learning a lesson by not allowing him to cum like I originally wanted to.

"Your mouth is better than what I imagined it to be and you're so good." Noah's cock twitched, spurting out a stream of precum and I knew he wouldn't last much longer.

I took control again, twisting my wrists as I double fist him. My head bobbed up and down, as spit and his precum ran down my chin. The noises falling from Noah's lips had me aching with my own desire. This boy in front of me was losing control at my mercy and it had me seeing him in a new light.

Noah smiled, whispering my name, over and over again until he stilled, releasing his hot cum into my mouth. I drank him in, sucking him dry until he went limp and gasped for air.

"I think you've learned your lesson." My voice was a little horse as I moved away from him, suddenly needing space between him. 

I don't like how I felt in this moment and when I turned my back towards him everything hit me like a ton of bricks. "You can leave, I'll tell Junior you're going to work on how you deal with things on track."

My hands were shaking by the time I walked over to my desk. I grabbed my laptop thinking I needed to get out of the office but I could smell Noah's cologne and it was getting to me even more than what it was right now.

"Jeni," Noah was right behind me, his hand on the small of my back. "Let me take care of you?" I shivered when I felt his breath on the back of my neck as he pushed my hair to the side. "Please?" He kissed my neck and I swallowed down a moan.

"I'm fine, Noah, honestly." 

Please leave, I can't handle my emotions right now. 

I don't know what's going on but if he stayed...

My mind resolved into a puddle when his hand brushed against the back of my thigh, pushing my legs apart to where he could touch me from behind. He cursed when he felt how soaked I was and how my folds were a creamy mess from being so turned on when I sucked him off.

I gasped when he touched me, falling forward onto my desk and grabbed onto the ledge for support.

"You gave, now I'm giving. That's what you taught me, isn't it?" I gasped out a yes, arching my back into Noah as he dipped two fingers into my core. "It's not fair of me to take and not give, Jeni, you of all people deserve this."

I closed my eyes as Noah pressed his lips to my neck. I fell back to him, resting my head on his shoulder as his fingers moved in and out of me at a slow pace. "Noah," I sighed, feeling that tightness in my core, "I'm close." My heart rate sped up as his fingers continued at a lazy pace, curling and rubbing against my inner walls.

"Cum for me, baby girl." I clenched around his fingers, losing myself to Noah as he drew out my orgasm. I felt the rush of wetness leave my core as a string of curses fell from my lips. My body was being pulled under Noah's spell as magic coursed through my veins. My orgasm had me falling into an abyss and I knew once I fell, there was no coming back from this.

"Fuck." Noah cursed into my ear, "has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are when you come?" I shook my head no and turned in his arms. I don't know what made me do it, this new desire in the pit of my stomach was now controlling my movements, but I grabbed him from the back of his neck and pulled him in so I could kiss him.

I shouldn't kiss him so tenderly. I shouldn't caress my tongue against his in a way that has me yearning for more. I shouldn't kiss him until my breath was stolen out of my lungs with my heart soaring away with it.

I shouldn't be kissing Noah like this and yet...

"Jeni," he sighed, resting his forehead against mine. "What are you doing to me?" I shook my head no and stepped back from Noah. I could see the pain on his face and it killed me to do so.

"I'm sorry, Noah, but I think you should go." My voice shook when I said this, but he didn't notice.

Noah's whole demeanor changed the moment I told him to leave. His eyes narrowed, his lips pressed together in a hard line and he balled his hands into fists. The softness he just showed to me was gone in an instant.

He turned to leave, not bothering saying anything like he normally does. The door closed quickly, no slamming, no yelling on the other side of it. 

Just... silence.

That silence was louder than anything he's ever said to me. It told me that our experience today was more than just a quick fix, more than either one of us getting our fill in and getting off one another.

Today showed me that we both caught feelings, no matter how little or how big they are, we both felt something towards each other and that scared the living shit out of me.

I can't like Noah, he was so much younger than I. His immaturity wasn't something I could handle everyday and yet, I stared at the door hoping and praying he would come back in.

He didn't though and I hated how my heart deflated at that thought. It's honestly for the best, because Noah was a punk ass pretty boy who needed a lesson and he got it.

Just, my heart didn't get the memo it wasn't supposed to fall for the boy, because it did, so fucking hard. 

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A/N: Ugh. This chapter really hit me in the feels.   Next one will be posted the moment I finish it.