~Dear Diary~

~Why is it that I'm seeing Andrew and Mckayla's face everywhere I go? It's bad enough that I have to see their stupid, happy faces on Instagram, it's badder that I live in the same state as them and it's even worse that I see them everywhere I go! It's so annoying! ~

~And I just hear Mckayla's smug voice going "Hey Rose, how are you after the fact that I destroyed your life, took the guy you were dating and posting all of my happy pictures with him, I bet you're doing great, with being completely miserable over the past few days." ~

~I'd never so badly want to scream at her face, just once! If I'll do that, it'll be the greatest day of my life! But that's not happening for a while. ~
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For what seemed to be the fifth time, a picture of Mckayla and Andrew popped up on my Instagram page, with the hashtag #Lovers4ever! I swear, they're getting cheesier by the second, a study could be done on them, researching how the effects of betraying your friend can increase happy hormones, the side effects would include something how the old friend would probably want revenge or if the happy hormone will make you want to betray even more, who's to say?

I grabbed my hoodie and walked outside, mom's been telling me that I should go out and have fun and, in her words, "embrace being alone for a bit." But all that did for me was feel even more bitter about my current single and friendless status, having both of those at the same time is plain cruel.

I sat down at the park, sketching out ideas for fashion and just random people I see passing by, I looked up for a moment to see Mckayla and Andrew a few benches down, I didn't hear what they were saying, but I'd guess it was something super romantic and sweet, things that Andrew couldn't have been bothered to do for me. 

But I did my best to ignore them, at least I drew them with sharp pointy teeth and big devil horns, I feel as if it's getting very accurate to their real personality. I glanced up again, and they immediately began making out which was my que to look away to avoid vomiting. 

I picked up my stuff and walked away and I was about to leave, Mckayla eyed me down over the long, brick wall. She smirked and waved at me, like she was a sweet, little, angel and Andrew rolled his eyes like a rolling sea. 

I marched ahead to the mall, the one place that hasn't been ruined by Andrew and Mckayla's "love" and the one place I could actually feel the hate, the anxiety and all of the sadness in the world was lifted off my chest and I can just enjoy the huge blur of shopping around. 

The first store I went to, I bought a new jacket with a cute, patched heart, and while I was checking myself in the big mirror, I overheard some giggling and saw Mckayla and Andrew walking past me, snickering. 

"Wow, I can't believe she thinks she looks in that, it's so tacky." Mckayla smirked, all Andrew could do was snicker, mostly because he was too busy staring at Mckayla to notice anything she said, I rolled my eyes and put the jacket back, I'll buy it when I'm not being judged by a heffa and her "man." It's so bold that Mckayla has something to say about my clothes when the only pants she wears is cameo, is she gonna yell at me to do some drills or something?

But it didn't stop there, not by a long shot. No matter where I went, Mckayla and Andrew were there, being the little devils, they always wanted to be! My last straw was at the food court. 

I was at my table, eating my favorite burger and strawberry soda, I looked to my right for a spilt second when I saw Andrew and Mckayla eating at the place, I was quietly hoping he'd never bring her to, Burger Palace, it's on the other side of the food court, a lot of families go there for fun days out, but it's also the first time where Andrew took me on our first date. It came back to me as soon as I saw the way they laughed together, and how Mckayla touched his arm. 

I can't believe it, I spent so much time loving this guy, but all it turns out I was just some toy for him to play with before he saw the shiner, prettier, Mckayla, and then I was out of business. When I came to the depressing realization, I got out of the food court as fast as I could. a few tears were coming out of my eyes, not because of sadness, more because of frustration. I'm tired of being the second option, it's always been like that and I'm sick of it! 

It's always her, and even when I thought for a moment it could be, it's not! It's her, and nobody else, not even me!  Later on, I was moving as fast as I could to get home, where I also saw Mckayla walking with Tracey and Chase, I thought I could just pass them by when out of nowhere, I tripped on Mckayla's foot. 

The gravel scaped my knee and to my shock, and I only had a few scars on my faces, but I was fine! More or less.  I turned to glare at Mckayla but all she did was "Oops. Sorry Rose." That stupid smug face of hers just told me all I needed to know, she'd do it all over again and again, like a sick, twisted game of hers. 

I hope she's happy now, one day I'll have a great life that'll make her regret the way she ever treated me for along as she lives! 

~END~

(Author: Number 17! It sounds like Rosetta is staring a new leaf! Please enjoy this chapter and give me a star!)