It's just me. Luke. Or, whoever I am now. Life means nothing to me now. I've let my evil side take over. That lead to confusion and chaos. Nothing else.
I'm indifferent to this world. Nothing matters to me anymore. I zoned out of everything the second I woke.
"Guys, he's awake." yelled Charlie who immediately rushed to my said. "How ya feelin kid?Kid. LUKE?? What's going on with ya pal?" he continued. The words, to me, all came out in a haze. I was.... nowhere to be seen. The sparkle I once had, the motivation that I would someday get answers is all gone.
My mind blank. "I've had enough!" I yelled. "What?" asked Charlie confused. "I've had enough!!!! I'm done!!! It's.... it's over...." I said.
Suddenly, I break down in tears. I'm broken and tired from the inside, and out. "Why? Why give up?" asked Charlie.
"DON'T YOU SEE!!! IT'S ALL MY FAULT. I DID THIS TO EVERYONE. EVERYONE!!! I..... I ruined everything. And.... . It's all my fault." I broke down again. Except this time, I broke out of my bed at full speed and blindly ran to where I could be alone.
The war.... it's just too much for me. Somebody going to die. I know it. "Who cares bro. We're still fighting aren't we?" said that same annoying voice in my head as always.
"When in doubt, bring the power of the wolf out." said another voice...... Dad? "Is it you?" I asked. "Yes, and quite frankly, I'm ashamed of you and your behavior." he said. "I wouldn't be surprised." I muttered.
"Come on. I came to see my son in battle. The hero everyone is counting on." said my father. "Well, you came to the wrong person. I'm no hero. I'm a shame to your legendary name. I have nothing now. Can't even be a wolf. I'm just a worthless normal human." I said.
"Wow, I hate to see my son beat himself up like this. I gave this planet you because they need a guardian. You're earth's guardian. You, and Spring. You'll save the world, or die trying." said my father.
"Why should I?" I asked. "Come on boy. You're still.... my pup." he said. And suddenly, that oh so familiar feeling overwhelmed me. That feeling where I became half human, half wolf again. But something was different. I could feel it.
I felt... rather lively. And small. "You didn't." I said. "You already know I did son. This should get you back on your paws. You're not allowed to leave your small form until you've unlocked your true potential. Not the bright one." he said.
"Great, and let me guess, I have no choice but to oblige right?" I asked. "Right. There's a reason why I gave you form. It's easy to figure it out. You'll understand." said my father.
"Of course I will dad. I'm going to fight for you. And never lose hop. Thanks dad..... Wait, you did this to me on purpose didn't you?" I asked. "Yep, later son. Unlock your potential. And remember, when in doubt, bring the power of the wolf out.
I'm now aware of my surroundings again. Discovering Charlie was holding me in his arms and trying to keep me calm. Well it worked. I'm calm now.
And this time, I'm going to be more optimistic and careful abou how to win this war of good vs evil. The right way.
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"That's it, everyone dies for trying to hurt my mate Luke." I growled/snarled as I was surrounded by shadow beasts with familiar scents. "My family." I thought as I plead to Venus to give me back my control. She was having none of that as pure rage fueled my body to kill my loved ones with ease.
They were family, but still my enemies. So I must treat them as such. "I'm sorry everyone." I thought and mentally cried as I mauled my family members uncontrollably. It felt so wrong.