I was more than upset about Kenny and the night before.  Words couldn't even describe how badly I wanted to rip him apart.  

I walked through the halls when I was tackled about a bawling Veronica.  

"OH MY GAWD (Y/N)!  I'M SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR LOSS," she sobed.

My lose... oh Kenny must have gone this morning.  Damn, he started early today.  Lucky for him, thought; if I saw him, he was going to reach the same fate....still she shouldn't be this upset.

"Hey, I need you to calm down," I grunted as I pushed her off me. 

"I'm sorry," she sniffled, "it's just- I watched it all happen last night."

Last night!?!?  A different kind of rage went through me this time.  I was no longer jealous, but felt utter betrayal.

"It was raining and I was watching him walk him walk to his house when he was just struck.  I had no idea what to do, and I'm just so sorry for your lose," she continued to cry.

I had stopped listening and began to think of everything else.

Did he choose to stay so I'd forget about him, and when he got back, he could be with Veronica?

"Oh (Y/N)-"

"Would you just shut the hell up!" I snapped as the rest of the boys approached us.

"Looks like (Y/N) has sand in her vagina," Cartman commented.

"Oh shut up Eric.  Kenny died last night.  She's going through a lot," Vic hushed him.

"Oh would all of you just fuck off," I rolled my eyes and walked off. 

I felt my blood boil, and I had to see Kenny.  I instantly went to the chemistry lab and started mixing shit until it finally blew up. 

I, then, woke up in the white waiting room and approached the lady at the desk.

"Hello (Y/N) (L/N), will you be staying or-"

"I need to see Kenny McCormick right now," I demenned.

"Oh...okay, let me just contact him," she replied.