Jungkook became more and more nervous while he was waiting for Yoongi to come back. He tried to figure out how they would do this whole thing if Seokjin was going to give them permission. His chest ached as he thought about what they were going to do, but he had no other option to choose. Yes, Jungkook had gotten a bit better with controlling his powers, but as the last time he had been with Seokjin he had not gotten as much from his aura, it was too hard for him to keep the incubus inside of him under control.

He wondered how he was able to get this far in the first place - well, Seokjin's aura was stronger than a normal human's, more fulfilling so to speak, but before he realised it was not enough it was too late.

The door opened, getting Jungkook's attention. He turned his head to see Yoongi coming in and closed the door before he walked to the bed and sat down next to him. Yoongi seemed determined, but also a bit sad.

"So... what did hyung say?" Jungkook asked after a few moments of silence. He leaned a little closer, supporting himself with his hands as he did so, nibbling his lips while he was waiting for Yoongi's answer.

"He couldn't come up with any other idea either." Yoongi replied, running his fingers through his hair.

Jungkook stayed silent, processing Yoongi's words.

"So, that means that..." He trailed off, not wanting to say those words out loud. He hoped that Yoongi was going to say them.

"To quote his words: do what we have to do." Yoongi said, and Jungkook got a little curious as he couldn't figure out what his opinion might be about it, his expression was unreadable for him.

Jungkook wanted to say something, but Yoongi lifted his head up, locking eyes with him. Jungkook couldn't look away, they kept staring at each other. He felt like a virgin who had never done anything like this before.

"I'm sorry that I got you into this whole situation." Jungkook broke the silence. He lowered his head, focusing on his hands in his lap.

"You shouldn't apologise, I know it's not your fault." Yoongi said, his tone was so gentle, but Jungkook kept staring at his hands.

"I wish I'd be stronger - then I could wait until hyung would come home..." Jungkook mumbled. He felt like he was betraying Seokjin. He knew they got permission from him, but still - if he'd be stronger-

The mattress shifted under Jungkook, and a moment later soft fingers touched his chin, lifting it up. Jungkook's heart fluttered in his chest as he looked into Yoongi's eyes.

"You're much stronger than you think you are. Have more confidence! It's just what, four months since your powers showed up - I couldn't control it half as much back then as you do now." Yoongi said, his lips curled up to an encouraging smile. Jungkook knew he was trying to make him feel better, but that smile only sparked the incubus's attention, making him look at those lips, his skin erupting goosebumps under his touch.

Yoongi noticed it too - he saw how Jungkook's eyes turned a tad bit darker, how he focused on his lips. Yoongi unintentionally ran his tongue over them, a wave of desire washing through him because of it.

"Really?" Jungkook asked quietly, leaning a bit closer to him.

"Ye-yes." Yoongi said, hating how he was stuttering.

They stayed like that for a few more moments. Yoongi decided to stay put, giving the option for Jungkook to make the next move. Did Yoongi want Jungkook to move? Yes, he did. Fuck, he wanted it so much, but this whole thing was for Jungkook, not for himself.

"Hyung?" Jungkook whispered, his gaze switching from his lips to his eyes.

"Hm?" Yoongi didn't trust his voice enough to speak.

"Can I kiss you?" Jungkook asked, his cheeks turning red.

"Only if you want to do it." Yoongi replied. He wanted to make sure that Jungkook should only make the next move because he wanted to. Speaking about something and actually doing it were two different things after all.

Jungkook's brows furrowed at Yoongi's reply, leaning back a little a moment later.

"What is it?" Yoongi asked.

"You..." Jungkook bit his bottom lip as he trailed off.

"Yes?" Yoongi tried, but Jungkook looked away, avoiding eye contact with him.

"Look, if you don't want to do this whole thing, then say it now before we'd even start it." Jungkook rambled with one breath. Yoongi stared at him, blinking. Jungkook lowered his head, looking at his hands once again, playing with his fingers.

"I've never said I don't want to do this. How did you get that assumption?" Yoongi asked. Jungkook finally looked at him at that, but only for a moment.

"Why did you tell me I should only kiss you if I want to do it?" He asked. "You... you don't want to do it?"

Yoongi froze at the question, it caught him off guard. He didn't want to answer, he didn't want to admit how much he was attracted to Jungkook. Not when Jungkook was looking at him with his big doe eyes which were shining like he was on the edge of crying.

"This is- it's not that simple." Yoongi replied as he lowered his head and let the silence settle between them, but it felt like a weight pressing his shoulders down, and he was not strong enough to keep them up.

Then Yoongi heard a quiet sniffle.

Yoongi lifted his head up at the noise, his eyes widening at the sight - Jungkook had his head low, but Yoongi saw tears dropping onto his hands in his lap.

"Jungkook-ah..." Yoongi whispered, unaware of the nickname he just said. His voice was low, almost muffled by the lump he felt in his throat.

But Jungkook still heard him as he looked at him. His tears rolling down his cheeks, his lips trembling as he tried to breathe.

"I- I don't want you to- I don't want to do anything you don't want to." He stuttered between his sobs. Yoongi's heart ached at the sight of him, he couldn't bear the sadness, the guilt he saw on Jungkook's face. He cupped his cheeks, lifting it up until they locked eyes.

"But that's not the case at all." Yoongi said quietly.

"Wha-what?" Jungkook asked, his eyes widening

"In fact, it's the opposite." Yoongi admitted, ignoring how his cheeks started burning.

"What?" Jungkook asked once again, his brows furrowed in his confusion.

"I'm not going to repeat myself." Yoongi mumbled as he glanced away for a moment.

He didn't see how Jungkook was staring at him- because for Jungkook this is something he would have never guessed, he had no idea that Yoongi liked him or was attracted to him. So, to say he was shocked was an understatement.

How? Since when? And how? Jungkook's head was spinning as he tried to recall if he'd seen Yoongi looking at him differently or had caught him Yoongi taking glances or anything like that, but he-

He couldn't.

Yoongi had been hiding it well until now. But still, if Yoongi indeed was attracted to him, then-

"Why are you hesitating, hyung?" Jungkook blurted out his thoughts. "What holds you back?"

Yoongi looked at him for a few moments, his thumb caressing Jungkook's cheek.

"I- I'm scared about what's going to happen after this. I'm scared about what'd happen if I'd fall in love with you." Yoongi started, his voice getting a bit uneven, his eyes softening. "You have Jin hyung who loves you so much, and I know that you love him too, just as much as he loves you. Hyung is like a brother to me- we were and still are there for each other, no matter what. I can't do this to him, taking away the only person he doesn't have to hide his true self from."

Yoongi's eyes welled up with tears, and that made his heart ache.

"Jungkook-ah, you make him so happy! So happy I've never seen him before." Yoongi whispered, his lips trembled. "I-I can't do this to him- I can't risk to take you away from him-" Yoongi inhaled sharply at his last words, then he lowered his head as a sob broke out from his throat.

Jungkook pulled him into a hug without a second thought, wrapping his arms around him tightly. Yoongi slid his hands to his back as he put his head into the crook of his neck. Jungkook swallowed his own tears as he kept Yoongi in his arms, each sob that shook him stabbed his heart like sharp knives. He started rubbing Yoongi's back, trying to soothe him, letting the elder to cry as long as he wanted.

He would've never guessed that things would end up like this. Yoongi being attracted to him was something he didn't expect, and it made the situation a bit more complicated. He still needed Yoongi's aura, but knowing how the elder was feeling made him worried, he was scared of what's going to happen.

"I-I'm sorry." Yoongi mumbled, his voice a bit raw after his crying. He kept his head at the crook of Jungkook's neck, his hot breath tickling his skin.

"It's okay, hyung, I'm not mad at you." Jungkook reassured him. He stroked Yoongi's hair, combing his locks with his fingers, then he pulled him closer, enjoying the warmth his body was giving.

"Jungkook-ah..." Yoongi whispered, but his tone was a bit more firm.

"I'm the one who should be apologising." He interrupted Yoongi.

Yoongi dragged away at that, not too much, but enough to look at him - Jungkook could still see the path of his tears, it made his heart ache.

"Wha- what makes you think that?" He asked, his tone still hoarse.

"If I knew that you have- that you're attracted to me, then I would've never asked you for this." Jungkook replied with burning cheeks. Something close to a smile appeared on Yoongi's face at his reply.

"Don't you remember what I told you in the elevator when we first met? If not, then I ask you again - have you ever looked into the mirror?"

Jungkook glanced away, feeling how his cheeks were burning even harder than before, earning a low chuckle from the elder.

"I thought you said that as a joke." Jungkook mumbled.

"Just partly." Yoongi said. Jungkook looked at him again, seeing how Yoongi's smile faded.

Then, something in the air shifted, Yoongi's eyes got filled with something Jungkook could recognise - it was desire.

It still hit him like a truck - it was so intense, Jungkook felt like he's going to drown in it. He wondered for a moment how Yoongi was capable of hiding this so well, but his line of thought got thrown out the window when he saw how the elder was looking at him - like a predator at its prey.

Holy shit.

His shock was probably written on his face - Yoongi's lips curled up to a mischievous smile.

"Hyung?" Jungkook asked, noticing how his voice turned deeper.

"Hm?" Yoongi leaned a bit closer to him, his eyes never leaving his face.

"Are you sure you want to do this?"

To ask such a question was risky, Jungkook was aware of it, but he still had to do it - he had to after he got to know about Yoongi being attracted towards him.

Yoongi appreciated Jungkook's effort - to give him the last chance to back out. If they would have another option to fulfill Jungkook's needs - well, more like the incubus' needs -, he'd say no, he'd say he changed his mind.

But there was no other choice. They couldn't find one. No matter how he was feeling, they still had to do this.

Yoongi had to do this for Jungkook.

"Yes, I want to." Yoongi replied and leaned a bit closer once more. He suppressed his worrying thoughts, that voice which was whispering about the consequences. He wanted to live for the moment. Just this once.

To let himself be excited for the fact that he's going to be with Jungkook - he's going to kiss him, he's going to stroke his hair, he's going to feel the warmth of his body.

Was this going to make things harder for him in the future? Yes, yes it was.

Fuck it, Yoongi thought and pushed those thoughts aside.

Jungkook looked at him under his lashes, but he stayed put. He was waiting for Yoongi to make the next move.

I'm not going to turn back now, he thought as he licked his lips. If Jungkook thought he would, he was wrong.

So fucking wrong.

Yoongi closed his eyes just before he leaned in, erasing the remaining space between them and pressed his lips against Jungkook's.

It was a slow kiss at first, like they both were testing the waters but also wanted to enjoy the moment of it, scared that if they'd rush it then it'd disappear into nothingness.

Yoongi slowly lifted his hand up and slid it onto Jungkook's nape, making the younger lull his head just enough so they could deepen the kiss. Yoongi licked Jungkook's bottom lip, a silent request he got a moment later, a moan slipping through his lips when their tongues met.

Jungkook leaned forward, only stopping when Yoongi was lying on the mattress. Yoongi inhaled sharply when Jungkook broke the kiss, but in the next moment Jungkook's lips were on his again, thrusting his tongue into his mouth, igniting the desire he was feeling. Yoongi's head was spinning, his blood rushing through his veins, the lust burning more and more intensely in him, making his skin feel hot.

A breathy moan slipped through his mouth when Jungkook bit his bottom lip, pressing his body against his for a moment. Yoongi let out a low moan when he felt those lips kissing his cheek and jawline, trailing down to his neck, biting his skin here and there. It caught him off guard - he wouldn't have guessed Jungkook could be so- fierce, but he didn't mind it. In fact, it only intensified his arousal.

Jungkook slid his hand under Yoongi's shirt, caressing his chest, goosebumps erupting on his skin at the touch. His breath hitched in his throat as Jungkook followed the line of his sternum with his fingers, sliding them down on his abdomen, only stopping at the hem of his pants while he kept kissing and sucking the skin at his collarbones.

Yoongi sighed at the touches and kisses, one hand gripping Jungkook's locks while the other slid under his shirt, caressing his bare back. He felt that Jungkook was trailing back upwards with his kisses, but his hand slid under his underwear. Yoongi let out a shaky breath at the sudden touch, bucking his hips up unintentionally. He heard a low chuckle from Jungkook, and maybe he'd have a word or two about it but his words got cut off when Jungkook slowly stroked his shaft.

"Hm, someone's getting impatient I see. There's no need to rush though, I'll give you what you desire." Jungkook whispered, their lips touching as he spoke.

A wave of want rushed through Yoongi at his words, but in the back of his mind a voice warned him that they were not doing this because of him, but for Jungkook. To feed the incubus which lived inside of him. He couldn't let himself be led by his own desire, to let things go too far. He'd promised his hyung that he was not going to have sex with Jungkook, and he was not going to break that promise - he could only hope that they were not going to do anything in the heat of the moment that they would regret later.

While Yoongi was in his thoughts, Jungkook tried to not get too dizzy by the mixture of his own and Yoongi's desire, making him feel like he was drunk. It was quite similar to Seokjin's - the desire Yoongi was feeling -, just as intense, just as nourishing. If the incubus inside of him wouldn't be so hungry, this would have been enough until Seokjin would come home - but sadly that was not the case, Jungkook needed the aura which only appeared after his partner had an orgasm.

Seokjin...

His face flashed in front of Jungkook's eyes, and it was enough for him to suppress the incubus inside of him so he could think more clearly. He and Yoongi were doing this whole thing because he had to get the energy, the source but that didn't mean he had to have sex with Yoongi. Even though his power, that monster inside him wanted to convince him otherwise, he knew how far they could go. Just as he got to this conclusion, Yoongi's hold on his nape loosened a little. Jungkook used this opportunity to back away just enough so he could look into Yoongi's eyes, pulling his hand out from his underwear. For some reason Jungkook thought that maybe Yoongi was thinking the same thing as he did.

"Everything's okay?" Yoongi asked, a little breathless.

"I'm sorry, I just-" his words got cut off by Yoongi's lips, kissing him. Before Jungkook could respond, Yoongi already broke the kiss and looked at him.

"It's okay. I didn't forget why we're doing this either." Yoongi said, the soft smile made Jungkook's heart flutter in his chest. He looked away, feeling his cheeks burning. He was still processing what Yoongi just said, nibbling his lips when Yoongi gently held his chin and turned his head, forcing him to look at him.

"Hyung truly is a really lucky man." Yoongi said with a low chuckle, and Jungkook felt his brows furrowing.

"And what makes him a lucky man?" Jungkook asked.

"Because even in a situation like this, when your power is trying to take control over you, you can still restrain yourself from going too far." Yoongi replied, sliding his hand from Jungkook's chin to his cheek, gently caressing it.

"How-" Jungkook tried to ask, but Yoongi put his finger against his lips.

"It's all over your face." Yoongi said, his lips curling up to a knowing smile. Jungkook felt that his cheeks started burning even harder at that. He felt how Yoongi was making small circles on his cheek with his thumb, it was both calming and arousing in a way.

They stayed like that for a short while, scanning each other's faces.

"So, now what?" Yoongi asked, breaking the silence that settled between them. His voice was so deep it made Jungkook shiver. Keeping his goal in mind, Jungkook leaned in instead of replying with words, kissing Yoongi deeply. Jungkook knew that Yoongi was just as aware of their boundaries, of how far they could go, and Jungkook was truly grateful for it.

Yoongi's arms tightened around him, his erection rubbing against Jungkook's thigh. Jungkook broke the kiss at the sensation, a low moan slipping through his parted lips. Yoongi used the opportunity and leaned to his neck, licking, sucking and biting his sensitive skin, making sure he wouldn't leave any marks there.

Even though Jungkook enjoyed what he was getting, he knew he was not the one who needed to have an orgasm - it was Yoongi. Jungkook sat back up, his legs at the sides of his body. Yoongi's lustful gaze sent shivers up his spine. He wanted to sit up as well, but Jungkook pressed his palm against his chest, stopping him. Yoongi got the hint and stayed on his back, looking at him expectantly. Jungkook ran his tongue over his lips, the incubus inside him purring in anticipation, finally getting what it wanted.

Jungkook slid his hand down from Yoongi's chest and grabbed the hem of his shirt, pulling it up on him. Yoongi lifted himself up just enough so he he could take it off of him, letting it slide out from his fingers onto the floor.

As Jungkook looked at Yoongi, he had to admit that he looked good. His eyes were dark, filled with lust and desire, his lips swollen after the kisses they had, his otherwise pale skin flushed red. As Yoongi was always wearing loose shirts, Jungkook was surprised by the sight - Yoongi was skinny, but also toned just enough to look more attractive. Jungkook focused his gaze back onto Yoongi's face, locking eyes with him, feeling his arousal rushing through his veins.

Shivers ran up Yoongi's spine when Jungkook looked into his eyes - he looked like he wanted to eat him whole. While Jungkook leaned closer to him, he ran his fingers over his chest, trailing them down to his abdomen, kissing him passionately. Yoongi felt teeth nibbling his bottom lip, it made him open his mouth wider, letting Jungkook push his tongue in. A low moan resonated in Yoongi's chest when he felt Jungkook's fingers curling around his cock - Yoongi didn't even notice when Jungkook slid his hand into his underwear, his kiss was too distracting. Jungkook went south with his mouth, leaving feathery kisses on his cheek and neck while he slowly started stroking him. Yoongi bit his lip to suppress his moans, but when Jungkook squeezed him and moved his hand faster, he couldn't hold them back, letting Jungkook know he was enjoying what he was getting.

Jungkook was still fully clothed, and Yoongi was glad for it - the sight of his bare chest probably would be too much for him to take. But that didn't mean he didn't feel Jungkook's erection against his thigh, how he moved his hips to get some friction to it, breathy moans and whimpers slipping out from his lips because of it.

Ignoring how he was dancing on the edge, Yoongi slid his hand under Jungkook's shirt and ran his fingers over his back, earning a small groan from Jungkook. Yoongi wanted to give at least a part of the pleasure he was feeling, to make Jungkook feel good too, but he couldn't form words at all, the only noises that left his lips were moans and whimpers, too lost in pleasure, getting closer and closer to his climax.

"Jungkook," Yoongi tried to reach Jungkook's mind with his power - sometimes it was quite handy.

"Hm?" Jungkook hummed, his lips never leaving Yoongi's sensitive skin, kissing and licking just above his collarbone.

"Don't you-" a surprised moan slipped out from Yoongi's lips when Jungkook nibbed his skin. "Don't you want to...?" Yoongi trailed off as Jungkook probably knew what he wanted to ask. Even though Yoongi didn't get an answer, Jungkook didn't grab his hand when he slid it to his waist.

Jungkook ran his tongue over Yoongi's neck, just above his vein - it made Yoongi shiver, bucking his hips up unintentionally. It was enough for Jungkook to start stroking him again at a rather faster pace, making Yoongi moan. He felt Jungkook's soft lips going upwards again, followed by teeth nibbling his jawline, kissing him in the end. There was no gentleness in the kiss, but Yoongi didn't mind it, it only intensified his arousal.

Yoongi moved his hand from Jungkook's waist to his abdomen, running his fingertips just under his underwear. Jungkook lifted himself up just enough so Yoongi could slide his hand under the cloth, making Jungkook moan when he curled his fingers around his cock.

Jungkook slid his tongue in between Yoongi's lips, exploring his mouth while he started to move his hips, thrusting himself into Yoongi's palm. Soon, Yoongi started doing the same as Jungkook, moaning out loud at the sensation.

Their movements were becoming faster, and after a short while Jungkook broke the kiss, focusing on Yoongi's neck once again. Yoongi felt so lost in pleasure, his other hand sliding into Jungkook's hair, fingers gripping those soft, silky locks to pull him closer. His breathing became more rapid as he was getting closer to his climax.

It only took a few more thrusts until Yoongi tossed his head back, a loud moan escaping from his lips as he reached his orgasm. Jungkook was still stroking him, but his pace turned slower, guiding him through his climax. Yoongi could only move his hand on Jungkook's shaft with an uneven pace, but it was enough for Jungkook to go through the edge, lifting his head up as a shaky sigh left his lips, his come spurting out onto Yoongi's abdomen and hand.

Neither of them moved, their heavy breathing filling the otherwise silent room. Yoongi was still under the effect of his own orgasm when Jungkook slowly took his hand out from his underwear and laid next to him. Yoongi turned his head to look at him, waiting for what was going to happen. He tried to remember what Seokjin had told him, how it had felt for him when Jungkook's power activated.

The thought barely ran through his mind when the exhaustion rushed over him - it felt like someone put weights on his whole body, making it harder to move. A few moments later Yoongi couldn't keep his eyes open, a deep sigh leaving his lips as the darkness completely took him in.

A relieved sigh slipped through Jungkook's lips as he took Yoongi's aura, but as he looked at the now sleeping Yoongi, his heart ached. He knew they made an arrangement, and that this was their only solution, he still felt sorry for Yoongi. His aura was just as intense and nourishing as Seokjin's - probably because he had powers as well -, but it still took a while until the incubus inside him felt fulfilled. To Jungkook's surprise, he felt like Yoongi's aura was even bigger than Seokjin's.

Once the process ended, Jungkook got off the bed and covered Yoongi with the blanket, letting him sleep. With one last glance, he turned over and quietly left the room, closing the door behind himself. Thanks to Yoongi's aura, Jungkook didn't feel tired at all, it was like he just woke up from a long sleep. As Jungkook had no idea when Seokjin would come home, he went to their own room and grabbed some clothes and made his way into the bathroom. After he took his clothes off, he stepped under the shower, closing his eyes as the hot water ran over him.

His cheeks started burning as he recalled what just happened. He was so grateful that Yoongi helped him out, and even more so that he didn't go too far, only doing what was necessary.

Jungkook could only hope that this was not going to change their relationship. That Yoongi wouldn't fall in love with him. That his attraction would fade and he'd find someone who would reciprocate his feelings.