Y/N's POV

My pregnancy added extra happiness in our little world. He became more caring as well as sincere about the future, not only of ours but also of the unborn.

Sometimes I got really cheerful and sometime annoyed by no reason, still he did never mind to keep glances on me and asking whatever popped in his head.

At first we could not realise but day by day my dresses are slightly showing me tummy. The one with less experience can say that am obese but actually it was the baby.

One night I was standing in front of the mirror brushing me teeth when he was sitting on a chair doing something in his mobile momentarily cracking jokes with me.

Oh, one more thing I forgot to tell you, we have moved in to his house which seemed gigantic to me. He actually forced me to shift , the reason was since the day he met I tried to open up myself but never could do so entirely.

The torn up self of me was always fright stricken,   there was not a single when I did not shade tears because of guilt and the ultimate lose I  faced in return of my living, that living where I never had to worry.

However,  everything was worth when you   already lost your beloved.  He knew that I live alone but I was not a loner forever. I also belonged to a small family of mom, dad and me . Our little vibrant family.

Sad it was , he never knew how they left and the struggle I did everyday to survive but he could feel it, needing up dragging me to a new environment.

"Y/N"  Looking over the screen darting the eyes to me he said,

"What do you think? Should I alter my job, the profession am having now?!"

He enthusiastically asked me, since the day he came to know about him being dad, he got conscious  about it. This particular job matter. He was asking for my preference.

" You wanna know my thought?"  Spitting the white spicy bubbles I asked pointing the tip of the brush.

Bitting the  dry  skin on his lips as nodded, without breaking the eye contact.

Rinsing my mouth I went inside to put the thing at its place.
I turned to his side and took the chair opposite to him. A pain made my eyes squint.

Growing conscious he was about to come  but I showed my palms indicating that I was alright.

"Listen,  until you are okay with it, it's okay, but the moment you start getting doubts that's mean changes are required; however,  it should not be like sacrifice or something.  If you're gonna change  or move from your old desicion , -------'"

Seeing him getting bored I dragged my chair to face him , it made a sound which echoed through the silence.

I touched the both side of his face and said,

"Baby won't be miding what its father do,  we shall train them like that. But in fact you are not really involved in such things then why to  let the society spit dirt to you?"

His eyes are getting watery,  I felt sad

"But I don't join dad and his company."

Corruption is everywhere however,  we can't help it and save our backs from the responsibilities that we are supposed to given , but my problem was how to make him understand that?

I stood up and looking through the city lights I started saying, knowing that it will wreck but I have to , cause it's the time. I don't want him to feel the way, suffer the same i did, do and will always do .  It's a curse of my life.

Jungkook's POV

I am in hamletian dilemma,  I intentionally leaving everything on feet came to here. Met her ,wanted her and now we are together and the fruit of our will be in between us very soon. Am truly happy but at a corner of  my mind I was confused.

Will I be the best dad? Am I being a shame to them? What am I doing to them? My parents ! If I can't be a good child then how I can be a good that?  Questions were conjesting in my head. 

I asked her, she was telling the fact of my happiness,  now the question is am I happy with my possession. I am payed, coincidentally everything is in rhythm but it's not forever.

Thinking of going back to the corrupted  business arena make me sick. Where people conspire, venom drops from their mouth and I know I can't help but do just and there must be a conflict and the house of care will be demolished in a blink of an eyes.

Whatever my dad achieved he will lose everything,  unknowingly my eyes burned and in my blurry vision I saw her moon like calm , radiating face giving  Cooling sensation throughout my veins.