Before I start  I want to inform you one thing. This chapter is the continuation of the Chapter:1 " Bitter Sex" . Then you might be thinking what were the previous episodes? from 2 to 7, the chapters  were flashbacks,  okay , now if you haven't read those episodes go read and be pointy about the script; for any query do comment.

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oday you are feeling quite tired. In these two weeks of meeting him , you two had sex  but never felt this tiring.

The more days are passing the fog of uncomfort vanishing in between you and you two have become more expressing and approaching to each other.

In this day , he has taken all the living expenses of yours. He is too stubborn to be turned  down. Junkgook says for your assurance; since you helped him out in escaping from pleasuring different ladies , he is taking the charges.

You two are having a literal family of two people to be honest. He does shopping , even it is a second home for him , where he got his share in your closet,  bedroom,  washroom even in   the entire house.

He is  usually very controlling when it comes to you, cause he kowns if he turns to be suspicious to you, you might kick him out and his happiness what starts  and ends with you will evaporate for ever.

But today , he is being different , that dominance of him was flashing through his demeanor. His every movement never left unnoticed by you. You observe him all the time,  inspite of being together a little time it feels like you two know each for so long.

You were always been a strict lady to him. You try often  to show him  that you got no emotions .

Sitting silenty for too long , you broke the silence  while yawning.

" Move aside , I should go and change this."

" What's wrong with this?"

He curiously asked cause he knew it was an excuse to avoid him. He feels that something melts inside of yours whenever you are beside him for long, it was he effect on you.

" I wanna change just , " looking up at him you said,"  Why are you shirtless? Got no piece of sheet!"

" That's not the case, you are avoiding me."  He calmly said.

" What ?? Why would I avoid you?"

" You always try to run away whenever we talk about us , don't you feel anything."

"JEON, be in  your limits, you are just a pleasurer , you are with me just to fuck me,"

He snapped you back while burning in livid rage. He took a grip of your chin what made you Yelp.

" Am freaking pay you to fucking  give you pleasure."

His words went that cutthroat that  your eyes glistened with the ocean of despondent. A feeling continuously rebuked you that you knew that he is no better that other men.

You know today or tomorrow he gonna make you hear that he freaking bear the expenses , despite you never ask.

Jerking off his hand , you stood up with a broken voice.

"WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU TO TAKE MY RESPONSIBILITIES? WHO THE FUCK TOLD YOU TO INVEST YOUR MONEY AFTER ME?  YOU'R  NO BETTER MR. JEON FUCKING JUNGKOOK. YOU ARE .......YOU ARE A MOTHERFUCKER. I WOULD HAVEN'T RELIED UPON YOU. I would have never......."

While letting your anger out you could no longer held your stream of tears back. You collapsed on the floor while covering your face , the scenario stabbed a knife inside of  him.

He did wanted you to be  moved but not in this way. He knew you hold back a lot , for that reason a part of him was glad to see you letting your frozen emotions melting out finally.

He knelt in front of  you , tried to touch but you repelled. Forcefully he removed your hands from your face and made you look at him.

" You relied upon me? " 

You tried to control your crying and pushed him deliberately but he was giving you only smuggy grins what was making you more angry.

He took you in his embrace and started confronting you.

"I freaking pay you , that I can stay with you. I know what you will say but still , that night when you got drunk , and cutely said me to catch no feeling I apologized to you mentally , because the moment  I did make love with you I had already  fell for you ."

You were sniffing inside of his chest, but he was sure that you are listening every single word of him.

" Y/N, I love you. I want to stay like this forever with you. "

You were calmed with his sudden  confession,  you were happy as well as fear took the best of you. You held your head and met his eyes. Jungkook expected you to say something.

" N- no , it can't happen."  Shaking your head momentarily you said. He aggressively asked cupping your face.

"Why ? Why it can't happen?"

" No , Jungkook   ,whenever I loved one, I wanted to live with the one  forever , I lost the one. And I,only  got  you and , and Ari who is also apart from me , but at least she is happy. But, " pausing a bit you said," But I lost them Jungkook,  i lost them forever. " he saw the agony in your eyes as you said those.

"We can't say about the future Y/N,
But the fear of losing can't stop you to  love . Incidents that take place in our life leave us with lessons  what we should accept and forget about  the sad part. "

" What if you leave me , too."  Fear was vivid in your voice.

"First say you love me."

" If I say so , i will lose you."

" Just say this, i am dying to listen.  Our love will go break your fright, trust me. Do you trust me?

" I trust you." The grip of yours on  his hand getting tighter every passing moment.

"Do  you love me ?"

His heart inside the ribcage was  pumping crazily. Your hand got cold like ice. His ears were  waiting to hear you.

" Yes, I love you, "

You said and he pulled you in the  tightest hug ever. You felt his hot streams on your side of chick.
You were crying too.

" Y/N, if I really have to leave then I promise am gonna take you along with me. I will take you to the hell with me  ,even. I swear. "

" What if you don't. "

" I will be mortal with you then."

His nonsense  made you smile . He scooped you to the bed and laid you.  He slided  his  one hand under your head. You keep holding his arms.

He came so close to your face. The proximity in between you two almost closed. He lightly pecked your lips which were like delicate petals for him. Caressing you soft cotton like hair he whispered,

"Close your eyes.  I Am never gonna leave you . No matter what. Sleep peacefully.  I am here, am always with you."

His breath fanned your countenance. He took the blanket to cover  you and settled himself inside the cover by your side. He took your weak figure inside of him. Like he was your armoured knight about  whom you never dreamt  of ,was protecting you from the cruel venomous world.

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