Something is going to be baked inside the oven. Puttion on the apron which was clean and ironed few moments ago was now all stained with flour and batter.

You are peacefully doing you job to set the batter when you heard his loud groan and yells. What's wrong? You ran leaving the thing to the upstairs.

You opened the door eagerly saying ,

'" Why the freaking hell you're scre---"

You stopped when you found him talking over his mobile. His face was tensed ,a mixed expression somewhat of pain, anxiety and unwillingness and also wrath.

Perpendicularly showing your palms you mouthed ,when looked back at you.

'"Sorry,sorry!"

You turned knob  a with small sound. You turned to the self when the mobile screen awoke visibling your friend's name.

" Hello,"                          " Hello!"

" How are you doing?"

" I am good"

" Yea, am so excited  you know?"

" Why? Don't tell me because of your Ugly."

"

Don't call him that. "

You make a o face.

" Fine then, cut the call. "

" No, no listen,  it's our wedding in a week."

" Oh congratulations! "

" You know what I still feel bad for thinking evil shits about him.''

"So? Didn't I tell you million times to think about your statements,  whatever. Focus on your bond now."

" Yeah  , but am sorry that am not with you. You must be alone.''

" Well, you have given someone before leaving. That's why am not alone at all."

" Who? Wait,  is it Jungkook!! Like it did work in between you two. O am so excited. Tell me the story. "

" It's not a fucking story. It's reality. "

Did you just cursed she couldn't believe her ears. But said you nothing .

" My bad."

" And I really can't elaborate you the things between  us, sorry."

" Well, in that case am happy with that. That you have something secret  , private.  Keep it safely. "

" I never had it cause I got only you. And.."

" You no need to explain.. am your bestfriend so I can make out."

" Correction, best buddies."

You never liked to use the term bestfriend,  cause there is something that you feel like temporary. Cause you have seen this tag to be stuck on different person for people in real life and you never wanted to use that tag for none but she.

Putting the phone aside you found him silently sitting on the sofa.  Getting rid of the apron , while cleaning your hands you sat beside  him.

Your eyes being the frame seemed curious and cheerful to him.

"What happened?"

Got no reply from his side. You were to touch his side but stopped thinking he would be mad at you.

" Why aren't you forcing me?"

  " Am...am not forcing you !!"

" Yes, why aren't you confronting me?"

" I wanted but I didn't , what if you yanked my hand off when I touched you?"

" Won't you touch me back if I yank you off?"

Now you caught off guard. It was somehow you self esteem who was stopping you to be more amiable around him. Maybe you tried to save yourself,  but it was keeping you distant from him.

You smiled a little and took his arm in yours and rested your chin on his shoulder.

"  Now tell me what happened if you feel comfortable. "

He was still silent  and was also in a bad mood.

You  looked up at him and said in a studied gait.

" Okay , let me guess. "

Pressing your lips together you looked straight.

" Mhmm, well thought I got no family but you. It was your dad and dads suppose to talk about business and was he just telling you to come back and join the business,  since mothers are soft to sons. Or he was just don't be wit that girl and all, isn't it?"

You instinctively looked at his face and finding him smiling silently you got more excited and said,

" Am I right ? Am I right,  just tell me."

Holding the side of you he confirmed.

" Yes, partly , infact almost correct."

Then he started saying.

" Yes , it was my dad and he want me to get back to home. "

" Is it?"

" Well to tell you the entire story I need rewind back. Actually I studied art education wit my own will till my graduation but my dad forced me to business related some courses.  "

" Do you have a great business?"

" Yeah, actually our lineage , multi-production MNC. But I never willed to be a part of it. I let that dad know clearly , however dad wasn't ready . I left that house and started living in my own apartment.  I got my own account full of notes. And also disconnected with them since they were burdening me. "

You were listening to him silently. He sat comfortably and continued.

" Thinking a lot and getting so many suggestions i thought to go for that agency and focus on my sex "

Seeing you making disgusting face he said, " Don't get me wrong. It always been horrible. The ecstacy that you inhaled that night ."

You face palmed yourself ," Let's not talk about that." And smiled cheekily.

He then smilingly said.

" I used to use that when could control myself no more. I was assigned for you on the very first day for you and that uneasiness in  your eyes made it clear to me that you were a pure virgin. "

" Yeah and knowing that you took my virginity away." You nonchantally said.

"The agency meant to take a lot of money for you and you were there with an objective and I also had the urge so i thought to make you accustomed first then the aftermath. "

" What an incredible person you are!" You mockingly said.
" You did disconnect the contacts how then they reached to you then?"

" Spices   , with the help of source he found me and called me to recheck on my decision. I suppose not to get mad that much but he brought you in the topic."

" Me,  how he- oh if he can reconnect you then he easily can get to know about me. "

" He was talking rubbish about you,"

" Like what? Am with you for money and all ?"

" Some kind of that. I didn't wanted to tell you "

" Don't worry my senses for thai emotions got numbed before long. Like you had  to arouse me for the feeling of desire , joy and happiness  , like that my other emotions are also inactive , don't worry I won't get hurt."

" So I lost my control on nerves."

He stopped with that. And looked at his face , taking his hands you said.

" Listen , am not forcing you.  Am telling you to give yourself a little time. I want you to care for your ownself.  I respect whatever you will do but I will also say you to think about them. I saw you to keeping update of the business articles. I know you are worried to."

" It may be that sometimes our ego doesn't let us move , we suffer from compunction. Like tale my example when I was too young i used to ask why people have sex and why do they love and stuff like . What is pleasure and then I realised it one after another when i time came. Everything has a time Jungkook. You are the one who have gotten my life better then you can do the best for you."

He hold your hand tightly.

"   Am proud of you that you are so sensitive and manly at the same. I lov---I love you Mr. Jeon Jungkook. And am with you. Give yourself time to settle cure."

He pulled you in a tight hug and said," You know what why I love yo so much , cause I could see a really mature woman  lying beneath the silence of yours, I know warm blanket is there being shadowed by the coldness of your eyes. I am already having a family with you , we are living together ,eating, buying, cooking we are doing everything like a married couple do."

Shockingly you in the same position tried to look at his face from his nape. You heard him.

" Y/N, ."

" Yes, Jungkook. "

" Say again, "

" Jungkook. "

" Again."

" Jung kook."   You whisperingly said.

" I want to be called as your husband. "

       ------------Chapter:10-------------

I dunno know where I am upto.
A lot of things  in  my  mind and coming out something else.

Still let me know how are you feeling abou it.

Bye bye.

Lov e you alll❤❤❤🎀🎍❤❤