Even though I stand 2 feet away from you, I can not breathe. You make me feel like the world is in some other  timeline. I stand at my safe distance, because I'm afraid. Afraid that if I get to close you'll disappear. 

  I look at you all the time, even when I don't mean too. You became my world. My everything that I stand for; at least for now. I want to be those girls that are able to get close to you, but I can't .

  What happens if you don't like me ? I don't know what I'd do if you said no. You are like the sun, you make me smile and feel this warm feeling inside. I hope that someday when I have the courage to go and talk to you I will. Someday. 

 You have a great smile and a beautiful laugh and those are just the bonuses . You can make anyone smile and you make everyone feel welcomed and loved. You have the best personality. You make up everything that I long for. 

   Maybe someday when I do talk to you, you say yes. I would be in your arms like how fish are in water; I'd never leave. Maybe went you ask me the first date I wait to answer four days later. I have dreams of what I can believe will happen and all that stuff.

  Maybe there is a big gift that you got me that would always be in sight. Maybe, and I know this is a long shot, but we get married and adopt 2 kids and make them feel love. When we grow old together and remember how it is we fought and loved and believed there would be something. 

  You make me feel emotions I never knew I had before. I feel my heart beat like crazy when you are around. You make me feel comfortable when I am around you. I honestly don't know what I would do if I did not like you. You make me feel whole. 

  I don't want you to leave me or be with anyone else. I don't want to have to give you up or let you go. I want to hold on the you forever, because you anchor me back down to reality when I need it. I want to hold your hand and you hold mine. 

  I want to be in that mad love. A mad love where there is no end to how much we love each other. I want people to be  so, very jealous of us. I want people to try to be us. I want to show you off and say you are mine.

  I want it to be like a Disney story. Where you don't know that you fell for me till you start to believe in true love. I want to love you.

 Even though I stand two feet away, this is want I think about. What I believe in.