My powers?... She could feel them way before that had manifested or showed. So that's why she was so calm about them?... She knew about them all along... Why didn't she tell me earlier? Or maybe... "Yusei! Yusei where are you?!' I looked up from the journal. "Jack?" "Yusei!" My brothers! I quickly closed the book and pressed it against my chest while I ran towards their voices. Soon enough I found both of them and Martha, shouting my name and looking for me. I ran over and hugged them and they hugged me back. Martha looked furious but relieved, she hugged all three of them, "Yusei, don't ever do that again. Please... you scared me to death." "I'm sorry..." I looked down, ashamed. I may not really like Martha most of the time... but she really is trying her best to care for us. "Yusei... where did you get that book from?" Crow looked at it with curious eyes. "I found it... it belonged to Raptor. It's her journal.
Martha knows what journal it is, "I'm guessing you read a few entries... right Yusei?" I nodded. "Yeah... of course I did... I thought I would find something that would lead us to Mom... but there was nothing... but she writes a lot about how bad satellite is... and about us..." I looked up at Martha. "You sound like you knew about this journal..." Jack tried to give me a warning to shut up, but like always I just ignored it. Martha nods softly, "I did... but after the fire, I didn't know where it went after that..." She kept All Three of them close, "There are many many things I know about her that you don't know... and soon enough when your ready and old enough you will be told more about her. I promise." "Adults say that all the time! 'When you're older, I tell you...' or 'When you're older, I'll show you...'! It's annoying! Why won't you just tell us now!" I hugged the book tightly. "She's our mother... she was willing to sacrifice everything for us... why can't we do anything for her? Why are we always 'too young' or 'too small'?" Martha's gaze saddened a bit, "Yusei... I understand you want to find her and help her... but I don't even know where she could be... I want to help her as much as you do... but we'll find her... as soon as we find a clue we'll go out and find her together... I promise." I tried to keep my tears back and nodded. Jack immediately hugs me and soon Crow joined in. "Don't cry Yusei... we'll find her..." "I-I hope we do... I miss her so much..." "We all miss mommy..."

Martha pulls them all close, "We should get home... a snow storm is coming in..." "A snow storm?" Crow sounded scared and quickly grabbed Martha's coat. "Don't worry Crow. We'll be home before it starts." Martha picked him up. "Let's go boys. We need to hurry." Jack looked over to me and got on his knees, "Want a piggy back ride?... like we did before?..." he smiles a bit, and I can't help but smile and nod a bit. He helped me on his back and quickly gets up again. Then we follow Martha, who was carrying Crow now. The sky already darkened and the wind started to get stronger and colder. Martha held Crow closer and made sure Jack and I stayed close as well. As soon as we got back to the house, she ushered us inside.

I got off Jacks back and watched her lock the door. "Go and close every window, then lock it." "Okay!" While we made sure everything was closed and locked, Martha made sure that everyone was inside and in their rooms. Once she was done with that she met us in the kitchen. "Everything is locked!" "Good job you three... now the storm shouldn't bother us at all. I smiled, happy we got here in time to prepare the house for the upcoming storm. Martha ruffled through my hair. Something that only mom ever did... so I quickly pulled away from her. "I'm just glad we found you in time. We could have easily gotten lost out there..." "Yeah..." I pressed mom's journal more against my chest.

Jack hugged me again and started to lead me towards the bedroom we all shared, most likely he had many many questions for me. Martha didn't follow us thankfully, so we just closed the door and sat down on the bed. "Is this... really mom's journal? Where she wrote everything down?" I nodded. "Yes... she wrote so much... and she immediately started after zero reverse happened, so there's six years of information in here..." Crow looked at the journal with wide eyes, "Six years?!" I nodded softly, "Yes... she wrote about us... she wrote about things that happened before... she wrote about how she got her wings..." Jack stared at the journal. "It's... all we have to find clues to where she is..." I sighed and shook my head no. "I looked... there are no hints at all... only that she knew she will be take away..." Jack's eyes widened a bit, "S-She.... She knew?! "We already found out about that Jack... You know that..." Jack looked down, embarrassed. "I'm sorry... I... we were only thinking that she knew and never had actual prove for it..."
Crow looks up at his older brothers, he had a few tears in his eyes, "W-Will w-we ever f-find mommy?.." I hugged Crow tightly. "I don't know... But I hope we do... someday..."

I noticed Jack suddenly start to shiver and shake, he gripped the bedsheets his hands were resting on at either side of him. He looked down, his eyes squeezed shut and tears starting to fall. "Jack? Hey... what's wrong?" I quickly pulled him into the hug as well. He was still shivering and shaking. "We'll find mommy... I know we will...", said Crow and hugged him too. Jack gently buried his face in my shoulder, his tears soaking my Jacket. I softly stroked over his back like mom would, and I started to sing the lullaby their mom always sang to us. It took a while, but Jack slowly calmed down after Crow also started to sing the familiar song with me. It always calmed us down... no matter who sang it... after a couple of minutes Jack fell asleep. Crow and I pulled the blanket over him and curled up on the bed too. Soon Crow fell asleep and I was slowly pulled into a light, restless sleep as well...