*Warning: Cutting mentions, do not read if this triggers you* 

*Part 2 to Hatred*

It was 6 am, July 7th. My parents had left for work and my sister was asleep. I was in the bathroom, tears running down my face as I put the glass blade to my arm, and began to slit my wrist

They weren't deep enough but left red marks all over my wrist. Once I thought it was enough I threw the shard into the garbage. 

That entire day was the worst. I wasn't happy about anything. Not even for food. My brain was pretty much dead all day, I couldn't focus in summer school

And I couldn't even be happy with my songs from the musicals. I was listening to dark music

I ignored everyone, wore long sleeves all day. When I went to sleep, I could see my Logic, Happiness and Nerdy side.

They...looked terrible. They all had the cuts on their arm

"I-It...hurts" Happiness whimpered

"Aneka...why?" Weebo said

"This was highly illogically," Logic said

It...hurted. I was being judged by myself. "But you deserve it," That voice said. "You're a monster

I whimpered gripping my head as I woke up in tears. I....couldn't even sleep

I laid in bed all night