Hi, so no this isn't a chapter but a dedication. So I almost lost my best friend today, She is my other half and my sister. No we aren't related by family but if you ask me if we are real sisters I will say yes because I love her like my blood sister. She has helped me through thick and thin, she has talked me away from the pills and knives. Im alive because of her. Shes my rock and basically the female love of my life. She makes life worth while. Sadly though she has toxic people that push her towards the deep end and it almost worked today. I cried and cried not being able to get a hold of her. I thought I would never talk to her again. Never get to see her stunning face, or laugh over the dumbest shit again. Shes ok though. I hope she knows who truly loves her and wants the best for her. So why am I here on Wattpad to talk about this? Honestly, I dont know. I do know however that I want someone to read this and see that there is wonderful people out there and toxic people and you need to cut the toxic people out of your life. They will only cause pain and suffering. Now, You! Yes you who is reading this right now, listen here. You're a stunning person. You glow from the inside out. Doesn't matter if you are black,white, purple, green, tan, or all of the above. Doesn't matter your sexuality, your religion, your mental health or your height or weight. You are fucking perfect. Anyone who says otherwise can go sit on a pile of fire ants. Those days that are bad, that make you angry, or cry. They will be over and there will be better days I swear. Its ok to cry, but know that the strongest soldiers get the hardest missions. No matter what, you are not alone. I have depression and anxiety and ptsd. Is my life horrible? No, absolutely not but my mind makes it painful. There will be days where I dont even want to get up for anything but then my sister will text me about her latest adventure and I find something to live for. So for anyone who thinks they are alone, Im here feel free to private message me for anything. Even if you just want to rant about your day and you feel like no one will listen. Hit me up please. oh one more thing, If you are someone who finds pleasure or happiness in bringing people down, or you lie to people and hurt them. Do you realize what you do? How you can slowly kill someone from just words? Look at yourself in the fucking mirror. How would you feel if someone said those words to your sister? Brother? Cousin? Mother? Father? Cat? Dog?! Anyone that you love or care about?? You wouldnt be happy huh? This is the end of my rant. If you read this far.....................thank you, I couldnt ask for anything better. As for my friend, I love you forever and always. Thank you