You never wanted me;
Just a stranger
You never trusted me;
Just a traitor
You never loved me;
Just a friend
You never cared about me;
Just someone you knew

The smile you gave me
Never reached your eyes
It's warmth never
Flooded your eyes
But that smile playing on
Your lips was enough to brighten my day.

Your words where like
A drug to my body,
Spreading through my veins,
Easing my pains,
Making me forget myself
In the process.

The times you avoided me
Were like sword stabs.
The time you hurt me
Was like time in hell.
The pain was unbearable,
Nothing could take it away.

But later I realised that it was nothing c
My deadly pain,
The fear of losing you,
Yes, the fear of losing you.

I knew you were playing With my heart.
But I wanted you to,
I wanted you to play with my heart

Yeah,I still wanted you,
Like my breath.
Still I trusted you,
More than anything.
Still I loved you ,
More than myself
Still I cared about you ,
More than anyone.

It's not like I am complaining
It's just that I am breaking apart,
May be it's all my imaginations,
My hallucinations,
And I wish they were.

Even if I know that I am nothing to you
You still are everything to me, 
My world, my life. 

And even when I shatter into pieces, 
I will still forgive you, 
I will still cherish you. 

✨✨(: 𝙃𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙗𝙖𝙙.. 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙫𝙤𝙩𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠e 𝙞𝙩:) ☺