This is Toxic

Sometimes, I feel like nothing but plastic.
I would make things drastic-
People would say I'm dramatic.

Almost falling in love with you makes me blue.
I realized I'm something, yet nothing, without you.
You've got my mind so confused,
I can’t choose.

There are many of you, yet none like you.
My hand reaches up to God, begging... please.
If He ever lets you leave,
Then He must rescue me.

My heart whispers for you,
But I control my mind,
Telling myself I am fine.

There is one whose light vanishes in the darkness.
He consumes me with care,
He stays near.
He hears my broken heart.

He speaks into my mind,
Telling me there is a reason we part.
He will carry me out of my disappointment,
To a place where there is no suffering...
Only contentment.

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I'm more of a songwriter.