I questioned God.
I asked Him why I met you,
Why you came in.
Was it a joke, God?
Were You kidding me from the beginning?

I let you use my fire,
Burn it 'til the flames went out.
Now I'm lonely,
Can't let anyone in.
I’m running for the hills...
Somebody, please hold me.

Not meaning to justify,
But you couldn’t sum up such a lie.
I saw it with my eyes...
Energy doesn't lie.
You were into me,
But you let it slide...
Without much of a fight,
Stole my mind.

I questioned God.
I asked Him why I met you,
Why you came in.
Was it a joke, God?
Were You kidding me from the beginning?

How could you say you love me
But never checked if I was bleeding?
Confused me.
Take heed.
I’m drinking.
Loyalty is a poison I've been sinking in.

I questioned God.
I asked Him why I met you,
Why you came in.
Was it a joke, God?
Were You kidding me from the beginning?

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Written: May 2, 2024

Found again: March 2, 2025