FOREVER AND ALWAYS PART 2

I never caught you in the arms of someone else

She was so loyal to you. You don't know why you let her go. You just were afraid maybe. You don't really know. It was just a mistake maybe to fall in love? She's right. You are a scared little boy. Never would she ever choose someone over you.

You never told me not to be myself

She was aware that you were a dropout and that you're parents died. She was also aware of your past. All of the girls around you and their flirtatious smiles. She knew it all. The thing is, she never second guessed you. Just because you were a dropout didn't lessen you as a person. In her eyes, at least.

So, why? Did I choose to say goodbye? I never
had a reason why

You're stupid. What the fuck is wrong with you?! What happened after Sandy?! She stuck by your side. Never would she ever betray you.

What comes goes around, so what does that mean for me?

You're too afraid to fall in love with anyone now because you're afraid that they're gonna leave just like you left her. You deserve it though. You really do. The universe of love is gonna slap you straight in the chest, right where love scars the deepest. You know you'll feel every bit of it. Every piece she felt.

I feel it in my bones karma's coming back for
me

You just met someone new. Yeah, that's right. She replaces Y/N by a long shot. You've even forgot about her. She's prettier, smarter and everything better than her. In your eyes at least. You kiss her goodnight every night and text her the things she never heard. You were blind and almost forgot about it.

I'm all alone so karma's coming back for me

"I'm sorry, Soda but I just don't think this is gonna work. I'm sorry." She walks out of your life forever leaving you broken.

Just like you deserve.