Love shares
Love is not greed
Love does not create lust
Nor does it allow envy to break marriage
Love one another
Love and be in peace with it....

Those are the words that I keep repeating to myself over and over again. Love shares, yes I share my husband with my sisters and not once when I first meet them did I feel-like this-this strange emotional feeling. Love is not greed if it's not greed then why do I feel so greedy about my husband right now? The greed to want him by my side the greed to keep him all to myself.

Love does not create lust-no of course not I didn't feel such lustful desires towards Terry when I first feel in love him. No lust is longing for that physical touch and has nothing to do with the heart,but now that I feel this way lost that my body feels a lustful longing. I didn't have my husband last night so when will I? I won't truly have him once the new bride is here.

Love does not allow envy to break up a marriage, when my sister's first came here I felt no such envy. No I opened my arms out to them and said, "Welcome, your home!"

If I didn't feel such a envy back then-then why do I feel such a feeling now? Will it ruin my marriage? No will it ruined the marriage of my sister's and I? Love one another, yes for so many years I did not question it so why do I now?I love my sister's,but I love Terry more and I feel fearful of you...the other one who will soon be invited into the bed of my husband. That bed belongs to my sister's and I.

Love and be peace with it...yes love is what will guide me to the right path. There is a reason why this other wife will be coming here and I know she's not here for Terry of course not she was send here that's her only reason for being here. Be at peace with it, yes I'll be in peace with,because am the head wife I most make a example of what a perfect wife behaves and accepts the will of my husband.

Yes as long as Terry is by my side I will welcome this other wife, yes that is all she is the other one.

"No,no the flowers have to be white stephanotis flowers, oh dear", I said to the gardener boy as he brought a bouquet of red rose flowers for the wedding.

The son of the gardener let's out a nervous laugh, I know it's not his fault for bringing the wrong flowers since in such short time we have to prepare the wedding for Terry and his new wife today. Yes today I know it was only yesterday I was told of this,but I feel if I knew sooner I would be more at ease and not worry so much for my Terry.

"Forgive me I'll tell my father and know I'll be send to the market to find them, don't you worry! My lady!",he respectfully bowed his head to me before running off into the house. I hope he does find the flowers in time.

"What's so wrong with red roses? You know roses mean love, passion, respect and courage", chimed Marian holding a red roses in her hand. I let out a gasp I did not see her, was she in the garden this whole time? When did she get a rose?

I let out a tierd sigh I been up since seven and I do feel worn out,but that's not what's really bothering me. What really hurts is not waking up with Terry next to me and I haven't seen him all day. Then again I didn't see him the day he married my other sister's that most be it.

"I know,but stephanotis mean happiness in marriage and you shouldn't be surprised I had this especially placed on all of your girl's wedding for good luck", I let out a silly laugh.

But Marian didn't laugh she did smile,but all she really did was stare at the beautiful rose admiring it as if a loved one had given it to her as a gift.

"Yes, happy marriage", she said with a regretful tone.

The wedding is almost going to begin and it is only going to be one a clock soon! Okay, okay the flowers were brought in just in time, I was able to get the chef of the house to cook the perfect feast for this wedding I didn't have really time to make proper food arrangements. Am still not dress, sadly the girls and I have to wear the bride's maid dresses from Daisy's wedding a light purple dress with a hint of Pink. The dress doesn't go with the theme for this wedding.

One of the maids was able to gather information about this new girl and said she was able to catch a glimpse of the girl wedding dress white and green.

"Girls the wedding is going to begin in twenty minutes!", I said as I was trying to braid Emily's messy hair again she forgot to brush her hair last night and this morning.

Both Edora and Marian are helping Daisy fit into her dress,but I don't think that dress is going to fit her small round belly.

"Her dress won't fit", Edora said

"Marian you still have to do my make up!", spoke Emily

I took Marian's place and realized that the dress indeed won't zip on Daisy.

"We can have you wear a jacket a nice pink one it will go with the dress, you don't mind Daisy?", I asked handing her a small pink jacket.

"Oh I don't mind am so sorry if I am troubling you!"

"You of course not,but some girls should have gotten ready a hour earlier and I know for a huge fact that I announcing it twice!", I made a hard,but calm glare at the girls.

"I was distracted on my books and Marian said she was going to help me with my make up too,but vanished!",spoke Edora

"I went for another quick walk in the garden"

"You are always going on walks in the garden. It's just the same garden over and over again", said Emily with a bored laugh.

"For your information I take those walks to relax me, it's almost time for my babies to leave thanks for remembering!",

That's right her kids will be leaving in two weeks and will be living their life's in the Academy till they marry. Is this why she seems different to me some what distance and it is true she is now always taking walks in the garden,it most be that cause I did notice she wears a bit more make-up then the amount she usually wears,but still looks fantastically beautiful.

"And Emily your dress is to small on you! This is why we tell you to stop eating those dang sweets!",added Marian

"Hey!Don't start with the sweets at least I don't hide behind a lot of make-up!"

Wait are they arguing at a time like this!

"Oh wow! If that's how you feel I won't do your make-up!", Marian started to put away her make up

"Wait what about me!?", shouted Edora

No! Edora don't you start too. Daisy looks concern and she seems terrified we don't really argue,but when we to it's silly and childish,but this time it's different.

"Go hide in your books!", shouted Emily at Edora.

"That was uncalled for Emily!", Daisy shouted from the top of her lungs and that's when all the girls stop and looked at Daisy.

Daisy is treated as if she were the little sister in the family and, because of that we do everything we can to make her life easier. Life over here is so much more easier then the world out there.

Daisy come from a family of artist and musicians and those who are born into art are the middle class,but even though they are middle class it only means she could be one step closer into living the lower class and the lower class is not allowed or welcome into are city walls. Yet even though she was born to such a middle class Daisy had no talent in painting, piano, dancing nor on the violin that she was close to being send outside the wall. I know Daisy doesn't enjoy talking of the life she ones knew, because all she ever seems to say is how lucky she is for being chosen to live here.

Daisy was out in the market and by chance she meet Terry in the market and begun to chat when she broke the news that this was the last day she'll be in the market and send to the other side, Terry insisted on talking to her family and decided to take her as a wife.

When Terry come to me that day with the news that he was to have a new wife I felt no treat or anger. No I simply said...
"Oh! You did what is she like!? What's her name? Another one to our little happy family", those words were said with excitement and joy.

Why was I so happy then to hear the news of a new sister?

"We care
We love
We cherish", Daisy begun to say the words that sister's say to one another in times of great crisis's.

We all looked at one another and then at Daisy and with out hesitation we all gathered around Daisy holding hands.

"We welcome
We hold those who are cherished into are hearts
We do not let go we hold on
For there is always a way
As sister's we will find this way
Not alone or lost
But together as one and for that we
Hold on", we all chanted together smiles begun to appear in our lips.

We finished saying the words together and ended with a tight hug.

"I don't know what's going on with you all,but remember we have one another", said Daisy with a smile.

"Am so sorry Daisy and Emily is true I feel in some ways lost now that my children's will be leaving me soon that I can't imagine a world with out them", Marian said as a small,but noticible tears begun to full down her cheeks

"Am sorry too I know I should stop eating sweets,but is hard eating helps me remember of home", said Emily as she begun to eat a cookie

That's right her family owns one of the finest restaurant and bakery here in the city we use to go every Sunday night to her families restaurant,but ever since she gave birth she hasn't had the chance to see her family.

"Am sorry too I know I should stop reading,but reading is a hobby that I tend to forget about reality",added Edora

Before I knew it all the girls turn to me. What? I haven't even done anything? Wait have they notice my behavior has been off? Do they notice the pain and the anger that's is growing inside of me when I think of the other women?

"And am sorry for being so demanding,but I can't help it Terry most have nothing,but the best on his wedding" I said with a fake smile on my lips.

The girls looked concerned for a few seconds at me,but then begun to laugh. I simply begun to laugh with them thanking my fake smile for deceiving them.

"You act as if this were your own wedding!",giggled Marian

"Don't worry is not like this new sister is going to steal Terry, we all share him", all of the girls laughed at Emily's joke.

"Remember sharing is caring", added Edora.

Yes, sharing is caring and...yet if only they knew how I truly feel,but I don't think they would understand. They are at peace with who ever this new wife will be to our husband,but deep down am not in peace with it.

"Say Marian would you do my make-up today?", I said ending the laugher that was once field in this room.

The girls of course all looked speechless for not once have I really worn make-up,I did a bit,but on the girls wedding only and on a few special occasions-yet here I am again asking for make-up. Of course this time I feel I most look my best today I have to be simply beautiful, for what if this wife is more beautiful then me....?