"She came here? What the fuck did she tell you?" Justin asks, leaving the vegetables he was chopping.

"That Bianca has a mental illness and doesn't deserve to be in jail." I replied.

Justin scoffs "Load of crap. I hope that's what you told her."

I close the pot after stirring and turn around. "I didn't give in but don't you maybe think that we should think more on her side of things? Like put yourself in Daisy's shoes, her daughter is in jail and she's sick. She's doing everything she can to get her out and we aren't making it easy to her."

"Amara get those thoughts out of your head. Bianca Banks brought all this to herself the moment she thought about deceiving me. Let her enjoy her fate."

I cross my arms "How can you not even try to think about this in a different way? I don't want to be a horrible person."

"Cakes stop this. Those people and your dead uncle tried taking you away from me. I can't just forgive and forget, hell no. Let Bianca be where she is, and your uncle is perfect situated in hell."

I drop the spoon I was holding, my jaw dropping.

"How can you say something like that?"

Justin looks at me "I was joking, relax. I'm not saying anything good about the both of them but I'm taking back my words for you."

I sigh "I'm still thinking that...I should maybe go see Bianca tomorrow."

"Why would you do that? I'd get sick by the sight of her." He remarks.

"Funny but I'm going there to see if I can find it in me to drop the charges." I answer.

Justin walks over to me and wraps his arms around my waist.

"I don't want this at all cakes but I'm behind every decision you take. I'll support you no matter what you choose to do but please think clearly and be sure before you take any decisions." He kisses my forehead and I rest my head against his chest.

"I love you always." I say and he kisses the top of my head.

"Took the words right out of my mouth babe."

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I wake up in the morning with a very anxious feeling.

My chest feels heavy, probably because of what I have to do today.

I manage to shower, not feeling like myself at all. Justin tries again to change my mind about going to see Bianca but I don't budge, this is what I have to do.

If there's going to be any progress in my life, this is how it starts.

Justin drives me to the correctional supervision center and I get more anxious and nervous.

"You sure you still want to do this babe?" Justin asks just as he parks the car. I nod.

"Yeah, I need to move forward."

"You can still do that with Bianca still in prison."

"It won't be the same."

"How so?"

"I just know it won't."

Justin puts his hand on top of mine.

"You are way too forgiving cakes. But I love you and trust you enough to know that you're not gonna do something you'll regret. If Bianca tries anything once she's out, I will make sure that she is back in that cell. I will protect you with my life Amara."

I smile and lean across to kiss him. Justin kisses me back before stopping to look into my eyes.

Fifteen minutes later, Justin and I walk into the centre and the negative vibe in the air does me no good.

"We are here to visit an inmate, Bianca Banks." Justin says to the policewoman behind the desk.

"What are your names?" She asks.

"Justin Hazard and Amara Hart."

"Oh, you guys." Her attention is now suddenly fully on us.

"You can sit in the waiting room for a while, a policeman will come and tell you where to from there."

I nod before following Justin to the waiting room.

What feels like an hour later, a middle aged man escorts us to a much darker part of the prison and my tensions rise. Justin holds my hand the entire time.

"You can wait here, the inmate will come out soon." He says as we enter a room separated into two parts. There is about six rows of chairs on one side, and another row on the other side. The glass acts as a barrier between the inmates and the visitors.

I take a seat on the booth, if I can even call it that, next to the white wall. Justin stands next to me.

The door opposite us opens and a policeman walks in with Bianca.

A breath is caught up in my throat. She is currently giggling to herself as the warden walks her to us. Almost on instinct, I push my chair back. Justin squeezes my hand more as an almost unrecognizable Bianca sits directly opposite me. I begin to feel like this glass separating us is nothing and that she can actually reach out and touch me.

She is not in prison clothes though, she is still in the clothes I last saw her in.

"Wait...Is this really you guys?" She says and laughs.

"Bianca." I say but her name comes out as a whisper.

"Wow, I never thought I'd see the day." She continues.

"Bian-"

She interrupts me by her ongoing humourless laughter.

"Shut the fuck up and listen to her!" Justin shouts, snapping his hand on the desk which immidiately shuts Bianca up.

"Why did you guys come here?" She asks.

"Just so you know, all this was against my wishes. I don't ever wanna see you again for anything." Justin harshly replies.

She smiles wickedly "Oh. You weren't saying that when we were taking each others' virginity." I gasp.

"We'll see if you're still able to say that shit once you grow old in this prison. And just to remind you, I never took your virginity."

Justin replies, venom clear in his voice.

"What makes you so sure?" Bianca counters, a frown on her face. This is getting out of control.

"Well now that I've actually taken someone's virginity, I know how it feels like. It never felt like that with you."

"Justin!" I say loudly, making Justin tense.

"Oh shit I'm sorry." He quickly says.

"You arguing with Bianca isn't what we came here for." I say to him.

"Oh then what exactly did you come here for, perfect ms 'My boyfriend took my virginity and he knows what it feels like'?"

I exhale, annoyed "You know what Bianca, I actually came here with intentions to help you but I can see that you clearly don't deserve it." I stand up "Enjoy jail time while your mother worries about you on the outside. I hope you have a great time stuck in here with nothing but a fucked up conscious."

I then storm out of the room, hearing Justin's footsteps behind me before he walks next to me.

"You were right Justin." I say, while walking fast and breathing heavily. "It wasn't a good idea coming here."

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A/N:

I really don't know anything about how a jail looks like or how a visiting room looks like because I've never been there... What I wrote was just how I imagined it. I hope it wasn't that bad.

Also to clarify something, when Justin said he knows what it feels like to take someone's virginity...he didn't really take Amara's virginity of course because she was raped but this was her first time being intimate willingly with someone she loves. So they consider it like he just took her virginity even though that's not the actual case.

I love you all so much. Please vote & comment.♡♡

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