BELA

I remember his love,his care,his affection.And sadly I remember his anger,his outrage,his ugly words which were thrown on me.

Every time Mahir touches me with love and affection,I'm giving in.But it suddenly strikes me again,all his actions of that day.

"What should I do to get you out of that Bela?"Mahir asked caressing my cheek with his thumb pad.

"Because I've thrown you in that zone,it's my responsibility to make you feel better",he said.

"I..I don't know..you never spoke to me like that,but that day...",I paused,not wanting to go in that dark past.

"Bela..we should move on.Just tell me how to apologize to you about it.Just don't..don't leave me again..I can't live without you",Mahir said,his eye's moistened.

"How should I tell Mahir?You did the deed,you have to know",I said feeling hurt.

I sat up straight and looked at the lake.He doesn't even know how to make it up?

He should know how to apologize for what he did.

Mahir also sat up straight and looked at me,
"I think this is your problem Bela",he said and I was amused.

"What?"I asked.

"You say you are trying to move on,then next moment you say that you are not able to move on.You are like this only Bela..you yourself are confused",Mahir said getting up.

"But Mahir..what did I say?"I said getting up.

"You..you really don't want to try Bela.You are trying to get away from me?"he said.

"Are you serious Mahir?"I asked in disbelief.

"Yes I'm serious Bela..you are not putting effort's..you don't want me",he said walking away from me.

"Mahir....Mahir",I shouted walking behind him.

He is not seeing my efforts?

"Mahir..listen to me",I said helding his hand and made him look at me.

"Mahir..you really think that I'm not putting any effort on us?"I asked.

Just few more steps and we will be back in the fair,and right now Mahir is seething with anger.

"It's showing Bela..just tell me..you want to..you want to get away from me right?"Mahir asked.

"This is your fucking problem Mahir..not mine",I yelled.

"Mahir..healing is not an overnight process.It takes time.Sometimes you feel like you are finally over something and happy again,and the wound will reopen",I said.

"It's not like I'm trying to run away from you..why will I run away from you?Tell me?"I yelled clutching his collar,and stepping close to him.

"I am not giving up Mahir..I am not getting discouraged.I am taking one step at a time each day,trying to be in a better place mentally,each day",I said,hot tears flowing from my eye's.

"You are mentally prepared that you will not get over it Bela",Mahir said removing my hands from his jacket's collar.

This is his problem,there are no limits for his anger.

There are no limits for his love and anger!

He looked at me angrily and walked away into the fair,
"Mahirr....",I shouted standing in the same place.

I cried at what just happened.He is spoiling it,as always.

"There's..not even a single ounce of peace for me",I cried wiping my tears.

That day he let me go,but today I will not do that mistake.

I will not let him go!

I wiped my tears and turned around,I picked up my jacket and walked towards the fair,searching for him.

The fair is very crowded today as it is a weekend.I walked past through many people searching for Mahir.

He is not responding my calls also.I'm finding him like a lost puppy.

"Where are you Mahir?"I said to myself after searching around.

I got up and walked around again,he will be here only.He won't go leaving me like this,he won't.

I was tired searching for him and stood at one corner.I wiped the sweat beads off my forehead and sighed.

I called him again,no response.

"Waiting for someone?"I was startled when I heard a voice.

A group of men!

"Excuse me..",I said trying to get past them.

They blocked my way and stood in front of me,
"What is this?Move away?"I said sternly.

"Let's move from here together chick",a guy said.

"What rubbish is this?Get away",I said trying to walk past them.

They pushed me back and my back hit the wall.

I'm in danger!

"You can't escape from here girl,no one can come here",another guy said touching my waist.

"You rascal..get away",I shouted slapping him.

"You bitch..",he said and cupped my jaw.

"Move away..move..",I was shouting when they pinned my hands to the wall.

I lifted my leg and tried to kick them,but they were strong enough,
"Just let me go..move you rascals",I shouted.

"Shh..don't make sou....",he didn't complete,as he was on the floor the next moment.

Mahir!

"You bastard's..",he roared and gave another punch on his face.

Other men saw Mahir and started running,
"You douches..come here..bastards",Mahir shouted punching the other man.

"How dare you touch her?How dare you?"he shouted,beating him to death.

"No..Mahir..no..come back",I shouted when he was punching that man.

Those men came back to take that guy,but they became pale when they saw Mahir.

"You scoundrels..how dare you touch my girl",Mahir said punching another man.

"We are sorry..we are sorry..please let us go",they were begging now.

"You think that I will let you go?How dare you touch her?"Mahir shouted and kept throwing punches on the man.

"Mahir..Mahir..leave them..Mahir please",I said going near him.

"Bela..you stay out of it",Mahir shouted at me.

"No..this can't happen",I said to myself and dialed Yuvi.

I told them everything and they were coming here.This place is very cornered from the fair.

"Mahir..leave them..please Mahir..",I said trying to pull him back.

"Mahirr...",I shouted when the guy punched Mahir on his jaw.

"You rascal",Mahir roared and punched him back.

"Mahir..please..listen to me..let them go..please Mahir",I said trying to pull Mahir back.

He was sitting on that guy and throwing punches,
"How dare you touch her?
She is mine,my wife.How can you touch her?"he kept punching him.

Oh God!

"Mahir..he will die,let him go",I shouted pulling Mahir by his shoulders.

"Mahir..
"Mahir bhai..",Yuvi and Vyom came.

"Bela move back",Vyom said running towards Mahir.

"Mahir..stop..get off him",Vyom said pulling Mahir back.

"Let me go..he touched Bela",Mahir shouted.

"Mahir bhai..please stop",Yuvi said locking him in his hold.

"Leave me Yuvi..leave me",Mahir roared trying to get off his hold.

The police were called and those men were handed over to them.I was still standing rooted at my place.

Mahir was still seething with anger,
"Just leave me",Mahir shouted.

Vyom and Yuvi left him and Mahir was walking to and fro.I gulped looking at Mahir like this.

He vented out his anger on them,while trying to save me.

"Bela..we didn't tell anything to Vish and Suhani,they are with Mahira.Take Mahir and come",Vyom said and I nodded.

Vyom and Yuvi gave one last look at Mahir and left.Because even they know,he is not at all good when he is angry.

I walked towards Mahir and stood in front of him.He looked at me angrily,
"What was this Bela?Something could have happened to you",he shouted and I looked down.

"Can't you be in any safest place?"he said.

I looked at him,his lower lip had a cut,blood oozing out.

I took out my hanky from my pocket and stepped near him.I was trying to wipe his blood and he swatted away my hand.

"Just leave it Bela",he said.

I held his jaw and made him look at me.I looked straight into his eye's and wiped his wound.

"You are bleeding Mahir..stop being stubborn",I said tying the hanky around his knuckles which were all bloody.

He held my shoulders and pushed me against the wall,
"Do you know what would have happened if I couldn't come at the right time?"he shouted and I flinched.

"I'm..I'm sorry..I was searching for you",I said,my lower lip wobbling.

He closed his eye's and started counting numbers to calm him self.

His way of controlling his anger!

I sniffed and wiped my tears.He looked at me.His face softened,he cupped my face,
"Bela my heart was in my throat when I saw you struggling here",he said.

I straightly hugged him,tight.

He wrapped his hands around me and hugged me,
"I will die if something happens to you Bela..I can't let anything happen to you",Mahir said kissing my head.

MAHIR

"I am sorry Mahir",Bela said.

I wiped her tears and hugged her again,
"I'm sorry,I was searching for you and..I'm really sorry",she said and I kissed her head.

"Bela..look at me",I said rubbing her back.

She pulled back and looked at me,
"Bela..you are mine.I will rip them apart..whoever touches you..you are mine..and you only belong to me",I deadpanned her.

Because my possessiveness has no limits!

Be it my love,my hatred,my anger,my trust,my affection,my possessiveness,everything is limitless and Bela very well knows about it.

"I know Mahir..I know",she said wiping her tears.

"Bela..I'm sorry too..it was not intentional..I was just hurt and angry..I was just..I'm sorry",I said cupping her face.

"But I'm not lying Mahir,I'm really trying to move on.I never wanted to be away from you..except that day..since that day..",she paused.

I caused this damage!

I sighed and pulled her into a hug again,she relaxed hugging me back,
"It's OK..it's OK..",I was rubbing her back.

"Let's go to Mahira?"I asked and she nodded.

"You are alright?Did those bastards do anything?"I asked checking her hands.

"Mahir..no..I'm fine..they..they didn't touch me",Bela said.

I cupped her face and gave a long peck on her lips,making her shocked,
"From today..this will be my action's if I hurt you again Bela.Because I know,how warm and comfortable..and homely you feel with my kiss",I said.

She nodded wiping her tears,
"Let's go?"I asked.

"Yes..let's go",she said and entwined our fingers.

I held her hand and walked back to the fair,we saw Mahira giggling along with Suhani and Vish.

We both smiled looking at her happiness,
"Mahiraa...",I called her.

"Huhh..dadda..mumma..",she squealed looking at us.

She walked to us and we both laughed looking at her way of walking,her walk is so funny.

"Her walk is so funny,just like you",I told Bela.

"What?"she narrowed her eye's at me.

"My Mahira baby..",I said taking her in my arm's.

"I said,Mahira's walk is funny,just like you",I said and Bela's mouth was wide.

"Mahir..my walk is not funny",she huffed and I laughed.

"Mumma..dadda..see..hay..hay..ban..",she was pointing at her Micky mouse hair band.

"Awe..you are so cute baby,my baby",Bela said kissing her.

"Bela..are you alright?"Vish asked looking at Bela.

"Yes Vish..I'm good,why?"Bela asked and I looked at Vyom and Yuvi.

They nodded as 'no'.

"Nothing,your face..it's just looking worn out",Suhani said.

"Arey Suhani..worn out face..a couple thing",Vyom said diverting the topic.

Bastard,is this the way to divert a topic?

"What?In..in a fair?"Suhani asked and we palmed our face's.

"They don't see a particular place Suhani..just going with the flow.Right Mahir?"Vish said wiggling her eye brows.

"Vish..shut up..oh my God..you people",Bela said walking away with Mahira and we all laughed.

"OK guy's,meet you again.Time to go,Mahira played a lot today",I said caressing Mahira's hairs.

"Yeah,we also enjoyed along with her,a lot.See you again",Yuvi said kissing Mahira's forehead.

"Bye guys,Mahira say bye to them",Bela said and Mahira waved at them.

They left from the fair and we three started to our home.I was driving and Mahira was sitting on Bela,looking out side.

"Mahira baby..what all did you play today?"Bela asked her.

"Mumma..caa..quacky..hossee..",she was telling about all the rides.

"We will come here again baby,we will come for my Mahira.Right dadda?"Bela asked looking at me.

"Yes yes..yes mumma..we will come here again for our little monster",I said pinching the tip of her nose and scrunched at it,making us both laugh.

After sometime Mahira was sleepy,rubbing her eye's again and again,
"Bela..I think she will sleep",I said.

"Hmm yeah..I'll make her sleep",Bela said pulling her top a bit down.

I covered the windows with pullovers,Bela was breastfeeding Mahira and she was slowly drifting into sleep.

"She slept?"I asked after some time.

"Yeah..she did",Bela whispered setting her top properly.

It was almost eight at the night by the time we reached our home.We parked our car and I looked at my Harley Davidson bike parked.

Mine and Bela's favorite ride!

I smiled looking at it,it's almost been two years since I used it.Sometimes Yuvi used to ride it,but for me it's been two years.I and Bela never had a ride on it again.

Now,the time has come!

We reached our flat and I unlocked the door,we walked into Mahira's room and made her sleep in her crib carefully,
"Mhmm..hmm..",she groaned in her sleep.

"We are here baby..we are here",Bela caressed her face.

She slept again.We switched on the baby moniter and came out,
"She is so tired",I said.

"Yeah,she played a lot today na",Bela said removing her jacket.

"Mahira should eat na Bela?"I asked her.

"She just had a feed na,don't worry.We can make her eat if she wakes up",Bela said sitting on the couch and spreading her legs on the coffee table.

"What should I cook Mahir?"she asked pressing her ankles.

I sat beside her and kept her legs on my lap,pressing her ankles,
"No need to cook Bela.I ordered food for us",I said looking at her and she smiled.

"And whatever happened today..forget about it.OK?"I asked and her face fell.

"About those men..we took care of them.No one will hurt you again",I said cupping her face.

"Yes..and I'm..I'm even trying to forget about your outburst also Mahir.I'm sorry if I made you feel like that",Bela said.

"Bela..I know that you are trying.But sometimes..it's not showing.Like you said,you couldn't see my love and feel my love those days",I said pulling her on my lap.

"Are you able to feel my love now?"I asked,our breaths fanning each others faces.

She nodded helding my shoulders,
"And just like this..I want to feel your efforts and love Bela",I said caressing her lower lip.

She blinked and cupped my face,she bit her lower lip and leaned near me.

Damn...she is going to kiss me!

I closed my eye's and waited,I felt her soft lips touching mine...and she pulled back immediately after we heard our door bell ringing.

"The food..food came",Bela said and I nodded closing my eye's.

She got down from me and walked away,I looked in between my thighs and sighed.

I'm having a fucking boner!

"You didn't see the board?No ringing the bell",Bela was telling that delivery guy.

I immediately went and checked up on Mahira.Thank God she was sleeping peacefully.

"Mahir come",Bela said setting the table.

We both had our dinner and were really tired as fuck.We didn't even change into our night wears when we came back.

We closed all the doors and went to our room.I removed my tee and looked around.

Bela!

She stood in front of the mirror and looked at her neck,standing in a tank top and her denim.I walked near her and stood behind her.

"Mahir..the chain..",
"I know baby",I cut her off in the middle.

I removed her chain from my pocket and she left a breath.I found her through this in the fair.

"I thought I lost it..",she said.

"No..and you will never loose it",I said putting her hair at one side.

I started giving slow feather lite kisses on her shoulder and made her wear the chain,
"Mah..Mahir..I need to change",she stuttered.

"I'll help",I said and her cheeks tinged pink.

I sneaked my arm's around her from behind and caressed her stomach,I slowly moved my hands above and she shivered.

"Mahir..I..I can..do it myself",she said and I gave a wicked smile.

"And you know that I can do better Bela",I whispered.

I removed her breast pads and she left a breath.I made her turn towards me and removed her tank top.

We both were standing looking at each other,semi naked!

I pulled her by her hand and she rested her hands on my chest,
"You are still beautiful Bela..just like our college days",I said and was trying not to blush.

I straightly smashed my lips on her and started kissing her slowly and sensually,nibbling and smooching her lips with mine.

I moved my hands at her back and pressed her hips,
"Mhmm..",she gasped and I entered inside her mouth.

Tasting each and every corner of her mouth,our tongue's fighting for dominance.We pulled back due to lack of breath,but I couldn't stop myself.I dragged my warm mouth on her chin,jaw and to her neck.

She held my shoulders tightly and moaned when I nibbled the skin on her neck,
"Mahirr...",she moaned.

I moved my tongue on that place,easing her pain.She moved her hands on my abs,making me rock hard.

"Bela..",I groaned and pushed her on the bed.

She was looking like a sexy vixen with a black lace bra,blue denims and hair beautifully sprawled out on the bed.

She blushed looking at me and slept on her stomach.I smiled and kissed on her exposed waist,
"Mahir..",she moaned again.

She is moaning my name!

I was kissing her waist,giving wet kisses until her back and leaned on her from behind,
"You are making me hard Bela",I whispered from behind.

She turned around and now I was properly hovered above her.She curled her hands around my arm's and looked at out pants.

I smiled and got up,unbuttoning my pants,discarding them on the floor,
"Your turn",I said and she smiled.

I unbuttoned her pants and slid them down.I hovered above her again,feeling her skin more now.

"Sometimes..maybe our feelings and emotions come out like this only Bela",I said and she nodded cupping my face.

She joined our lips and kissed me,slowly and sensually.Making me feel her feelings.

She kisses me slowly when she wants to convey anything.I was kissing her,sliding her bra strap down from her shoulder and she pulled back.

"Mahir..I..",she was not able to say.

I understand!

"Mahir..I need this barrier in between us..for some more time.Please..try to understand",she said.

I rested my forehead on her's and she hugged me,
"I understand baby..I understand",I said.

I got up from her and slept beside her,she moved close to me and I pulled her on me.

She smiled and gave a small peck on my chest.I smiled and circled my arm's around her securely,kissing her head.

Making her sleep like a baby on me,just like our old days!

"Good night Mahir",she said.

"Good night baby",I replied.

Sometimes barrier's are needed.Not to make the situation worse but to make it healthy.

We were sleeping,feeling each other's skin after some months.Months passed,but feelings didn't.

That's the only difference!

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