CHAPTER SEVEN: FLASHBACKS
(A/N hi! I'm back! Sorry I haven't uploaded in what feels like a while. The picture does have to do with the chapter! Hope you like the chapter!)
(Gaster!Sans POV)
I sat in my actual cabin. It was dark since it was night. Small rays of moonlight peered through the windows. The black drapes covered a good percent of the window. Moonlight was the only thing lighting up the house. I lay on the couch and look up at the ceiling. I grab a yellow stress ball and throw it up and catch it to pass time. I can't sleep, not after what happened. Am I worried? A little. But I trust Aqua. I sigh and roll the ball across the floor and it hits the wall. I sit up on the couch. I sigh and stand up and walk to my bedroom. I haven't spent much time here lately. I've either been at Aqua's, my tent or just some other place around camp.
I sit on my bed and take off my jacket. It was a cool night. Not cold, but not warm. Not that is matters, I'm a skeleton. I lie down on my bed and look out the window. Everything in the camp is calm and tranquil. Peaceful almost. But then you realize there is a war going on outside these walls. A war that has killed too many, like my brother. I'm starting to come to terms with his death. Do I miss him? Of course I do, but does the thought dig like a dagger in my mind? Not anymore. I know where ever he is, he's happy. He's with his friends and family.
I feel myself start to tear up. I can picture him putting one of his hands on my shoulder and giving me a big smile. I start to cry, but it's a happy cry. I remember the time I had with him and I cherish those memories. I feel myself slip into sleep. I close my eye sockets and let sleep take over my whole being.
I wake up the next morning. I don't remember what I dreamed about. I don't dream that often, but when I do I can't really remember clearly. Something about my brother, I know that much. I shake my head and stand up. I throw on a black t-shirt and head out for breakfast.
I stand in the line for breakfast when I feel a small tap on my shoulder.
"Morning." Aqua says to me with a small wave.
"Morning Aqua." I say and grab a muffin.
"So I've thought about it a lot. I want to talk to you after breakfast." She says.
I nod and set my tray of food down at a nearby table. She smiles at me, reassuring that everything is ok. I try and smile back, but it ends up turning into a unsure look. She gives me a concerned look as I sit down and take a bite of my muffin. I stare at my half eaten muffin. I can't eat. I'm too worried and she knows that.
"It's alright Gaster, if you're comfortable with me calling you that." She says and looks at her hands.
"You can call me whatever you like." I tell her.
"Well Gaster...,"She thinks for a second, then shakes her head. "I can't call you that, I can't bring myself to it. But G!Sans it's alright. I promise everything is ok." She says and rests a tender hand on my coat sleeve.
"But it's not!" I start to raise my voice "it's no, Aqua. And I thought that out of all the people here, you would know that! Everything is shit! There is a war going on outside of these walls and we're here doing nothing! My brother died in that war! Everything's not okay!" I yell and my eye becomes yellow. She slouches in her chair.
"I know... Please don't yell at me." She says quietly. I blink away the yellow flames from my eye and look around. We had caused quite the scene. Every monster was staring at us. I grab her hand and teleport to my house.
"I'm so sorry I yelled Aqua." I tell her and sit down on my living room couch. I pat on the couch and beckoned her to sit next to me. She does.
"I messed up, again." I tell her and shake my head.
"We all mess up G!Sans, but did you learn anything out of that?" She asks me.
"Yeah. That you don't like being yelled at and now the whole camp heard my outburst and knows I'm a paranoid psycho." I tell her.
"At least you learned something." She sighs. We sigh together and lean back on the couch.
"If you hate me now, that's okay." I say to her. Her eyebrows furrow in confusion.
"I don't hate you G!Sans. People forgive each other. I forgive you for yelling at me." She says. I have a flashback.
"Come on brother!" Papyrus yelled. I ran after him, but I'm smaller than him and nearly not as fast. "Are you coming brother?" He asked and turn around and stops. He walked towards me.
"I'm sorry I'm slow." I told him.
"Don't apologize brother!" He smiled and picked my up and put me on his back. "The great Papyrus forgives you! Brothers forgive each other, it's what we do!" He smiled.
I shake myself out of the flashback. Yellow tears stain my face. Aqua looks at me concerned.
"That just reminded me of something my brother said once." I tell her and wipe the tears from my eye sockets.
"So I wanted to tell you something, before the yelling." Aqua says to me.
(A/N sorry about the short chapter and that I haven't uploaded in a while. I forgot I had a chapter to post... Anyway I hope you liked it! I'll try and upload the next chapter once I'm done it. Bye!)
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