On the day that you were born the angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

Trixie's POV

I was getting ready for my date with Katya. I really hope she's as excited as I am. I had no idea how I was supposed to dress until Sam finally help me pick out a short, baby blue dress that went perfectly with my makeup; I hope it wasn't too much.

"Where she will take you?" Sam asked as she was looking through my makeup bag.

"I don't know, she said it would be a surprise," I said, adjusting my curls.

"You should take condoms, just in case,"

"Are you crazy?" I asked laughing.

"No, I'm serious, I read recently that there are condoms for lesbians," she said with some innocence in her voice.

"Samantha, I..."

Our strange conversation was interrupted by the sound of my cell phone which made me jump; Katya was already here?, My chest felt a great relief realizing it wasn't her, but it was Sharon instead.

"Hello?" I responded with some confusion in my voice.

"Hi Trixie, I, um, I don't know how to tell you this," she said nervously.

"Everything okay? Are they all right? Lasky is okay? Katya?" In an instant, I became paranoid.

"I'm really sorry, but Katya won't be able to go to your date today,"

I felt my body tense before her words. Katya was canceling me? She didn't want to see me again? I felt so angry that I involuntarily began to cry no matter how much I ruined my makeup that it takes me hours.

"Wanna know something? I don't care, and please tell her not to look for me anymore, this..."

"No! Listen, she begged me not to tell you anything but the truth is she's not okay, today is the anniversary of her mother's death and the memory makes her weak," she said with sadness in her voice.

I felt like a complete idiot to hear that, I'm selfish as hell.

"Oh my god, is she okay? I'm a horrible person; I'm so sorry,"

"Don't worry Barbie, I talked with her and she already took her meds, I hope that calms her down,"

"Can I talk to her?" I asked without stop crying.

"Well, she's not here, she's at home," I had no idea where her house was.

"Take me to her, please, I need to see her,"

"I don't think it's a good idea,"

"I'm begging you Sharon, I have to make sure she's okay... I really like her, and I'm very worried about her,"

"Fine, she probably gonna kill me, but it doesn't matter, Alaska and I are coming for you right now,"

"You have no idea how much I appreciate it," I said so much quieter.

"You don't have to say it, Barbie,"

Was it so bad that she didn't want to talk to me? I didn't say it in a tone of complaint; I was so worried about her, it was usually the Russian who took care of me, but I think this time it was my turn to do it.

***

It didn't take long for Sharon and Alaska to pick me up. I didn't even bother to take off the dress I was wearing for our date, I even corrected my makeup a little bit, I wanted to look pretty for her. Both girls were worried for Katya, maybe Sharon was more concerned about her than I was, and that just meant one thing that couldn't be good.

When I got to my pretty blonde's house, my hands shook pretty bad. What was I supposed to say? Katya had opened up to me little by little, but this was so much more personal than anything we'd ever been through together. I took a big breath of air before I led myself to the front entrance and knock the door. No one answered me until the fourth time I made it much louder than the first three.

"Crystal?" Katya asked from the other side without opening the door, her voice that always had a seductive tone was totally off.

"Uh, no, it's Trixie," I said, biting my lower lip nervously, seeing as she still wouldn't open the door.

"Trixie?" she asked in a whisper barely audible, through the door behind us, I can swear she was crying.

"Open the door Katya, let me see you please,"

"I... I can't do it, I can't let you see me like this," she said "I'm really sorry I couldn't make it to our date princess, I promise if you let me, I'll make it up to you, but I can't see you now,"

"I know you're sorry, that doesn't matter baby, but I want to see you, I need to know you're okay," I said with a knot in my throat, and as I looked down, I noticed the little dog entrance in the door.

"Trixie, I... I really can't,"

"Can I hold your hand at least?" I asked with crystallized eyes as I sat slowly and crossed my hand through the doorway.

A chill ran through my body as I finally felt her hand entwined with mine. I heard through the door as her sobs grew stronger and my heart was torn in pieces; at that moment I decided, that I really hated hearing her crying.

"It's okay to cry, honey, I am here," I said, stroking her hand with my thumb.

"I'm pathetic,"

"No. You're not, no more wanting to protect everyone, you also deserve someone to protect you,"

"Trixie... I like you very much, no one has ever done this for me, no one but the Needles family," she confessed.

"I'm with you now, I know it's not easy, but you have to take your time, as long as it takes, you're not alone, and you never will be. You have no idea how much I like you Yekaterina, if you only knew you'd probably be scared," I took a deep breath to speak again "I don't know how to make you understand, you're such a brave person, I admire you so much,"

At this point, Katya was crying even more as she squeezed my hand tightly. We said no more; we were just there, and as she recomposed herself, I watched the moon listening to her sobs cease. It was more beautiful than usual today.

"The moon is very pretty tonight," I said without expecting an answer from her.

"I know," she said, taking me by surprise "When I saw it, I couldn't help but think of you, you're my moon Trixie Mattel,"

My face turned completely red when I heard her words. If she'd just open the door, I swear I'd be kissing her all over the face until she fell asleep in my arms.

"You're very sweet Yekaterina," I said laughing nervously "By the way, I heard the whole CD you gave me, not bad,"

"Did you like the song?" She asked with a curious tone.

"I love it, Sam and mom were quite surprised to see me listening to that kind of music, and Lasky's sick because I'm singing that song all day," I confessed embarrassed, and now she was the one caressing my hand.

"Wait here a moment I'll be right back," she said, untangling our hands, and I immediately missed the feeling of our hands together.

It took a few moments of loneliness and curious looks from Sharon for her finally to come back and give me a new record, this time from The carpenters.

"There is another song marked,"

"My mother used to sing me that song at night," she confessed, and I was dying to hear it.

"Thank you Kats, it really means a lot to me,"

It had started to get a little cold, and Katya could perceive it by holding my hand again.

"I think you should leave princess, it's very cold outside,"

"Let me see you, please," I asked for one last time as I got up off the floor.

My heart almost broke out of my chest when she effectively opened the door and finally let me see her. She'd washed her face before, and the only proof she'd been crying was her swollen blue eyes. I immediately hanged myself by her neck, holding her as tightly as my weak arms allowed me, and she, on the other hand, embraced me by the waist, hiding her face in my neck.

"You are very beautiful, princess,"

I didn't answer; I took her face with both hands and kissed her, kissed her like I'd never do it before. I did it by coveying all my feelings to her, and I hoped she would understand, Katya meant too much to me for this point, I didn't know how else show her.

"I like you so much, Yekaterina," I said, being too close to her, feeling her breath on me "And I promise you will never be alone, I know this is hard, I know this is not over, but you will never be alone again my darling,"

"She would have loved you, Trixie," she replied, kissing my nose softly, and I felt my heart shrink at her words "Thank you for coming,"

"You don't have to say it,"

"I'm sorry about our date, I'll make it up to you soon, I promise," she said sighing "I swear I had it all planned out, I'd take you to that fancy restaurant on the beach and then..."

I interrupted her to let out a laugh between tears.

"What happens?"

"You, silly bitch," I laughed "I hate all those boring restaurants, take me on a genuine date Kats, surprise me," I said smiling.

"You don't know what you're asking for, princess, you'll be fascinated," she replied, joining our lips again. I loved kissing her; it was so fucking amazing "Here, it's cold outside," she said, putting her black leather jacket around my shoulders "This time I don't want her back," she smiled referring to the time we argued in the speed zone.

"You won't get her back," I assured her.

We kissed a couple of seconds before we parted and pitifully said goodbye. I led myself to Sharon's car where Alaska was already asleep and the dark-haired, was listening to music.

"How is she feeling?" she asked as soon as I came in.

"She seems calmer," I said, sighing.

"Did you see her crying?" she asked, surprised.

"No, she opened me up until she stopped crying and washed her face," I admitted.

"Katya hates to be seen crying, the only time I've ever seen her do it was at her mom's funeral, usually on her anniversary she gets so drunk to forget it," she confessed "I guess this year she couldn't do it because she had to be sober for her date,"

"I had no idea," I said honestly "Sharon, I think I'm in love with her," I admitted for the first time out loud feeling my cheeks burning.

"She's crazy for you, Trixie, you're her princess, that's why the twins were so jealous of you, Katya had never had anything serious in her life,"

I sigh with a smile before seeing again the CD that my pretty blonde had given me.

"Sharon, can I put on a CD?" I asked shyly.

"Sure Barbie,"

I handed her the CD and gave her the number of the song while she started the car on her way to my house.

I couldn't help but cry when I heard the lyrics of the song, Katya was devastated. I looked out towards the moon listening to the song without stop crying, that same night I swore to the moon that as long as I, Trixie Mattel, was alive, Katya Zamolodchikova would never feel that way again, her place was with me, telling her how much she meant to me and reminding her at every opportunity that she would never be alone.

So today I found a cookies that I used to think it was discontinued, and I just wanna say that is the best fucking day of my lifeeee!

Confession: the song was changed 3 times, but I'm in love with the result.

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