I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation
You're living in the past, it's a new generation
A girl can do what she wants to do and that's what I'm gonna do

Katya's POV

I woke up late and with good reason. I was doing the fucking math work for the first time until 3 in the morning. I gave myself a quick shower with no time to heat the water, and I also put on a quickly some makeup.

I took all my things and bit a piece of bread that was on the table. Jason was still asleep, so I didn't want to wake him up. I put on my black jacket and turn on my motorcycle on my way to university. Probably I wouldn't arrive in the first hour, nobody would mind if I didn't take the stupid geography class, so I regretted not having breakfast. I was so immersed in my thoughts that I could barely see a blonde girl watching me in an elegant car.

Her big brown eyes were fixed on me, what the hell she was watching?

"Did you lose something?" I asked furiously

She didn't answer me. She gave me one last look before she turned to the other side. Who the hell she thinks she's to ignore me? I'm having a shitty morning, and she's not helping me.

"I asked you a something, little brat," I said accelerating to be at her height.

At this point, I could observe her a little better. Her lips were beautiful, and they were colored by a pale pink lipgloss. She just rolled her eyes, and her car finally lost its way between the others.

When I finally arrived at school, as I didn't reach the first hour I went to the cafeteria for some breakfast. I was able to meet Naomi at a table alone looking at something on her phone.

"Hi, girl."

"Hi Zamo," she answered my greeting "What are you doing here?"

"Arrived late at the first hour," I said playing down "What about you?"

"The idiot of algebra doesn't let me in for bringing inappropriate clothes," she said.

"Oh, don't worry, I can give you the notes."

"Thanks, whore," she teased me stealing a bite from my sandwich.

There were not many people that I liked in this school, much less that they didn't fear me, Naomi was one of them. She worked as a waitress in a bar in the speed zone and once in a while, we got free drinks. She was super smart, and despite all that, she was still our friend.

We saw a lot of people leave the classrooms and I assumed that the change was already there. We went to our next class, and on the way to it, I felt like somebody touched my breasts playfully.

"Hey, Zamo!" Sharon greeted exciting

Sharon Needles was my best friend since I can remember, we practically knew each other since we were born and there came a time when I didn't saw her as a friend anymore, she was more like my sister. I hadn't siblings, so I considered her sisters as my sisters too and they considered me part of their family.

"Is that my shirt?" I asked curiously.

"Oh, yeah, I assumed you wouldn't mind... Hi Naomi!" she greeted cheerfully.

Needles or Noodles, as I called her, had this completely gothic attitude and was like shit with strangers, but once in confidence, she was more childish than a little kid.

"Hey Sharon," she answered the greeting "See you later guys, I'm late."

We said goodbye to her and went to the classroom, sharing a cigarette. Upon arrival, we occupied our seats when I felt a pair of hands around my neck and planted a slow kiss on my lips as she sat on my lap. It was Violet.

"Hi, Vi," I smiled.

"Hi Kats," she replied placing another sloppy kiss on my lips "I didn't see you in geography, where were you?"

"I was late, but I'm here now."

Violet Chachki was one of the hottest girls in the whole university. You could say that we had something but it was nothing formal, she could go out with other guys and I could do whatever I pleased knowing that she was there. She had jet-black hair and features so fines that it looked like porcelain, she was so thin that when we had sex, sometimes I worried that she might break.

"I can see that, will you go to the speed zone tomorrow? I heard that some bikers are going to tattoo the name of their muses," She looked at me hopefully.

The speed zone was a place where motorcyclists made clandestine careers to earn money illegally, and most of the time they were dangerous. A lot of boys and girls had died trying, but Sharon and I were already good enough and respected in that place. Somehow I had to pay for college because, despite everything, I really want to finish it.

The muses, on the other hand, were the girls that runners chose as inspiration for the careers, they were in charge of wishing them luck and giving them the motivation to win. It was a tradition of the place to tattoo the name of your muse as a form of gratitude. I didn't have a muse. In all the time running there, I never had a muse, Violet was with me most of the time, but I easily took some pretty girl to cheer me up, and it wasn't a secret. She dreamed of having her name tattooed, but I was not very excited about it.

"Oh yeah, look, the teacher has already arrived, you should go back to your seat, see you later," I changed the subject to give her one last kiss and push away from me discreetly.

I turned to see Sharon and saw that stupid smile on her face giving me to understand that she had heard everything, and probably would make fun of me until my funeral.

***

The classes passed fast. I didn't have much to do so I went with Noodles to look for the twins at school.

"Are you going to tattooing the name of Chachki?" She asked, and I couldn't decipher if she meant it or she was teasing me.

"No," I denied decided "She's beautiful, but definitely she's not my muse," I said, "What about you?"

"There is no one," she sighed "If we arrive at 30 and there is still no one, can we get married?"

"That's disgusting, we're practically sisters," I said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

"Well, technically no."

We arrived at the institute, and I felt a lot of stares on us. I hated being here and feeling like they judged us, it was a school of rich girls, and it sucks. Sharon and her mother made an effort to pay this school for the twins because both were smart, and it would be a complete waste not to take advantage of it.

I could see in the distance how both left happy with Blair, a girl of her age that we knew perfectly. She was friends with both of them since she was little and she, like me, had been adopted by the Needles family as one more member.

The three of them were laughing, and I could see how an idiot settled down from behind and touched Aquaria's ass.

"Hey," I told Sharon showing her that.

Aquaria hit him, but he was much bigger than her, so he took her by the waist bringing her dangerously close to him. We both approached them, and Sharon yelled at him to let her go.

"Or what?" He asked threateningly while two of his friends approached to support him

"Sharon, Katya, I'm fine!" Aquaria said worried that we would start a fight

"You see? It's okay, she liked it," the idiot scoffed. It was there when I hit him in the face.

Sharon followed me into the fight and despite the fact that they were three and we two, we can boast that we beat them without a problem. When Brianna yelled angrily that it was enough we both left them on the floor.

"You need to learn how to respect the women, especially my sister," Sharon said

"Ask her for an apology," I said angrily

"What?" He asked confused "I won't, I don't regret it, your sister should be grateful that I wanted to fuck with her," I hit him one more time in the face. Who thought he was to speak to my princess like that?

"I'll say it one more time, and I want you to listen to me because I won't repeat it," the blonde said quietly "Ask her for an apology."

"I'm sorry," he murmured barely audible.

"Aquaria, sweetheart, did you heard something?"

She denied, clearly ashamed and angry.

"I'm sorry!" the guy screams very angrily.

"Well, that will teach you to think twice before you do something stupid like this again," Sharon screamed like him.

I finally realized that there was a crowd of people around us. The three girls climbed into the car and we imitated their action, but on the way up I cross looks with the beautiful blonde in the morning, and boy, she was even more beautiful in her uniform. When she saw me, she looked away and went to another side avoiding seeing me again.

"I hate you guys so much," Aquaria said before starting to cry silently.

And those words got me out of my thoughts about the pretty blonde.

"What? We defend you from that idiot," Sharon responded offended.

"I can defend myself!" she shouted even angrier.

"We only want the best for you Aqua, while I live any idiot will disrespect you," she said.

"The boys don't come to us for fear of you doing something to them, I'm fed up."

"Boys? What boys?" I intervened for the first time to the discussion and Blair couldn't help but giggle.

"What did you want? That we were virgins all our lives?" she replied furiously.

"What the hell?" I asked angrily "Noodles, are you listening to this?" She just nodded.

"Don't play the saint Yekaterina, you guys are a thousand times worse," shit, she called me by my real name, she's really angry "Or do you forget who kept your stupid secret when you and Chachki...?"

"Aquaria!"

"What are they talking about?" Brianna asked confused.

"Nothing, now all of you, shut the fuck up," Sharon said, but no one listened to her.

"Violet tied up Katya to the bed and then she spanked her!" she said quickly "Katya is a bottom!"

I felt my face turn red, a mixture of fury and shame. It was a fucking secret and it was just a fucking time. The two girls behind teased and Sharon looked at me confused before start to laugh like crazy too.

"Aquaria, you won't go to the speed zone tomorrow," I sentence angry "Don't talk to me either, don't you want me to defend you? Perfect, but don't come crying to me when some guy wants to be an asshole with you again, that's not my problem anymore."

And with that said, the four of them shut up. They knew I was angry, and also knew that they shouldn't fuck with me when I'm like this.

We got to the house and all the way back I could hear the blonde's sobs, and even if it broke my heart I wouldn't forgive her so easily.

They had lunch while I went up to Sharon's room for a smoke. I wasn't on the mood to eat, and I wasn't very hungry either; Noodles kept me company until we received a message from Raja, a girl from the speed zone, inviting us to a party tonight in one of the most expensive areas. It was a rich kid's party. She told us to take as many people as possible, and Sharon sent the message to all her contacts. I didn't feel like going, but I didn't have much to lose.

I slept for a while, and when I woke up, I felt my stomach screaming for something to eat. I went down to make myself a sandwich, and in the kitchen I found Aquaria making a mask. She seemed to want to talk to me, but I avoided her and went upstairs to finish my meal. Noodles wasn't there, and I didn't hear any noise in the twins' room either, so it meant we were alone. After a few minutes, the blonde went upstairs and recharged at the door.

"Can I talk to you?" She said more like whispering.

I didn't answer, I just kept eating and going through the channels.

"Katie..." she begged, knowing that I couldn't resist being called like that, because, when they were both babies, they didn't pronounce my name well and they called me that "Sorry," she said as she curled up beside me like a little kitten "I know that I betrayed your trust and I'm really sorry."

"I hate you, Aquaria. I hate that I can't be mad at you," I answered.

She gave me a giggle that melted my heart. What did I do right to have them in my life?

"I love you, you are the best sisters in the world," she exclaimed safely, as she laid a kiss on my cheek "And I want you to keep defending me, beat every boy in the place until there are none left."

I just laughed to hug her and give her control of the television. I didn't mind watching "America's next top model" if it meant to be with her like that, although it really didn't take long before Sharon came and told me it was time for the party. I tweaked my makeup a little and changed the shirt I was wearing to get us to the place.

We met everyone on the way and I saw that they had a lot of alcohol in their hands, so if that party wasn't on, they would turn it on.

The house was huge, and from the outside, you couldn't hear the music so much, what a boring party it must have been. We went in, and the idiots began to screaming and turning up the music. It was total chaos. A brown-haired girl, who I assumed was the owner of the house, was completely hysterical, and that made me laugh a lot. We went to the kitchen to get some beers when we found a slightly drunk blonde sitting in the fridge. When she saw us, she was quite surprised, but then she relaxed her expression by giggling.

"You're the ones from the fight?" she asked curiously.

"Yes, a pleasure my lady," Sharon replied kissing her hand "Sharon Needles, at your service," she introduced herself.

"I like your name, it's hot," she said "What's your name, blondie?" she headed towards me.

"Yekaterina Petrovna Zamolodchikova," I answered quickly without fear that she knew my full name, she was probably so drunk that she would forget it "But call me Katya."

"It's too difficult, I prefer Sharon," she replied winking at the dark-haired.

"Good choice, princess," Noodles laughed "Now you tell us your name."

"I'm Alaska," she said giving us a small bow.

"Okay Alaska, can you move so I can get a beer?" I asked funny, she wasn't so bad after all.

"Nuh-uh," she denied laughing. Her laugh was very funny.

"Noodles, put her down," I ordered.

Sharon listened to me and grabbed her by the waist while the girl squirmed in laughter. It wasn't so hard for her since she was quite thin and tall. They both kept talking while flirting, the scene had become uncomfortable for me so I decided to go out for a smoke in the garden, and when I was far away enough, I could see a couple of guys kissing. The girl looked pretty uncomfortable, and I could see that she was the blonde of the morning, again.

"Jessie, please, stop," she begged while he kissed her neck.

"You're just a tease with that tight dress and talking all night with that voice of porn doll."

I was struggling a couple of seconds to decide whether or not to step in when I saw the guy put his hands under the tight dress.

"Hey! Let her go!" I screamed angrily.

He stopped kissing her to look at me. He was a guy from the Institute across the street, maybe I saw him in the speed zone.

"Do you want to leave us alone? Mind your own business Zamo."

"I said, let her go," I ordered.

"And I said, leave us alone!" he screamed.

I pulled him sharply away from his shirt and pushed him to the ground. We started a fight, and the blonde just looked horrified asking us to stop.

"You know what? Keep her, there are better girls," and with that said he left us alone.

Once he walked away completely, she began to cry. I could observe her better, not only did she have a beautiful body with that tight dress, but she was also very beautiful, she looked like a life-size Barbie.

"Are you okay?" I asked worriedly.

"He won't call me anymore..."

"What?" I asked again, incredulously.

"He won't call me anymore!" she repeated stronger.

"Why would you want him to call you? He is an asshole,"

"He's just drunk, he had a bad night."

I just looked at her stumped. Was that a fucking joke?

"This is a joke, Barbie? That guy is bullshit you deserve something better."

"Just leave me alone," she said sadly "You fucked everything."

"Sorry, what?" I asked offended "I saved you from a possible rape, and this is how you thank me? God, you're amazing."

There was sadness and disappointment in her brown eyes. Maybe her night didn't go as he wanted after all. Her makeup wasn't completely rundown and you could still tell she was incredibly pretty. Her lipstick was almost all gone because of the idiot who surely kissed her hard.

"Just leave me alone... please," she begged sadly.

"Katya, let's go! The police are coming!" Sharon yelled from inside.

"Well, you win Barbie, I leave you alone," I said angrily "Don't do anything stupid," And with that said, I ran with everyone else.

I said goodbye to Raja and Manila, which I hadn't seen before, and got into the car with Sharon to start at full speed.

When we were further away, I could see that her makeup was horrible and she had brown lipstick on her neck. Then I remembered that Alaska had one of the same tone but still decided to ask her.

"How does she kiss?" I teased her.

"Amazing," she laughed "I invited her to the speed zone tomorrow, and she told me that she would take a friend, maybe you could stay with her."

I just denied funnily at this, and we're back on our way home. I thought one last time about the beautiful Barbie that I had met three times today, and without realizing it, I wanted to see her again.

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