THE ONES THAT STAY

(used to be HOLD ON, LITTLE BAMBI, IT WILL BE ALRIGHT)

(first cover is made by me and second one is made by amazing scarletslinger  :) !

❞Years ago, I told this certain grieving boy that when a person leaves, somebody else is about to arrive.

He repeated the exact same thing when I lost somebody close to me too.

And then when the time went by, I realised I was that person to arrive in his life and he was the person to arrive in mine. ❝

SUMMARY

Bambi Moody- the name Peter Parker recognised very well... besides, who wouldn't memorise such unusual, specific name? However, the reason people usually remember the brunette wasn't because her name. She is known for her colorful and cheerful personality everyone adores. Peter hasn't formed any kind of friendship with the girl, sadly ( though he would love to), even though he did actually have quite mixed feelings about her (more like, he was OBSESSED with the girl)... and it was no wonder because really, what was there not to like about her?

It seems that the worst things happen to the kindest people.

Peter didn't know anything about it when he heard Bambi's best friend committed suicide. Ever since then, the cheerful personality has vanished from the girl with no trace left behind. She drastically and visibly changed to the point where people began to wonder when are they going to hear her beautiful laugh ever again.

Peter, feeling the ache of sadness in his heart, decided to try to help the girl that has to go through the five stages of grief. Well, at least Spider-Man will do it, Peter will try.

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a/n + trigger warnings (pls read this)

First of all, I want to say there's nothing pretty about grieving and I'm not trying to romanticise suicide nor grieving. If you start feeling like I am doing that, you can tell me, I will be grateful for that.

So before we begin I want to put some warnings here and prepare you for this fic.

First of all,

trigger warning; mentions of SUICIDE.

Before you say 'Oh hell no' and give up on this, I want to point out I will try to write this fic without triggering anyone.

Now, if you are sensitive when it comes to suicide, you might as well know that I will not write about how it happened or describe it in graphic way as it was shown in 13 Reasons Why. I despise the show and I don't want this to be ANYTHING like it.

So to get it straight, it will mention suicide million times but I will never write how it happened, nor I will write the suicidal thoughts because I do not want to trigger anyone nor myself.

There is no abuse, no any kind of assault. This story even though the main plot is caused by character's death, is in fact VERY HAPPY fic.

Secondly, this fic will be written in Bambi's point of view AND  Peter's point of view in third person singular. I've read countless
Peter P. x OC fics in which was mostly OC talking about their feelings towards Peter and I honestly think this fandom deserves a fic in which Peter mostly talks about HIS feelings and in which he is all frustrated bc his crush. It's also written in his P.O.V because I think this fic would be too dark if you read only about Bambi's feelings.

Trigger warning; depression.

I think you saw that coming since it is the 4th stage of grief after all.

Maybe this all seems really dark and sad fic BUT I PROMISE IT WILL BE REALLY HAPPY AND FLUFFY.

Oh also, this fic takes place after Spider-Man homecoming and before Ffh :) I added something new so you guys wouldn't be bored from reading same shit all over again.

That's all from me, I hope you'll enjoy this ♡