Warning: BoyxBoy action in this chapter.

Chapter 12

~Xavier~

Ryder pushed me away and picked up Jayden. He threw him hard as he could into the lake. I knew he used his wolf to do that. “What was that for?” I shouted at Ryder. He rolled his eyes and started walking back to the house. “RYDER!” I shouted. I kept calling his name then finally stopped when I knew he was ignoring me. What just happened? I asked myself. Why did he storm off? I looked to Shay and she shook her head and walked away also. What did I do? Like why are they mad at me? I didn’t do anything wrong. The only thing I did was help Jayden throw his dart. Wait, is that why? I ran to Shay and tried stopping her. “Hey, what did I do?” I asked her and she turned around with pure anger in her face. Everyone stared watching what was going on. “You did everything that you shouldn’t have done.” She points out. “What does that mean?” I asked her confused. “You were helping Jayden.” “So? I was helping him throw his dart.” “Exactly. You held his arm and was flirting. Jayden knew that and he was provoking you and Ryder. But you didn’t see you was flirting I guess.” “I WAS NOT FLIRTING!” I shouted. Was I actually flirting? If I did I didn’t mean to. I didn’t even notice that I was doing it. Shay rolled her eyes and stormed off. I stood there a couple minutes trying to take in what was going on. People finally turned away and started back training. Jayden walked up beside me and winked. I grabbed his arm and turned him around. I punched him square in the face. Making him fall backwards into the leaves. He got back up and grabbed me by my throat. Everyone ran towards me. I grabbed the dart and stabbed his shoulder. He screeched. I grabbed the tranquilizer from my pocket and stabbed him with it. He collapsed to the ground and everyone gasped. “What the hell Xavier?!” Shouted Bay running over trying to wake Jayden up.  “When he wakes up, tell him to not mess with me or Ryder ever again.” I tell Bay and threw the tranquilizer down and stormed off to the house. I see that Ryder’s car is gone. I start to have tears in my eyes. I didn’t even notice what I was doing. And who I was hurting. I shouldn’t have done that. But I didn’t know. I tried calling Ryder five times but still no answer. I begin to cry a little when Shay walks over. She sighs and hugs me. “I need to find him.” I said into her shoulders. “I’ll take you to find him.” She says and we get into the car. I stare out the window crying. Why am I crying this much? We only just started dating but it seems like we have been dating forever. Oh god… Does this mean that I love him? The last time I said that to a guy he slammed the door in my face and ran off. Maybe that’ why I flirted with Jayden. I was pushing Ryder away. I didn’t mean to but I did. We pull in front of his house and his car is parked in the driveway. I storm out and knock on the front door. No one answered. I walked around back and the door is unlocked. So I walked in trying to find Ryder. “What do you want?” He asked from behind me. I turned around and stared at him. Gazing into his eyes. “I…I didn’t notice that I was flirting with Jayden…. I don’t know if it was because I was pushing you away from the fact that the last time I loved someone they slammed the door in my face or whatever it may be. I didn’t mean to make you jealous. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I never want to hurt you…never….” I began to cry. “I never want to lose you Ryder. I never meant to push you away like that…. I am…” I began to say. “Damnit Xavier just kiss me.” He interrupted. He picked me up sitting me on the kitchen island and kissed me. This kiss was better than all the other ones. It was more passionate and loving. Our lips glided along each other and I opened my mouth so he can have access to put his tongue in my mouth.  Our tongues met and we let out a moan together. “I love you Xavier.” He mumbled in my mouth. I pushed him away and stared at him. “What?” I asked awkwardly. “I love you Xavier.” He said again. This time it was more softly and serious. A tone of his voice you couldn’t deny. I started to tear up. “I love you too.” I responded and kissed him. A tear rolls down my face and he wipes it with his thumb. He lays me o the kitchen island and gets on top of me. I put my hands through his shirt. My hands go up his back. He picks me up and carry’s me upstairs into his room while still kissing me. I take off his shirt once he lays me on the bed. Then he reaches for mine and takes mine off. He glides his hand along my side and reaching for my ass. He gently squeezes it and I let out a moan. “I want you.” I mumble. He leans up and looks at me. “Are you sure you are ready?” He asked softly. “Ryder, I am ready for you.” I say into his eyes. He pulls down my pants and I pull down his. He begins to kiss my neck and goes lower until he is kissing my waist line. He grabs my shaft and puts it inside his mouth. I let out the biggest moan ever. He goes faster and faster until I finally came moaning at the same time. He swallowed and spread my legs open. “I want you so bad Xavier.” He whispers softly. I lean him down pulling him by his neck and began to kiss him again. He puts his shaft into my opening and I moaned to the pleasure. The pain hurt and I got tears in my eyes. But the pleasure felt so right. “Do you want me to stop?” He asked gently. “No… Keep going.” I responded and he nodded. He goes all the way in and we both moaned with pleasure. I nodded to him to let him it is ok to go faster. He smiled and went faster and faster. “Ryder.” I moaned his name. “Oh yeah.” He said and went faster. “Ryder…” I moaned again. “Xavier…” He moaned. I pushed him over getting on top of him. Letting him know I am going to do all the work. I begin to go up and down in a slowly motion and then went faster. He leaned his head back into the pillow with his hands on my hips. I start to go faster and faster. Up and down. “Xavier.” He moaned loudly and he came. He moaned really loud and we laid down next to each other trying to catch our breath. “I love you.” I whispered into his ear. “I love you.” He said and kissed me on the lips. He grabbed my hand and we laid in the bed holding hands until we fell asleep.