I wanted to reply I did, but it's been a week since I got the letter and I don't know what to do. I've been somewhat ok here and there except Tuesday was rough. I got into a fight again and made this stupid witch fly into a wall and she got knocked out. I got detention for it, but it didn't matter to me because she shouldn't have pissed me off. Tuesday was just a bad day because it reminded me of my mother's death. It happened on a Tuesday afternoon and I killed her, nightmares cloud my mind at night and hope has to give me a sleeping potion to help me sleep without them. It's coming up on week two of being here and I don't have friends, the wolves especially Jed hate me. The witches don't like me either and the only person at my side was Lizzie, Hope or Josie.

Not many friends I should say, but Landon we found out what he is. Even though he died having to find out about it we still did apparently he's a Phoenix. Yeah as in the fire bird, it's weird though he can't do much but revive over and over so far. He died and Hope was devastated that was until he burst into flames and was basically reborn. So needless to say he got to stay meaning both Hope and rafe were more than happy about it. I had to watch Lizzie be flirted with by MG and it angered me because deep down I liked her. More than a friend I mean, I wanted to date her but I doubted she wanted me in that way let alone was gay. I knew that Josie was gay, she dated this girl named Penelope and let me tell you that girl is a total bitch. Josie deserves better and she even caught fire to Penelope's arm during the party.

Don't get me wrong it's ok here, but I need more, I need an anchor and I can't find one within people here. And as the next full moon approaches I have to fight harder to keep in control. And it's hard enough without a full moon that is two days away. I hate how little control I have over myself and my inner beast as I prefer to call her. She's raging inside and I honestly want to just beat her myself but that's not even possible. But I needed to push that aside, as I sat at the desk in me and hopes shared room. I got out some paper and began writing the letter.

"Dear Professor Minerva McGonagall,

I am happy to inform you that I gladly accept your offer to join Hogwarts. I will gather all materials needed shortly and will see you start of first term in September. If there is anything else required other than the list you provided please letter me back as soon as you can.

With regards,
Trinity Mikealson"

And as I wrote the letter an owl appeared at my window as if it knew I had the letter prepared. I quickly and easily sealed the letter and handed it off to the owl. It took it gracefully and with that it was off flying through the sky back to Scotland. I can't imagine what it will be like when I arrive there. I've never been to anywhere other than America and I barely traveled states at best. I mean I did only when forced to move of course but that's all I got to do. Never once did I get to visit anywhere outside of America and so this was going to be weird and new for me. Was I going to be the first American to attend Hogwarts? That idea freaked me out, what if I was the first American and then no one liked me.

What if it's like here but worse and I again don't make any good friends or anything like that. I started to panic now, thinking about all this freaked me the fuck out honestly. And I was close to anger, close to shifting now as I dropped to me knees. The full moon affected me differently and more so than any other wolf here so far. By the time hope came back in the room I was growling in wolf form.

"What happened?" She panicked

"What if I'm not good enough or liked at Hogwarts? What if I'm the only American and no one likes me?" I rambled

"You can't think like that or this will happen every time you do, you can't be worried because your different what you need to realize is your a Mikealson, your stronger than them and they will fear you as long as you keep your head held high and radiate power, if you do that then you'll be fine but if you show weakness then your as good as nothing" she said

"But hope I sent the letter" I said

"That's good, you'll be away from Alaric and Caroline and I refuse to tell them anything about your whereabouts I'll even give you a special necklace to block locator spells" she said

"What if they find me still" I asked

"I'll detour them for as long as I can ok, I'll bring dad in on it too if I have to, but only if it comes down to telling him, don't worry I silenced the room they can't hear even if they tired" she said

"Thank you hope, for everything, your a good sister even if you barely know me" I said

"Always and forever remember that" she said

I nodded and turned back slowly and unfortunately it was painful as well just slightly but it still was. I got dressed and we both went straight to bed because I had to leave soon enough. I needed to gather my supplies because I had a month before I had to leave for Hogwarts.