Our university life turned into something that was close to normality. Tobirama was busy with his master thesis during the days. I was busy studying. In the evenings, at nine pm, one of us knocked on the other's door. We threw ourselves at each other, clinging to one another tightly. Being away from the person you'd bonded with for so long was harsh, and I couldn't understand how people went to work without each other.

"Actually, many alpha couples end up on the same job for exactly that reason", Tobirama explained one evening when we were laying on my bed, fully dressed, holding hands, him playing with my fingers with his thumb. "I've always found it odd, but now I understand it."

"Why didn't you know before you bonded?" I asked.

Tobirama shrugged his shoulders. "It's just something you don't really talk about. It's taboo. I think it's because it's seen as a weaknesss. A flaw in all that supposed perfection that are alphas."

We didn't have sex every night. Sometimes, we just held on to each other and talked. I told him about my life. He told me about his. Henry was still in the back of my mind, but life without him begun to become normality. I knew that no matter what, Tobirama would always be my best friend, not Henry, but I really wanted him close as well. Although the thought of it never becoming my reality didn't hurt that much anymore.

That was until one afternoon when I came back home from a run. When I opened my door, there was a note underneath it.

"Bench by the pond. Three pm? xx H"

My heart took a leap, and I suddenly got butterflies all over. I checked the with on my wall. 2:45. I took a quick shower, blow-dried my hair as I didn't want to be out in the cold winter with wet hair, put on black jeans and a grey cardigan and my black winter coat before leaving.

The winter landscape surrounding the pond was phenomenal. It was all covered in white frost, with just a hint of red from some berries that had survived the autumn. The lake itself was frozen with just a thin layer of ice. It was dead quiet. The bench was frosty as well, and on it sat a figure clad in a brown coat, his brown hair a mess. I could see him from behind, meaning he couldn't see me yet, so I stood still for some moments to gather some courage. Then, I took a deep breath, made fists of my hands and walked to the bench. He didn't flinch, or look up. I sat down slowly, both of us connected by looking at the same spot.

We sat there quietly for some time, just enjoying the serenity surrounding us. The air came out in puffs from our mouths, and I couldn't help but think about how different we were. I have two parts in my brain that you don't, Henry. And I'm sorry.

"Hi", Henry said finally.

"Hi", I whispered.

"Izuna I'm sorry", Henry said. I turned to him. He wouldn't meet my eye. "For saying you lack self-respect."

"That really hurt me, Henry."

"I know."

"However..." I sighed. "I understand why you felt the way you felt. I would, too. It's just... Tobirama and I-"

"Have bonded", Henry finished.

I furrowed my brows. "How did you..." Oh...

"Tobirama."

"That motherfucker."

"That motherfucker, indeed."

"Henry, there's something I need to tell you." His eyes flickered, but he still wouldn't look at me. "I am not an omega. I'm sort of all three. I am omega, and beta, and alpha. I'm-"

"I know", Henry said.

"You know?"

"Yeah."

"Tobirama told you that, too?" Wasn't that confidential information?

"No. I knew there was a person like that in the world. I figured it out when Tobirama told me you'd bonded."

"You figured that out? How?!"

Henry looked at me for the first time then, a wide grin on his face.

"Izuna, you can be really thick."

I still didn't understand.

"Henry, what's going on?"

Henry looked at me triumphantly.

"Who do you think the hacker Dr Senju hired was?"

We walked back through the frost to my room. We were both in a hurry for some reason.

"Does Tobirama know?" I asked.

"That I helped his mum? No." I was quiet, contemplating all of this. "How..." He suddenly sounded worried. We still hadn't really made up, or hugged, or anything. "How does it make you feel? That I'm the hacker?"

I looked at him. "Umm... Kinda hot?"

Henry was quiet, then burst out laughing. "You're still the same."

When we got into the corridor, I saw Tobirama's door was open, which was unusual at this time of day. Usually, he was at his faculty working on his paper. But I looked around the corner and could see he was sitting at his desk. He looked up. Henry looked over my shoulder.

"Umm... Hi?" Tobirama said.

"Wanna join us in my room?" I asked.

He thought for one hot second. "Sure", he said, stood up, closed his laptop and walked towards us. If he was surprised by the situation or invitation, he didn't voice it. It really struck me then how large and intimidating he truly was. He smirked, taking my chin in his hands. "What? Your face changed. You're not afraid of me, are you?"

"Get a room", Henry complained.

"We're about to."

"But I'll be there!" Henry wailed.

"I don't care", Tobirama teased back. "I'll force you to watch."

Oh my God, you two...

I opened the door and Tobirama sat down on my bed, leaning back. "What's this?" he said, taking an open package of sour candies on my bedside table and started eating from it.

"Sour candies", I said. "You like them?"

"Hate them", he said, but he kept eating. "Too sour." He took another.

Henry jumped up and sat next to him, and I squeezed into the middle.

"You two made up?" Tobirama asked.

"No", Henry said. "We still hate each other." Whats up with you two? There was an amicable tension between them that was thick as oil, yet unpalatable. I loved it.

"Henry!" I wailed.

Henry laughed. "Sorry. Yeah. We've made up. So now we're best friends again."

At this, Tobirama turned and grabbed his chin, exactly as he'd done with me. "Me and Izuna are best friends now", he smirked.

"Gentlemen..." I whispered.

"You don't count because you're a couple."

"You're still best friends even if you kiss sometimes", Tobirama retorted.

At this, Henry moved so he straddled me, grabbed my face and kissed me. I heard Tobirama laugh. I was in a state of chock, yet my brain went "This is kinda nice". I allowed myself to relax into the kiss, massaging his lips with mine a little.

"Fuck me..." Tobirama sighed. Wait, was he aroused by the situation?

A thousand things happened inside me then. Sparks. Fireflies. Explosions. Bombs. Not only was it incredibly erotic kissing another man in front of your boyfriend; the fact that Tobirama seemed to like it spoke to me of so much trust that it made my heart swell to double its size to make room for it.

Henry disconnected our lips, and I noticed how swollen both of our lips were. We were breathing heavily, a sliver of saliva connecting us. He had his fingertips on my face, and I had grabbed his wrists without noticing. "Do you want to continue?"

Somehow, I knew the question was directed at Tobirama, not me.

I could hear him unbuckle his belt. Fuck...

"Please", he said darkly.

"Izuna, are you okay?" Henry asked. His eyes hadn't left mine. Not once.

"Yeah", I breathed, and threw my lips over his again.

"Use tongue", Tobirama demanded, and I dove mine into Henry's, challenging it to a dance. He worked expertly, grabbing my hair. I took my hairband and released the entire cascade of black. I started moaning then, desperately tugging at my clothes. This can't be happening, I thought. This just can't be happening.

When I was free of my cardigan, Henry bent down and placed his lips over my one nipple, kissing it softly. I grabbed his hair for support, leaning my head back. Tobirama was already completely naked, slowly beating his length while standing next to the bed, towering over us.

"Get away from him", Tobirama demanded, and Henry obeyed. Tobirama straddled me then, and cupped my face in his arms in a way that created a tiny world where there was only us two. I looked at him in awe. "Izuna, are you okay with this? With all of this?"

I knew what he was implying at. I'd never thought about it. But in the situation, I felt that it was all a question of trust. And even if I hadn't been okay, I was so horny by now that I couldn't have stopped myself anyway. I couldn't speak, so I just nodded. Tobirama kissed my on my lips, then hopped off.

"He's yours", Tobirama said, and Henry came to me, held me in his arms, biting and sucking at my neck. I removed my hair so he'd gain better access. "Good boy", Tobirama cooed at Henry.

"Shut the fuck up", Henry said, taking another bite. Tobirama just smirked.

Tobirama then sneaked up behind Henry, caressing his waist, standing so he was turned to me, and he caught my eyes and kept them; I couldn't have broken eye contact with him even if I'd wanted to. "Izuna. Naked", he demanded. Henry took off my jeans then. "Henry, keep your shirt. It's fucking hot." He was pulling down Henry's trousers. Henry took his glasses off, threw them to the ground. He was trembling. I put my palm to his face.

"Henry, do you want this?" I whispered. He nodded weakly, and I could see he was focussed on what Tobirama was doing, which currently was circling Henry's opening with his little finger. Suddenly, I was desperate for something inside me.

"Take him", Tobirama demanded Henry. "Mouth."

Henry bent down and breathed hot air on my tip, that was leaking. Carefully, he licked at my most sensitive part, and I shuddered and moaned. "Fuck, I'm going to scream", I complained.

"Then scream", Henry breathed and got to work.

And I did.

I was a screaming, panting mess, causing Tobirama to laugh in glee. He was almost a little crazy-looking, yet still entirely in control of the whole situation. He pushed his little finger inside Henry, and he moaned while I was still in his mouth.

"Keep working", Tobirama demanded as he stretched him, and Henry did until I was drenched in sweat of held-back orgasms.

Tobirama didn't let go of my eyes while Henry blew me. Not once. Even when he grabbed his own dick and put it to Henry's opening.

"Henry..." he said, suddenly becoming very, very mild, leaned forwards and kissed Henry's back. "Henry, look at me." Henry let me go out from between his lips, and turned round. Tobirama instantly kissed him, and Henry sighed happily as Tobirama tasted me on his lips. "Do you want me?"

Henry nodded.

"Henry, let me..." I said, and moved so I was laying on my stomach.

"Fuck, Izuna..." he murmured.

"Shut up", I said, and as Tobirama pushed himself inside him, I took him in my mouth.

Me and my boyfriend worked together then to get Henry into a dimension of ecstasy he had never before been. He got so much pleasure both ways that he clearly didn't know what to make of himself. He was scream-moaning at one point as I deep-throated him. In the end, he begged for mercy.

"Not yet... I don't wanna come yet!"

Tobirama released him from his misery of utter happiness then, and bent down to me to kiss me, so he had the taste of both of us in his mouth. "Take him", he said to Henry, offering me to him as if I was his possession which, let's be real, I was. "He's all yours."

Henry looked down on me then, slowly coming back to himself. I looked up at him, so beneath both him and Tobirama at that point that I didn't know what to do of myself.

"Izuna", he murmured, putting trembling fingers to my cheek.

"Henry", I whispered.

"Lovebirds", Tobirama teased.

"This isn't a love-threeway", Henry retorted. I felt a pang of something. Hurt? "We're just fucking."

"Good", Tobirama said. "Get at it."

Henry was so venomous towards Tobirama, yet so soft with me. He gently brought me up, pulled me into his lap.

"No prep", I pleaded. "Just... In."

Tobirama was a distance away, standing up next to the bed again, watching, slowly beating his dick while biting his lip so it bled. I looked at him. He looked at me.

"Izuna", Henry interrupted. "Eyes on mine."

And I looked at Henry as I lowered myself onto him, grabbing his bicep, which was surprisingly firm and large. He felt so different inside me than Tobirama, hitting an entirely different pleasure spot that made stars swim before my eyes. I started riding him, my arms around his neck, and he grabbed my waist harshly. And all the time, he was looking at me, while I was totally aware of the larger, more dominant presence next to me. Henry grunted heavily as he, once more, was pushed close to the edge.

"Fuuuuuck", my boyfriend breathed, and crawled onto bed next to us. He grabbed Henry first, kissing him passionately which lit a black flame of jealousy within me that would become an orgasm. But Tobirama then switched to me, grabbing my face and twirling his tongue in my mouth.

"Tobirama, I can't..." Henry breathed, and I realised he was asking my boyfriend for permission to come.

Tobirama went behind him then, sneaking his arms around him, pressing him close. And as I was still jumping him, Tobirama bit Henry's neck, harsh, causing him to moan, and finally spilling over inside me. I grabbed Henry's face, kept his eyes on mine as he came, until he leaned his forehead to mine, exhausted.

"Izuna..." Tobirama breathed, and I crawled to him, throwing my arms around him.

"I've missed you", I breathed.

He laughed warmly. "I missed you, too, gorgeous."

He sat down and pulled me into his lap, my back to his abdomen, enabling Henry to take me into his mouth.

I totally got where Henry had been when he'd been worked from both sides by me and Tobirama because I was sent to the exact same place. So many nerve endings exploded within me that I went blind as Tobirama dug himself deeper inside me and Henry twirled his tongue perfectly around my length.

"Izuna, you okay?" Tobirama breathed, grabbing my chin from behind, nibbling my jawline.

I couldn't answer.

"I'm coming, baby", he whispered into my ear, and with one final push, he sent me and himself over the edge, him spilling himself inside me, me spilling myself into Henry's hot mouth.

Tobirama screamed as he came, putting his arms around me, pushing me closer and closer to him, preventing me from slumping over as I was filled by my boyfriend and filled my friend.

"Don't!" Tobirama shouted at Henry, putting a finger around his chin. "Don't swallow."

He pulled Henry up to him at the same time as he slid out of me, so I slumped down on the mattress, watching them. What the fuck did just happen? But they weren't done yet. Tobirama pulled Henry's naked body close to him, and kissed him, full-on open mouth. My semen poured from Henry's mouth to Tobirama's, running along their chins and I got so shy, I couldn't watch, but I couldn't look away, either. My soul was trembling all over by the complexity of the situation. Tobirama looked Henry into his eyes and swallowed, and Henry did the same.

"I'm tired"; Henry said, and I could hear he was exhausted. "I need to lie down."

Tobirama laid down next to me then, and I snuggled up into his chest. Tobirama grabbed Henry and pulled him onto his chest, too. Henry slumped onto it, looking at me with hooded eyes. I was too tired to smile, and so was Henry, but I reached my hand out and entwined our fingers. We fell asleep like that. When we woke up at midnight, Henry was gone.

We never had sex, the three of us, ever again.