**it's a lemon & some fluff, but you can skip without missing any of the story... i know lemons aren't for everyone, so just feel free to ignore if it's not your thing**

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I walked home slowly, beyond disappointed with how tonight had gone. The sun was setting, and the sharp words of my family were replaying in my head.

I wasn't ready to go back to my apartment and be alone with these swirling thoughts, so I decided to take a small detour.

I entered the cemetery, but instead of my usual route, I made my way over to a section I have never visited previously. I chewed on the inside of my cheek as I looked at the engraved headstone.

Was I absolutely crazy to be here? I wasn't sure, but part of me felt like it was the right thing to do.

I decided to sit down, also something out of my normal routine, and crossed my legs.

"Hi Hatake-sama... Mr. Hatake... Sakumo..." I trailed off, not even sure how I would address Kakashi's dad since we had never met, or not that I remembered.

"I think we met when I was just born, or maybe a year or so after.. I'm not sure. I don't remember of course, but I think my dad mentioned it once. Anyway, I'm dating your son now if you can believe it."

I muttered to myself as I mindlessly picked at the grass in front of me. I didn't know quite why I was here. I just wanted Kakashi's dad to know our big news too, if he didn't already.

Plus, I just had this feeling that Sakumo would've been so much more supportive than my parents just were. Probably thrilled that we're in love.

Honestly, the way my parents acted, it was way out of line. I would never tell them this unless the situation spiraled out of control, but I would easily choose Kakashi over being the next clan leader.

I didn't need to lead the clan in order to be a contributing shinobi. I didn't need to lead in order to be of service to my clan or to the hokage.

Past of me would be happy to give up the title. Shikamaru would be way better at it than I could ever hope to be anyway.

I told Sakumo about how Kakashi and I first started this journey of ours, all those years ago. I told him about the first time I realized I loved him. And just how amazing of a man his son had grown up to be.

I know Sakumo would be so proud of him... I was proud of him. I was even more proud to be his girlfriend. He's the kind of man you only meet once in a lifetime. And he was mine.

As the evening turned to night, I figured I should head home. Once I stood, I brought my hands together, taking the time to make Sakumo a flower just as I had done with Rin on my first trip to the cemetery with Kakashi.

"For you. With any luck, you'll be my future father-in-law," I laughed to myself as I set down the flower.

The night was cool and clear, and the small breeze helped soothe my unsettled nerves. The trip to Sakumo's grave was nice, but I was still on edge. I just wanted to go home and crawl into bed.

I walked into my apartment, taking off my shoes before switching on the light. I was shocked to see my kitchen table fully set and food waiting out for me.

Kakashi strolled out of my bedroom, smirking a bit, "I was beginning to think you ran away again."

"What's all of this?"

He came closer and wrapped me in his arms, staring softly into my eyes, "Shikamaru told me what happened."

"He did?" I asked and Kakashi just nodded in response. I really had the best brother.

"Mm.. I wasn't actually going to tell you."

Kakashi just rolled his eyes and ignored my comment, "He also said you guys didn't really eat much dinner before you were interrupted, so I figured you'd be hungry."

"I can't believe you did all this for me," soft tears forming in my eyes.

He pushed down his mask, smiling and leaning in to give me a gentle kiss, "Well you know how much I hate when you don't eat. You train too hard to skip meals."

His thoughtfulness never failed to get me going. It was so damn sexy. I quickly pulled him in, kissing him roughly this time, unleashing my tongue as I let my hands run through his hair.

He didn't hesitate to return the same desperation, and his hands began to trail across my body, landing on my ass before he grabbed it roughly.

I led him back to my bedroom, never letting our lips part, and he chuckled as I pushed him back on the bed, "A little eager aren't you?"

"Mm," I mumbled while throwing off my shirt and crawling on top of him, straddling over his lap.

He lightly licked his lips as his eyes wandered across my bare skin.

"Your turn," I demanded as I took off his shirt.

As soon as the fabric was gone, I began to kiss all around him, leaving harsh bites and marks as I trailed along.

The feeling of his toned muscles, scars, and soft skin was making me lose my mind. I could never get enough of him. Every inch drew me in further.

I licked across his chest before biting down near his shoulder. I needed him, and I needed him now.

"Babe," he laughed as he tried to grab my face to look at him. "You're being a little rough."

I rolled my eyes as I shooed his hands away and kept kissing his neck, grinding my hips into him, "Are you saying you don't like it?"

"No, I'm not saying that," he grabbed my face again, forcing me to look at him this time as he smiled at me.

But I was out of patience. I didn't want him to keep stopping me, not if he was enjoying it. Not if he wanted it too. Kakashi was all about making love, but right now, I wanted to fuck him like I never had before.

I quickly took his hands and forced them over his head, binding them with my shadow technique as I locked them onto the headboard so he couldn't move.

It happened so quickly, Kakashi didn't even have time to react.

"W-what? What are you doing?" his eyes went wide as he unsuccessfully tried to bring his hands out of the shadow bondage.

"You're too tense Kakashi," I smirked as I kissed him softly. "I'm forcing you to relax."

He continued to oppose, but I just ignored him, leaving sweet, gentle kisses down the chiseled ridges of his body. I made my way down to his pants, unbuttoning them and pulling them off.

My heart pounded against my chest as I stared at the large, hard bulge underneath his underwear. His size always caught me so off guard. Not that I was complaining, it felt amazing. I just never expected it.

As I removed his briefs, his cock sprung out, making my breath hitch. He was red and slightly wet at the tip, twitching just a bit as it met the cold air.

"Y/n, let me go right now," Kakashi called out, breaking me from my trance.

I kept my eyes locked to his as I moved my head down, not wasting anytime before taking him fully into my mouth. Usually I wanted to tease a bit, but right now, I couldn't wait another second.

He let out a low grunt at the sensation, his eyes rolling back as I began to move my head.

"Fuck," he moaned as I gagged on his size, feeling him hit the back of my throat, saliva drooling across him.

"Still want me to let you go?" I teased as I pulled my mouth up just slightly. He let out an annoyed groan as he thrusted his hips upward, forcing himself back in my mouth.

I smirked as I continued to work my mouth, my hands joining in to stroke him as I moved. I made myself continue to take him, hot tears forming by how much he filled my mouth.

"Ah, fuck," he groaned as he tried to yank his hands out of the jutsu again. "Let me touch you!" his voice was demanding this time.

I stopped sucking him and carefully crawled up to his face, kissing him gently, "You're not being a very good boy, Kakashi."

"Y/n," he breathed my name as I began to rub his cock on myself, his eyes closing once again as he relaxed.

"Mm, you like that?" I smiled as I whispered into his ear. "You like feeling how wet you make me?"

"Y-yea," he barely hitched out.

"How should I fuck you Kakashi? You want to watch my face or my ass?" I smiled before kissing his cheek, still rubbing myself with him.

He groaned and his body twitched as I let the tip of him enter me, quickly pulling it out again.

"Use your words," I looked intensely at him. "Tell me what you want."

He rattled the whole bed as he tried to break free again, making me laugh a bit, "You're not getting out of this unless you break the headboard, so you may as well just accept it."

"Fuck, Y/n," he groaned. "I hate this."

"Mm," I kissed him. "I'll make you love it."

I turned around so my back faced him, and slowly guided him in me. He let out a sigh as I began to ride him, and I glanced over my shoulder to see him watching me intensely.

He couldn't take his eyes off the way my pussy wrapped so tightly around him, leaving his dick glimmering with my wetness as I went up and down.

I'd never done this with him before, but the wild look in his eyes let me know just how much he was loving it.

"You like it don't you baby?" I asked him, and his eyes glance upwards, finally realizing that I was watching him. He bit down on his lip as his eyes pierced into me.

I smirked, "Of course you do."

I faced my head forward again, focusing in on the pleasure that was consuming me. Riding him like this was hitting every spot.

I gripped down on his thighs as I moved quicker, riding him roughly now. I let my head fall back, my eyes slamming shut as the sensation took over my body.

His grunts and groans were getting louder as he spewed out profanities, huffing out my name, begging me to keep going.

"Y-y/n— ahh, I'm gonna cum," he mumbled out.

"Don't you dare, Kakashi."

"Baby," he moaned out as I felt his cock twitching inside me, pulsing as it neared completion. "I-I have to. I can't hold it."

"Fuck it feels so good," he whimpered out.

"I'm not done with you yet," I growled as I pushed myself to ride him even harder, wanting to hear him beg for me.

I felt him release inside me as he yelled my name, a panting mess as he marked my walls.

His entire body was shaking with pleasure, and even though I actually really loved that he couldn't control himself, I decided to keep up my little act.

Once he finished, I slid him out of me slowly, smiling to myself as he sighed. I turned around to face him and he looked so satisfied as his face was now red and covered in sweat.

The muscles in his arms twitched a bit as they were still pinned behind him. His eyes were half-lidded as he stared at me with a smirk. I loved looking at him like this, completely at my mercy. I could do whatever I wanted to him.

"Fuck, that was amazing," he breathed out, his voice shaking with pleasure. "Will you please let me go now?" he smiled at me.

I leaned in towards his lips and spoke softly, "I thought I told you not to cum, Kakashi. You weren't very obedient."

His eyes widened, gulping loudly as I spoke.

I traced my thumb across his bottom lip, "I guess now I'll have to punish you."

"Y-y/n.." he trailed off, unsure of what to even say or what was to come next.

And to be honest, I wasn't even sure really what to do, but there was no turning back now so I just smirked before slowly positioning myself upward.

"Now clean up your mess like a good boy, Kakashi," I straddled myself over his face, pressing my folds to his mouth.

I sighed and gripped down on the headboard, my hands placed around his still tied up ones, as he began to lick me.

His tongue moved quickly as he used his mouth to slurp up my wetness and his own cum. It felt amazing, but just the thought of him being tied down beneath me, eating me out along with his own juices, it was driving me crazy.

My legs started to shake as my desperate cries filled the room, "There you go baby, just like that."

I felt him smirk proudly as he continued to work his tongue, but the sensation was becoming too much for me to handle. I lifted my hips up just slightly to catch my breath.

"Come here," he called out, eager to keep drinking me.

"I-I'm gonna cum," I mumbled, still completely out of breath and not quite ready to lower myself down.

"Oh fuck this," he growled impatiently, and before I knew what was happening, he ripped through the shadow bondage that had become considerably weaker as I was sitting here focused on his mouth.

A piece of the wooden headboard broke with Kakashi's force, but he didn't seem to care at all. He immediately grabbed my thighs and yanked me down on top of him, eager to finish what he started.

It only took moments before I was yelling out his name, overwhelmed with the blinding pleasure of my orgasm.

I rode his tongue recklessly as my body released all the pressure that was built up. My stomach was in knots as Kakashi kept going, refusing to let me go until he drank every last drop.

Finally, he released me, and I instantly collapsed next to him. My entire body was trembling now as I tried to get my breathing under control.

After a moment, I opened up my eyes to see Kakashi already smiling at me.

"Was I a good boy, Y/n?" he smirked before kissing me on the cheek.

I couldn't help but laugh a little, "Mm, the best boy."

"You were right, I definitely loved that." He chuckled softly to himself as he stood up and made his way to the bathroom, "You owe me a new headboard though."

I glanced over at the shattered wood, a little embarrassed that it turned me on to know he wanted me that desperately. I'd be ready for another round right now if he wanted it...

"You can just have mine," I called back as I heard the bath water turn on.

"Really?"

"Mm, I don't really care that much about it anyway."

He walked back out of the bathroom and sat down on the edge of the bed next to me. He carefully caressed my face as his dark eyes stared into mine.

He was always so gentle, and it made me melt every time. He really does love me so much. I never had to second guess that.

"You know," he smiled softly. "If I'm getting your headboard, we may as well just bring the rest of your stuff over."

"W-what?" I whispered out with wide eyes, immediately glancing away as my cheeks turned red.

Kakashi just laughed, "Aw what happened to my little dominatrix? You can handle all that, but you can't handle talking about your emotions?"

"Stop!" I pushed him away playfully as I hid my bright red face in my hands. "Don't call me out!"

He quickly removed my hands so he could see my face, smiling as he leaned into kiss me, "You're adorable."

"Go away," I grumbled as I avoided his gaze.

"Not until you answer me."

"Answer what?"

"Move in with me," his voice dropped a bit as he asked, his eyes scanning my face as he asked, desperately searching for a reaction.

I glanced over at him, "That wasn't a question."

He laughed softly, "Because I really didn't want to give you the option of saying no."

I pulled him into another kiss, "I'm not going to say no, Kakashi."

He immediately held me, nuzzling into my neck, "I love you so much."

"I love you too... You have to carry my stuff over though."

He laughed as he scooped me up in his arms, "Deal, but we can talk about the details later."

"Why? What are we doing?" I asked, melting further into him as he carried me towards the bathroom.

"We're taking a bath," he smirked. "And definitely another round."