**writing lemons does notttt come easily to me, so that's why this chapter took freaking forever for me to release. anyway, hope it's good!!! i'll try to get back to a regular updating schedule**

Kakashi hovered over me, his strong arms caging me in. His eyes were piercing into me as we both breathed heavily.

We hadn't even started doing anything yet, and we were already completely overwhelmed with lust and desire.

I felt myself losing control, my mind wandering to all the things I couldn't wait to do to him.

"Kakashi," I smiled as I carefully rested my hand on his face. He closed his eyes and nuzzled into the touch.

I let my thumb move across his scar, over his cute little nose that pointed at the end, his strongly cut jaw, and finally his perfectly pouty lips.

His skin was so soft and his face was mesmerizing. I never wanted to look away. My heart fluttered as he opened his eyes to look at me.

Those beautiful dark orbs that were always so stoic were now so gentle and inviting. He looked at me as if...well, as if he loved me.

"Come here," I whispered, never taking my eyes off of his. He leaned into me slowly, and let his lips just barely brush against mine.

A warmth surged through me, and I couldn't help put to yank him closer to me, deepening the kiss. A soft moan escaped me as his tongue slid out and met mine.

I let my hands travel up to his hair as we continued to kiss. My mind was completely entranced with the thought of having more of him. All of him.

I wrapped my legs around him and forced his body on top of mine, letting my tongue move wildly with his. I was done with the soft, gentle kisses. I needed him to know just how much my body craved him.

He grunted as I bit his lip and then let my mouth glide down across his face and jaw, ending up on his neck.

I started with soft nibbles before the taste of him drove me absolutely crazy. I began to kiss and suck anywhere I could get my mouth on.

He chuckled through half lidded eyes, "What's the rush? Not in the mood for romance?"

I quickly flipped us over so that I was on top, straddling across him. I leaned back down to whisper in his ear, "Are you saying you want me to stop?"

I bit on his ear before returning to kiss his neck, grinding into his hard bulge.

"Fuck no," he mumbled out, his hands grabbing my ass and pushing it further onto him. I couldn't help but moan out at the feeling.

I stopped and sat up, removing my shirt and tossing it aside. His eyes widened as he saw me topless. He adjusted himself so that he was sitting up now, face to face with me.

I kept my eyes locked to him as I took off my bra and threw it aside too. I sat there completely exposed and let his eyes wander across.

His hands traced across my breasts and bare torso, stopping at the tattoos littered across my body. He felt the stretch marks on my sides and the many scars I had from being a top shinobi in the anbu.

I was showing him a level of vulnerability I wasn't used to, and honestly, wasn't very comfortable with. But I wanted him to see all of me. My body told my story, probably better than my words ever could.

"You're so beautiful," he huffed out as his eyes returned to mine. I carefully kissed him as I moved my hands to the hem of his shirt, helping him take it off.

"My turn," I smiled as he now sat shirtless. He was absolutely perfect. I felt the ridges of his muscles beneath my fingertips, and gently touched the many scars he held too.

He had so many more than I did, which I guess made sense considering how much older he was, but it honestly scared me. How many times had he been close to death? How many times did he almost lose his life for the sake of the village?

It was terrifying to think about... The village and Land of Fire was constantly just using us and tossing us aside. But sitting here like this with Kakashi, I knew I loved him.

And I never wanted to lose him.

"Hey," he called out softly. "You ok?" He lifted my chin so that I would meet his gaze.

"I-I love you," I whispered out. "Kakashi, I really love you."

He smiled brightly before kissing me. "I love you too," he breathed out as we pulled apart.

I put my arms around his neck and immediately reattached out lips. He pulled my hair, making my neck jerk back and forcefully attacked my neck. His kiss was rough now and desperate.

He bit and sucked recklessly all over me— my neck, collarbones, and chest. He kept one tangled in my hair and let the other one grab and squeeze my chest, never stopping his intense kiss.

I knew I would have marks all over me but I didn't care. I fucking loved it.

"Kakashi," I moaned out, my eyes rolling back.

"I love the way you moan my name."

"Why don't you make me scream it?"

He stopped what he was doing to look at me and I gave him a smirk through my lustful, heavy eyes.

He threw me on my back and practically ripped off my shorts. I tried to take off his pants but he just pushed me back down.

I was annoyed he wasn't naked too, "What are you doing?"

In less than a second, he forced my legs apart and licked me once top to bottom between my folds. I let out a loud moan with the feeling.

He stopped and smirked up at me.

"Mm, don't stop," I whined out in a moan, as I tried to push his head back down into me. He let out a soft laugh.

"Patience love," he began to kiss and nibble on the insides of my thighs, switching between the two as he inched closer back to my throbbing heat.

"P-please," I begged softly. My whole body was aching for him. It was almost painful how much I needed him to lick me, or fuck me, or do absolutely anything to me.

"I think I like hearing you beg," he teased.

"Baby please," I immediately caved. "I need you."

He licked me gently, making my body jolt with the touch. "Hmm? And what exactly do you need from me?"

"Make me cum, Kakashi. P-please," I whined.

He smirked and licked me a couple more times, "And how should I do that"

I groaned in opposition to his little teasing game, "I swear Kakashi, if you don't fuck me right now."

He laughed as he shoved two fingers in me and I gasped loudly, "You'll do what exactly?"

He left his fingers in place without moving so I began to grind my hips, desperately trying to feel something or make him start doing something.

"Fuck Kakashi," I moaned out as he finally returned his mouth to me. It was obvious he was running out of patience too.

He licked and sucked everywhere, his tongue going out of control as he tasted every inch of me and his fingers pumping in in out.

I had my hands run wild through his hair, guiding his head so he'd lick all the right spots.

I moaned his name over and over again as my legs began to shake. He slid his fingers out of me and forcefully gripped them down with his hands, refusing to stop until I reached my climax.

"Kakashi, yes. Fuck," I called out as I was beginning to peak, my body now moving to keep up with his tongue.

My eyes rolled back as chills began to race all over.
Every inch of me was on fire as he licked, sucked, and bit me, forcing his tongue to go even faster across me, his strong hands still pinning me down.

I let out a final moan as my body lost control and a wave of pleasure rushed over, my body pulsing with euphoria. I immediately relaxed into the bed, sighing out loud breaths of happiness and relief.

He smiled and wiped his mouth as I tried to catch my breath. He didn't waste anytime as he took off his own pants and tossed them. I opened my eyes and stared at his hard, throbbing groin.

The sight made me smile. As much as I loved what he had just done, I definitely still needed him inside of me. I grabbed him and began to pump slowly, feeling his entire length as he pulsed in my hand.

He laid down next to me, enjoying my touch. I crawled over and straddled him, letting him adjust to lay in a comfortable position.

"Your turn to enjoy," I whispered as I got ready to insert him. His breath was heavy as he waited anxiously. He let out a loud groan as I pushed down, letting him fill me completely.

My head leaned back as I began to bounce myself on top of him, his hands digging into the soft flesh on my sides. They slowly trailed up my body and he grabbed both of my breast, squeezing them roughly.

"Y/n," he groaned out and I looked to see his half-lidded eyes watching me as I rode him, his hips bucking back into me.

I leaned in to kiss him, the taste of his mouth made me want to slow down and savor every second of this moment. I moved my hands to his soft, silver hair, and kissed his forehead.

I changed the tempo and started to grind on him slowly, letting him feel my walls pulse around him.

"Oh shit, Y/n," he huffed as his eyes rolled back. It was so sexy to watch him lose control like that.

"You like it slow, huh Kakashi?" I smirked.

His breathing started to pick up as his hands roughly gripped onto my ass. I could tell he was getting close to finishing, and I was loving being in control.

"Look at me," I demanded, and his beautiful eyes shot open. His face consumed with lust.

"I-I'm so fucking close," he huffed out.

"But I'm still not done with you."

He was groaning with every thrust now, and he kept having to force his eyes back open. I leaned in and began to suck and bite roughly on his neck.

"Oh fuck, Y/n. Go faster," he whispered.

"Beg me," I muttered in his ear. "Tell me how much you want me."

"I fucking want you, Y/n. I want you so badly. Go faster baby. Please."

"Anything for you," I smirked. I began to ride and bounce recklessly on him, giving him everything that he wanted.

"Kakashi. Yes," I moaned out. His cock was consuming me, and I was so close to finishing again. Every part of my body burned with passion.

"Oh, god. Don't stop Y/n," he was slamming my body down on top of him.

"Ahhh Kakashi!" I threw my head back and let out a loud sigh as I reached my climax. He finished too, letting out his own loud groan as he release inside me. I slowed down my movements as he continued to pulse, and slid him out of me once he finished.

I rested my forehead against his as we both tried to catch our breath. I kissed him softly all over his face. I couldn't help it. I had a heart full of love for him, and the sex was probably the best I ever had.

He laughed a bit and I noticed the soft blush on his face.

"Aww Kakashi, are you a sucker for aftercare?" I giggled.

He groaned playfully as a bright smile stretched across his face. He pulled me down to lay on top of him and held me in his arms.

"So what, your kisses were giving me butterflies," he teased. "I've never felt this way before about anyone. It's new to me."

I let out a little squeal because that was the cutest shit I had ever heard, "I love you so much."

He reached over to grab the blanket that had fallen to the floor and quickly wrapped us in it, holding me tightly as I rested on top of him and trailing his hands across my bare back.

"I love you too, Y/n."