SHANKAR
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She stood there in front of the mirror staring at me like she could see through me. Like...she could look into my soul. Her eyes shined differently tonight. She had slowly started responding to my actions of affection towards her but never did I expect she would be comfortable sharing this moment with me. Something inside me felt happier because this moment between us meant that she trusts me.

'Shankar!!!' she whispered and I slowly walked closer to her. I stood behind her. I was much taller than her. I stood behind her awaiting her instructions. Although I loved pulling her in my arms, romancing her, I always initiated our proximity but this moment, this very moment was beyond those little moments we shared. This was a major leap in our relationship. This felt like, she was putting, my emotions through the test and I couldn't let lust win over love. I waited for her to speak up and then she shook her head.

'An...Anika!!! I...I want you to guide me!!!' I said with utmost honesty. Our eyes met each other and there was a storm in those brown bambi ones. She nodded saying 'Undo my jewellery!!!' and I nodded.

I slowly began undo the huge pair of jhumkas she adored. The moment my hands touched the skin of her earlobes, she closed her eyes. It's like she was resisting yet welcoming my touch. I undid the first one and then the other. Her milky white skin turned pink due to the weight of those earrings. I slowly pinched her earlobe to relax around her ear piercing and she let out a soft moan. She looked visibly relaxed now. I slowly unhooked her thick choker necklace that was residing around her neck. It was much tighter and had left little marks on her neck.

'Why did you wear it? It's so tight!!! Look...there are scratch marks!!! You are never wearing it again!!!' I warned her when she smiled saying

'It's one amongst my wedding jewellery!!!' she simply announced

'I DON'T CARE!!! It hurts your skin!!! Anything that hurts you isn't worth it!!! You are not wearing it again!!! Am I clear?' I asked again when she simply chuckled.

'Old school jewellery is like that Mister Nayak!!! And they are beautiful!!!' she argued. I rolled my eyes. I was about to undo the red beaded Mangalsutra when she stopped me saying 'Not that!!!' and our eyes met when she whispered 'Not the Mangalsutra!!!' and I nodded. She slowly tilted her stiffened neck visibly relaxing and something shifted inside me. I slowly placed both my hands on her shoulders as I continued to look into those deep brown eyes as our eyes spoke their own language. My eyes asked her for her permission and she nodded.

I slowly started massaging her neck with my fingers and then adding more of my hands to it. She closed her eyes and moaned again. Suddenly the air started getting thicker. Her sweetheart necked kurta had already given me enough access to her skin. Although I tried not to see, I was a tall man and her visible cleavage, fuller breasts had already started stimulating my junior. I was already hard for her and then there were those soft moans.

With her every soft moan, my pants were tightening more and more. I wanted to senselessly start kissing her but I knew if I would go that way, I'd lose myself entirely so I assured that I didn't cross my limits. I didn't want her to ever think I'm here only for her body and not for her. Yes I wanted her. All of her but only with her permission. I wanted her to initiate our proximity. I didn't ever want her to feel uncomfortable.

After a few minutes I heard her say

'Shankar!!!'

And I silently hummed when she said

'Can you...ummm...dim the lights please!' and I nodded. With trembling hands I switched off most of the lights of the room. There was only a dimly lit night lamp near her bed. Dimly lit orange brightness spread across the room. I couldn't see her face entirely but still it was enough to identify her.

I went back to stand behind her when she turned around and said
'Undo my Kadha (bangle bracelet)' and I slowly twisted the screw of her Kadha and removed it. Once she was off all the jewellery except the Mangalsutra. Our fastened heartbeats raced against each others.

'I.....You...I mean...you can wash the Mehndi-'

'Its fine!!!' she said and I didn't have anything to say but then suddenly she announced

'Shankar!!! Help me.......undress!!!' and I don't know why my heart started running a marathon. With quivering hands I reached the zip of her kurta. I dared not to look at the mirror neither her back. I tried to keep the focus just upon the zip and in one go I unzipped her kurta however to my luck the zip got stuck just at the base of her bra. I slowly moved the zip a little up and down while it finally moved and in one go her Kurta was unzipped.

Just like a beautiful rose sheds off its petals while the diving rays of setting sun falls on it. The ends of her kurta fell off her shoulder and the silky material easily slipped off her hands helplessly revealing her just in her innerwear. And although the dim light avoided my gaze to directly fall on her skin, it was still evidently visible via the mirror. She stood there in her pink lacy brasserie. Her fuller swells peeping out of her intimate clothing made my throat go dry.

'Let the palazzos be!!! Just get me a tshirt!!!'

I immediately avoided my gaze and turned around asking

'Where is...ummm... The...t...tshirt?' while she whispered

'Third row in the cupboard!!! White one!!!' and I simply rushed towards the wooden cupboard. My hands were trembling, my heart was beating louder and my entire body was shaking. It's not that I'm seeing a woman like this for the first time. Nudity isn't a big deal in my country but seeing Anamika like this made my heart run a marathon already. I was unable to control my emotions. I didn't trust my own self as my dick was ready to explode seeing this goddess of a woman stare into my soul.

This moment was pure and sexy at the same time.

Get a hold on your fucking hormones Shanky!!! You can't do this now!!! Not now!!! Fuck she's so desirable!!!

But she trusts you!!! You got to get a hold on your fucking emotions!!!

I punched the wall trying to get a hold on my mad hormones. The moment my eyes fell on the tshirt my throat clogged up and eyes went moist.

'This???' I asked and she hummed saying

'Right!!! That one!!! It helps me sleep well' and I couldn't help but meet her eyes. It was my tshirt. When did she get it?

'But this...this is mi-'

'Now it's mine!!! Buy yourself something else!!! It's comfortable!!!' she said like she didn't care about the world right now.

'But they belong to me!!!' I said when she rolled her eyes saying

'Now they are mine!!! And you're a billionaire aren't you? Buy yourself new ones!!!' she announced and I couldn't help but chuckle to myself.

Gosh!!! I love her.

I slowly walked towards her and stood behind her. I didn't lift my eyes however I began adjusting so I could make her wear it. I could still feel her gaze on me. She was making me nervous and hot at the same time.

'Lift your hands up!!!' I said when she simply kept staring at me. I kept adjusting the sleeves so it doesn't ruin her Mehndi when I insert it into her hands but she didn't lift her hands up. I looked at her with a questionable expression when she said

'We are not ready yet!!!' and I narrowed my eyebrows asking 'What happened? Is there something... missing?'

Oh my God!!! Don't tell me she wants me to undo her bra!!! I'd definitely lose my shit if she's gonna ask me to do that!!!

I'm a heart patient!!! Still recovering!!! No experiments please!!! God!!! Please!!!

'Open that little wooden drawer!!!' she said and I hesitantly followed her instructions. There was a bottle of oil.

'Yes!!! Exactly!!! Get that bottle here!!!' she said and I hesitantly picked it up and gave it to her when she simply sat on the bed and lied down sideways saying

'I had a long day Mr.Nayak...this was much needed!!!'

I nodded saying 'Well...ok!!! Take it!!!' I was about to keep it next to her when she said something jaw dropping

'Well Mister Nayak... like you said...When I have my husband to help...why do I bother..so... Help me....
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Apply it!!!'

And my eyes practically popped out of my sockets as I gulped at once.

'You mean....I shhhhhould appl-'

'Who else? Last I remember...I got married to you!!!' she said and I gulped asking 'But how can I?'

'Why? You need your army for this too?' she giggled and tried to get up but I pushed her via her shoulder again. Her lips parted as she lied down again.

'I...I don't...don't know how to...'

'Dont worry!!! I'll guide you!!!' she said and I nodded.

'Start with my shoulders first and be gentle!!! Don't apply pressure!!!' she said and I nodded. She lied down side ways and I slowly began taking a few drops of oil from the bottle on my palms and rubbed them thoroughly. With shivering hands I started to slowly apply it on her left shoulders. I slowly started massaging her in circles and she visibly relaxed.

Soft moans left her mouth as I could see she relaxed comfortably on the bed.

'Ahhhh your hands are magical!!!' she said and I continued to apply them on her soft skin. Oil on her glowing white skin made it shine even more. Her cleavage was visible and although I tried ignoring it, my eyes landed on her soft flesh. And then there were those soft moans.

She asked me to repeat the same on her right shoulder too. Slowly she turned a little and asked me to gently apply it on her back and waist. With nervous hands I dropped a few drops of oil on her back and continued massaging her and she again started making those sounds that were giving me electric jolts down south.

I was nervous yet tempted to undo the last piece of cloth of her upper body that constantly disturbed this oil massage but I was scared to cross my boundaries although this tease, this moment was something that was making me want her even more but then every time my eyes fell on her grown belly I stopped myself. I continued the massage when suddenly she yelled

'Ouchhhh!!!' and I immediately jumped and sat next to her asking

'Oh my God!!! Was the pressure too much? Did I hurt you!!! I...I don't know how this is done!!! Let's...let's go to the doctor!!! Get up!!!' saying I tried to make her sit when she pulled my hand and suddenly placed it on her belly.

I was still confused and trying to hurry her when she grabbed my hand and still kept my hand on her belly when suddenly I felt it.

'Ouchhhhh!!!' she yelled and this time I felt it too

'Fuckkkkkk!!! What the-'

'Language Daddy Nayak!!!' saying she pointed towards her belly and I gulped saying 'Sorry!!! But what was that?' and I giggled saying

'Welllll...I had experienced it in the past but never so hard!!! Seems junior is really happy to finally meet his father!!! No wonder he kicked!!!' she said and my eyes widened and I kept both my hands on her stomach trying to feel it again.

I slowly caressed her belly softly and suddenly I felt another kick

'Woahhhhhhh!!! She's strong!!!' I got on my knees and again caressed her belly when she chuckled saying

'Looks like he's super excited!!! Someone likes the massages!!!' she whispered and I said

'Ofcourse she does!!! She knows it's her Dadda!!! And what's with this he? It's a she!!! Remember? Shamika?' I said as I slowly kept my cheeks closer to her belly when she yelled

'Who told you it's a she? It's a he!!! I know!!!' when I narrowed my eyebrows saying

'No ways!!! It's a girl!!! My girl!!! My little baby girl!!! It's a she'

'How do you know?' she argued when I simply kissed her belly and whispered 'I just... know!!! It's a she!!!' saying I slowly caressed her belly again.

I was enjoying this experience when she whispered

'Doctor Saanchi was so right!!! Prenatal massage from your partner is better than any masseuse.' and I looked at her asking

'Prenatal massage?' and she smiled saying

'Helps during pregnancy!!! I was doing it myself or sometimes the neighbour aunty who is also a masseuse would help but somehow it always felt uncomfortable but this...feels home!!! Baby has kicked a few times before but this time was the strongest!!!' she said and I smiled. Our eyes met for a brief moment and I said

'I promise!!! We'll do this every night!!!' and she kept looking into my eyes. I don't know for how long we kept looking at each other when I added

'Thats if it makes you comfortable!!!'

Neither of us spoke when she slowly whispered 'You can never make me uncomfortable Shankar!!! Never!!!' and I slowly moved closer to her and said

'Lift your hands!!! Let me make you wear the tshirt!!! We don't want mommy and junior to catch cold..Right?' and she slowly raised her hands and I slowly carefully slipped her into the tshirt. She looked beautiful in my tshirt.

'Fits you perfect!!!'

'You mean I've grown fat?' she asked and I smirked saying

'I mean you look sexier!!! Like I said before...Pregnancy suits you!!!' and she rolled her eyes.

I was about to leave when she held my hand saying 'Stay!!!' and I turned around to look at her when she whispered

'Baby wants cuddles and so does baby's Mumma!!!' and I couldn't help but smile. She slowly shifted a little and I lay next to her. She slept facing her back towards me. I was about to close my eyes however she grabbed my hand and kept it on her belly. I couldn't stop smiling when I slowly got closer to her and slowly dug my face into her neck when she shook her head saying

'Ummmmm...Your beard pricks!!!' and I slowly kissed her neck saying

'Hmmmm it's growing back again!!!' I whispered in her ears as I left a intimate kiss on her earlobe and she tightened her fingers on my hand that covered her belly and she turned around to face me and she whispered saying

'Then shave it off!!! I like you without this...this beard!!!' and I smiled asking

'And what else would you like me to... remove?' and she simply slapped my chest and tried to hug me. Her grown belly wasn't letting her hug me properly so I circled my arms around her completely pulling her into my chest.

She slowly rested her head on my chest and the smile that adored my lips never left. This was our moment.

Shankar and Anika's moment.
Something that I would cherish forever.

'Anika!!!' I whispered when she hummed into my chest and I said

'You are coming back home with me na?' and she simply shook her head and I looked at her saying

'Please!!!' but she bit her lower lip and shook her head and burst out laughing when I tightened my arms around her saying

'Then I'm going to kidnap you and take you with me to our house!!!' and she laughed out loudly and kept shaking her head when I said

'Then I'm going to tie you to our bed and never let you go!!!' when she giggled again and hid her face in my chest shaking her head when I whispered

'I am going to hide your clothes so you can never go away from me!!!' when she hit my chest saying 'Pervert!!!' and I kissed her neck saying

'Then I have a better proposal!!! I love this house anyways!!! Let me turn into a Ghar Jamai (Stay at in laws place son in law)...anyways everyone thinks I'm a Joru ka Gulam (henpecked husband)...Let's make it official!!!' I announced when she gasped and slapped my chest again and then both of us burst out laughing.

This moment...This night..She and Me...Together...

Felt nice!!!

This...felt home!!!

She was my everything!!! She meant home and I didn't care if I would go back to NY or not...Wherever she lived...wherever she stayed... wherever she resides...is home.

She...is my home.