Ungrateful child
Rides an incredible machine
One that is overlooked
One that is mistreated
One that sustains me
Through sanity and malady
Loving me through
Through the always shifting cloud
The erratic cloud of my consciousness

A third party mind 
That I once though my enemy
Powerful ally
Cellular archipelago in distress
It is telling me now
Through the ache
Through the pang
I'm straying away from the purpose
The good habit endangered
A distonic mind
Lost in this inner sea
That draws draws draws
Draws me in

It screams
Come back
Wake up and came back to me
What we ought to be doing
Cannot be left aside
You are the master, not I

The old feeling today
Two bodies sharing one place
Floating together
An inch apart
Each encounter a painful clash
The best pain
Briefly, I'm aware
I must come back