Ancient feeling
Dangerous though
Ball
Sired out of trauma
Grim revelation
Ball
Insidious little worm
Feeding me lies
Ball
Recurring command
Anticipating the pain
Ball
Atomizing oneself
Chopping up arms and legs
Ball
Reducing oneself
Forgotten in time and space
Ball
The will of a living dead man
Quiet Annihilation

Fallacies and misconception
Reality deformed under a daltonic glow
Never imploded
Exploding instead
Finding the half of me that I cast out
In the eyes of strangers
In the green and in the blue
Looking up and looking in
Swimming in blue oxygen
Extending, exceeding, expanding
Never a ball
Just a flickering flame