I'm Here
Justin's POV
We're at the park sitting down on a bench, I'm nervous how I'm gonna tell Ari about what happened with Sel, I mean I didn't mean to kiss her it just happened. I let my heart let it happen I just needed closure still hoping this won't ruin anything with her *gulps*
Me: Ari I need to tell you something.
Ari: Sure what is it Justin?
Me: Last night during our date, Selena messaged me and I couldn't bare to open it til this morning. And she texted me to go and meet up with her and I did. We were talking and she asked me if I would take her back.
Ari: Oh... So uhh you're gonna go back with her?
Me: I told her I couldn't, because she did nothing but hurt me & Oh guess what? She had the nerve to ask why I wouldn't take her back. I was like are you kidding me?
Ari: Aw
Me: Yeah like does she really think I'd take her back after what she did to me!
Ari: Yeah... So you're not getting back with her?
Me: No
Ari: Do you miss her?
Me: ... I.. I don't know
Ari: Oh
Me: There's something else...
Ari: What is it?
Me: She um well we um..
Ari: Youuu?
Me: Kissed and it was more than just a peck
Ari: Oh
Me: Are you okay?
Ari: Why wouldn't I be?
Me: I don't know
Ari: Are you?
Me: No, my heads all over the place, but are you sure you're okay?
Ari: Does it matter?
I look at her a bit confused
Me: Yes it does matter
Ari: No one seemed to care about my feelings before, why you?
Me: What do you mean?
Ari: It doesn't matter
Me: What's going on what's wrong?
Ari: Nothing
Me: Tell me
Ari: I can't
Me: You can, just tell me
I look at her and she sighs
Ari: I can't tell you because I shouldn't feel like this
Me: Like what? Wait..
Ari: Mhm.. I just thought you liked me because you asked me out...
She looks at me then looks down I see a single tear roll down her cheek
Me: I do like you, of course I do.
You're amazing, beautiful, funny why wouldn't I like you?
Ari: Then why did you kiss Selena?
Me: It just happened I didn't mean to.
Ari: I'm not being your backup or second choice Justin I don't fight for guys, if you want her go for her.
Me: I don't want her, I want someone else
Ari: Who?
I black out and go into my thoughts of thinking how much I actually do like her then thoughts of Selena come back in my mind. Ugh get out! I'm gonna tell Ari its her I really want
Ari: Hello!?! Who?
I come back out of my thoughts
Me: You, I wanna be with you
I see more tears fill her eyes up as she wants to cry.
Me: What's wrong?
Ari: I don't believe you Justin, I've been hurt & played before. How do I know you really want me? Because you did just kiss your ex girlfriend I..I really like you Justin I just I don't know you need to make your mind up of what you really want before you end up hurting me & yourself
Me: I know I'm sorry I didn't mean to her it's Selena she knows how to get in my head. I have made up my mind, I know we've only been on one date but I know that it's you I want, I'm not gonna hurt you I promise
Ari: I don't know Justin
I nod
Me: Okay.. I- I understand
I see her start to cry, I feel bad I feel like I've hurt her. I start to feel emotional too
Me: Let me prove to you that you're the one I want
She looks at me and nods
Ari: Okay
I smile and gently wipe her tears away and give her a nice warm hug
Me: Please don't cry anymore beautiful
Ariana's POV
Me: I'm just scared Justin like I've said I been hurt before and I don't wanna be hurt again
Justin: What happened?
Me: My ex
Justin: Do you wanna talk about it or? You can trust me
Me: Okay
Justin looks at me and smiles
I take a deep breath, thinking about what happened. Justin notices I'm hesitating and gets ahold of my hand.
Justin: It's okay I'm here for you
Me: It started off good at first... But it um...
Justin: But..
Me: It all started when I started going out with my friends, he kept checking up on me, stalking me, waiting up for me and then questioning me where I'd been, who I'd been with....
Justin: Oh damn I'm sorry
Me:.... And then um..
A tear falls
Me:... Um one of the nights... I got tired of his questions and um...
Justin: And...? What happened Ari? What did he do to you?
Me: He attacked me...
Justin: WHAT?
Me: Shhh... He hit me and then dragged me up the stairs by my hair
I get choked up and more tears fall
Justin: He fu*king did what?!
Justin looks at me, we stop walking and he pulls me gently close to his chest and wraps his arm around me.
Justin: Shh let it out, I'm here
I get myself together enough to tell him more about what happened.
We sit down on the nearest bench and I carry on
Me: After he got me upstairs he threw me on the bed and got on top of me
Justin: No.. Tell me he didn't..
Me: He pinned me down with his hands pushing me against the bed, I kept asking and pleading with him to let me go but he didn't stop
Justin's eyes fill up with tears, tears fall from my eyes
Me: I was so scared Justin, I couldn't stop him I was so hopeless
I break down and Justin pulls me into his chest again I wrap my arms around him and hug him tight, a few tears fall down his cheeks
Justin: I'm so sorry you had to go through all that I can't believe someone would do that to such a beautiful amazing girl like you
I'm sobbing in his arms, he's the first person I've ever told about this
Justin: Listen to me okay I will never ever hurt you and I'll never ever let anyone hurt you
I lift my head up which was buried in his chest and look him in the eyes
Me: Thanks
Justin: You're welcome beautiful
I smile and cuddle back into him. I've never been able to trust a guy since what happened but I think for Justin.... I can't make an exception.
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