17: Confusion
You don't need him! I'll help
You get over it! Just saying........
Dash stare blankly out the windoe of her room. It has been a week since....her kiss with Soarin and she didn't know what to put up with it, why her heart didn't stopped rapidly beating, what she was going to, or if he was toying with her.
But he did looked sincere. Too sincere.
Soarin was a player(well atleast thats what she's heard) and Spitfire said he was a decieveful liar who only cares for himself. Blitz claimed Soarin woild fuck a girl the first chance he gets and leaves them to suffer.
But Rainbow thought maybe there realy was more to Soarin then he was willing to let everyone to see. He was secretly sweet, gentleman, kind, funny, and he was willing to let her beat him up just so she could calm down thanks to her abusive parents and the horrible memmory of her good for nothing ex.
She opened the drawer of study table and took out thr locket. Opened it and stared at the new replaced picture there. This time, inside the picture was her and her beloved little sister, but there was another side of the locket she can put another picture. Maybe a picture of her and Soarin would loon good?
But she shuddered at just the mere thought of it. "You're loosing your touch. Good lord what has been going on with me" she thought.
But she needed to talk to someone. Definitely not Soarin. No, things would be awkward. Since the kiss Soarin and her had been awkward and she planned to put a stop to that.
Then she thought of someone. Fluttershy can help.
She stood up, grabbed her jacket, phone and car keys and ran down stairs to the garage.
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Soarin sat there staring blankly at his cealing. His thoughts were giving him a headache.
"Why the hell did I do that? She probably thinks I'm weird now! I don't like Rainbowdash that way....or do I? No. I don't, she is just a friend that...I care so much and is willing to di anything to....help. Good lord what is happening to me!" he thought.
"We're just friends and thats that! We have reputations to protect, and even if I did liked like Rainbow she probably wouldn't return my feelings so I better drop it. I don't have a crush on her...I don't like her...I don't love her...wait...love? No no no obviously not"
He groaned and sat up. His life was ok beford he moved here and met her. The press was always crazy for him,the girls chasing him. And girls werd nothing to him but just for his amusement. But Rainbowdash is...diffirent. she didn't find him hot or squeel when she sees him. She hated him when they first met but slowly started to warm up to him.
She was a realy good friend to him and understanding. She understood him and he understood her. She comforts him at times and he comforts her when she least expect it.
They hate each other's guts sometimes. But most times they were acting close. Rainbowdash is pretty....no, she was beautiful. She's tough, strong and never lets anyone get in her way. And just plain fun.
He feels like he can be himself whenever he's around her. That he can be normal Soarin Skies not that teenage bad boy on T.V.
He needed to talk to someone about this. "We're just friends, SHE is just a friend"
"But then why did we almost kissed a few nights ago and why did I kissed her a week ago?"
"Maybe....Discord might help me out" He decided before getting up and going outside. Discord's house was just a ten minute walk.
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"Fluttershy! Flutters open the door!" Rainbow yelled out in irritation as she continiued banging her fists hard on the door. Fluttershy soon opened it and she looked like she had just woken up from a nap. She yawned and rubbed her eyes. "Yes Rainbow? How may I help you?" She asked yawning.
"Let me in first" Dash said impatiently.
Fluttershy yawned again but stood aside and let the female athelete in her home. Dash looked around. She always liked vissiting Fluttershy's place. It was small, warm, snug, and cozy. With loud but cute animals around. Rainbow smiled as she saw three mocking jays fly pass her and back inside their cages.
There were pictures of Fluttershy and her family, but there werd also some of Fluttershy and their friends.
"Fluttershy I need to talk to you about...something realy gross" She shuddered. Fluttershy snickered knowing that when Dash says 'gross' is usualy means something down right sappy that just saying it makes her cringe.
Fluttershy smirked innocently. "Ok" She said in a mere whisper.
"Lets sit down at the tea room and have a cup of warm jasmine tea"
Dash nodded and followed her friend to the tea room. Everything was colored green supporting nature. The walls were a dark green, stripped with yellow gree. The sofa was yellow green with mint-green pillows. The love seat was blue-green with a few polka dots of yellow green.
"So what is it you wanted to talk about?" Fluttershy asked kindly.
"Its about that bastard Soarin ruining my life" Dash muttered sitting down.
"Pardon?"
"I mean Its about Soarin making my a life a total confusing and horribly sappy one! Its like valentines day and halloween fused together...yuck, hate to see how that'll look like" Dash said and sipped her coffee. She was never realy a fan of tea.
"Hmm...tell me whats traubling you Dashie" Fluttershy advised. "Well....ever since Soarin came into my life things changed. I don't know for the better or worse but it changed. He annoys me so much but I kinda like it when he does that, is that a bad thing? And....he....makes me...feel diffirent" Fluttershy choked on her drink when she heard this and she had to fight the urge to squeel or fangirl. But she was chanting 'Soarindash' in her head.
"Ok go on" Fluttershy went on and innocently drank her tea.
"He makes you feel what? I know you don't like talking about things like these but noone is listening, its just you and me. Go on, say whats in your head'
"Grrrr, he...he makes me feel...alive, colorful, happy! sometimes irritated but enjoyable or something...and...my stomach feels all queesy when he hold my--"
Fluttershy choked on her tea again.
"Holds your what?! What! Tell me everything!" She begged.
Dash raised a brow. "My wrist" She said and showed her her wrist often tightly held by Soarin whenver he would drag her along with him.
"Oh...for a minute I thought....nevermind, go on" She said smilling innocently again.
"Ok? And anyway I sometimes enjoy it when he..." A small smile was forming in her lips when she recounted the nunerous times he makes the other boys jelouse by flirting with her. " Flirts with me...for sometimes only! And....he um...uh..." She she tell Fluttershy her secret?
"He....kissed me" She let out and Fluttershy choked on her drink for the fourth time. A grin appeared on Fluttershy's face. "Did you enjoyed it?" She teased.
Dash frowned. " I don't know...I kissed back yea but I felt like there was something wrong" She grumbled.
"Do you..like him?"
Rainbow faced her. That was the question thats been bothering her. Does she like him, or not?
"Not!" She thought in her head.
"Well obviously not, I don't do relationships and those shit. Remember the last time somethung like this happened?" Rainbow snapped.
Fluttershy nodded. "Yes I remember but its a in the past. Dash its been years! I thought you've moved on and...who knows, maybe Soarin's the right--"
"No he's not! Ok?! I don't like him, I realy realy realy don't" Rainbow glared hard at Fluttershy who seemed unfazed.
"Well why not? Bright blue eyes that shine in the light"
"They're a dark green stupid. And they don't shine...that much" Rainbow corrected.
Fluttershy smirked and Rainbow realized she's fallen into Fluttershy's trap. "I mean! I uh...shit" She faced palmed. She stood up. "I'm going home" She said and walked out. Fluttershy sighed. "What is it gonna take for that stubborn girl to see the truth?" She mummbled and sipped her tea. This time she didn't choked on it anymore.
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Soarin walked out annoyed out of Discord's house. Having have a conversation ALMOST simmiliar to Fluttershy and Rainbow's.
He was confused. And annoyed. Amd irritated. He didn't know what to do with these feelings for Dash.
"I'm not falling for Rainbiwdash...I don't like her, I don't even get along with her too much but....fuck I wish I never kissed her. I am such an idiot!"
He thought but sighed. "There's something realy special about Rainbowdash, if only I know what" He groaned and went home.
Meanwhile, At Fluttershy's, after having her talk with Dash she finnaly decided to confess to Discord. She can't keep this feeling of hers hidden forever. She has to go tell him. She needs to. Before its too late.
Witch a quivering hand, she picked up the phone.....and dialed Discord's number.
"Discord...hi I...I...I have something I have to tell you" She said nervously.
"Oh ok, wanna meet up?" He asked.
Fluttershy smiled. Her confidence boosting up. "Ok"
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I know you think its crazy but did you hear the story?
She sang in her head.
"Someday...we can be we can be ordinary" She sang out loud.
"You and me side by side, out in the broaday light" A voice sang behind her. She spun around to see Discord smirking while leaning casualy on a tree.
"Hey pretty Flutters, you wanted to tell me something?"
Fluttershy gulped and blushed. "You can do this" She whispered.
"Discord....I love you "
A/N: Have I announved yet that I have arrived back to phillipines? Well good bye statue of liberty, good bye delicious pizza, good bye hacking wifi, good bye america, hello Phillipines. Again. I am realy gonna miss new york, I made a new friend there(her name is Ema) and she was realy nice. I'm gonna miss her, but eh, I have more friends at home anyway
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