Song Recommendation: Devil Within - Digital Daggers

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Yeosang stares at the dark wall in front of him, expressionless with hot threatening tears escaping his eye lids to the bubbling feeling of betrayal circulating his mind.

His Kookie forgave him......

Forgave that man....

How could he do something like this?

He remembers telling everyone to not hurt Taehyung before the other stabbed him but it was mainly because he thought he was going to die and he was so innocent back then and blinded by Taehyung's love. At first he forgave the older easily when he woke up the first time, but as time passed and he saw how the older held him hostage and treated him in his home, after that everything changed.

He never forgave him after that.

Ever.

He became someone he never wanted to be.

And shit he doesn't even know himself at this point.

Taehyung has mind fucked with every single sense of his sanity, making him lose touch the person he once was to becoming this boy in lust for blood and feeds of anger from the moments of paralysis he had to endure.

Taehyung is only a plague for Oasis.

A plague for Jungkook.

At this point Yeosang didn't even stop the tears from streaming down his cheeks. At this point he doesn't even feel the cuffs on both of his wrists that's attached to a chain against the wall so he wouldn't escape and go on another assassination attempt on Taehyung.

What is going on?

Why are they defending him?

It doesn't make any sense?

Did they really stop caring about him?

That now they are treating him like the enemy?

Like..... An animal?

Yeosang's sudden thoughts where disturbed by the metal door creaking open. From his complete darkness, a light suddenly illuminated at the center of the room from the switch against the wall, in stepping the person he's been dying yet dreading to see for the past month.

His only family.

And the look on Jungkook's face only shows a deadly tranquility that made Yeosang slightly shift back in unease.

At first the two didn't say anything, only stares at each other with Jungkook's gaze not fazing from the deadly coldness behind them.

And Yeosang is feeling that small sense of pain once again by his stare, almost as if he was one of his victims or his enemy.

"Taehyung is alive," Jungkook suddenly states, only making a deep frown form Yeosang's lips, "Missed some important organs but he'll wake up soon."

And that news only aggravated Yeosang to the core.

Why does he care so much!

"Sadly," The younger scoffs under his breath, making Jungkook narrows his eyes and take a daring step closer to him.

"Excuse me?"

Yeosang couldn't help but glare back at him and rises to his feet, "You heard me. I said sadly because I wanted to kill him! I wanted to remove his existence from this damn Earth-"

And a loud slap echoes the room.

Yeosang's face flies to the side and he couldn't fight back the uncomfortable knot of in his throat as it comes out as a desperate whimper, realization hitting him just as hard as the slap.

His Kookie never use to hit him.

"You will respect Taehyung around me! Because of him, you are still alive in the first place," Jungkook snaps with a clear anger behind his eyes.

The younger only presses himself against the wall, not wanting to be anywhere near this person that looks like his Kookie, "Because of him I'm in this mess! I could've died Jungkook!"

"But he didn't kill you!"

"DO YOU NOT CARE ABOUT ME!" The younger suddenly cries, tears beaming his eyes with his body shaking in hysteria, "He hurt me! He physically, mentally and emotionally hurt me Jungkook! He didn't kill me but he deceived you into thinking I was and kept me away from you! You think I wasn't aware of everything that went on in that house while I was unconscious? I was gone but I had ears! I heard everything! He used me to get to you! I was his little puppet! And just because I'm alive, you can just easily forgive his sins because you're just grateful that I'm not dead?" Yeosang exclaims, his voice quivering in a similar anger, slightly flinching when Jungkook took another daring step towards him.

Get away from me.

You're not my Kookie.

Get away from me.

"Look I was mad at him for a while okay? The thought of you dead took a massive turn on me! And he wanted to hurt me because of what I did to his dad but he gave you mercy and-"

The younger suddenly break a broken laugh bending his body over to hold his stomach of the aching pain, "Are you listening to yourself right now? He gave me mercy?! What is he? God? A higher being than us? No, it shouldn't be that way! We were friends! A friend doesn't do that to a friend! What, now you want me to bow down to his feet and praise him for not killing me? No! He was the one that was seconds away from taking it away to hurt you!" Yeosang growled in anger, "So then what? Jimin got hurt and you guys just magically got together again? Putting all your differences aside and held hands and ran off into the sunset? Then what? Found out his father was in reality a fucking coward that used him to get to you? Aw got daddy issues? Clearly that runs in this fucking family!"

Yeosang new everything, he was from far behind of what's been going on since he always hear Taehyung and Kai talk about it.

And he always remembers it.

A sudden yelp escaped his clenching throat as Jungkook pins the smaller against the wall by the shoulders, a lethal glare in his eyes, "I have done nothing but looked out and cared for you. Always!" Jungkook snaps, his eyes slightly glossing through the small dim light, "Don't you start acting like a little brat now! I taught you better!"

Now this amused Yeosang.

"Oh you did," Yeosang laughed sadistically with his eyes suddenly glimmering in a chaotic gleam that Jungkook has never seen before from him, "That's how I escaped and came to you..... You taught me how to fight my way through life and to never give up. To play fair. You know, thinking about you made me fight back to stay, every time the drugs became too much. It's funny how you know about my past with drugs and me telling you this know who I went through the same thing isn't even affecting you..... But clearly you care more about your precious Taehyung and that's fine, I'm over it."

He's not over it.

It's killing him slowly on the inside and he can't stop the emotional feelings from circulating his body.

He just wants to cry to the loneliness and numbness in his chest.

He thought he was going to come back home, be welcomed back into his father's warm embrace and never having to see Taehyung's face again.

And now he kinda wished he never escaped.

Ever.

If it meant not seeing Jungkook ever again, he would still not come back. As long as Taehyung and Jungkook are in this lined chain together, Yeosang wants no part of it at all.

And suddenly he managed the strength to push Jungkook away from him, not moving his hands too far forward because of the chains, "I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to see you, get away from me," Yeosang mutters and slumps down on the ground, avoiding the hurt expression behind Jungkook's of clear guilt.

"Yeosang-"

"For the love of God Jungkook!" Yeosang wails, his hands twitching violently as he looks up at the older with blurred tears, "I don't want to hate you. I can't forgive Taehyung, maybe you can but you don't know what I went through at all during that time without you. He actually broke me of who I once was. The worst part is that you won't even bother to believe me, clearly since you're not my Kookie," He whimpers and leans his head back against the wall with eyes closed, "Just leave me alone..... I need to be alone, go be with your precious Taehyung for all I care at this point."

No words were said after that, and it was the moment that Jungkook walked out of the door that everything crashed inside Yeosang's chest.

Pain.

So much pain.

What happened to his Kookie?

What did Taehyung do to him!?!

He was not like this!

Yeosang only swallows the lump down his throat and looks at the blood on his hands, his nose scrunching up to the thick smell of iron from the blood and he instantly began to try to remove the blood against his shirt. No matter what he did, he still saw red and a desperate whimper escaped his and he ended up slamming his fists against the floor and lets out a painful scream, the tears now blurring his eyes to the intense heart break he feels in his body.

His Kookie isn't Kookie anymore.

It's Jungkook.

He's Jungkook.

The Oasis leader.

The man who saved him when he was abused and used as a sex trafficker as a child.

The same man who is in love with his captor that tried to hurt him.

No matter how much Yeosang loves Jungkook, he won't ever forgive Taehyung for this.

Never.

"I fucking hate you," Yeosang whispers underneath his breath, his lips wobbling to them pain on his cheeks as he grips his wavy hair in anger, "I hate you so much Kim Taehyung."

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A/N:
Aw Yeosang :( he's going through so much emotional pain and confusion all at once. Let me remind you guys that he is just a kid, way younger than any of them. His bond with Jungkook, for him, was too precious and valuable since he saved him and raised him. Now, for him to see Jungkook with the person that tried to separate them isn't something he can just accept or try to understand, since one thing is Taehyung's reasoning and another is how he handled it instead of going for another solution.

We'll see what happens when he wakes up!

Thank you guys so much for reading!!!

Now time for me to sleep haha.

I PURPLE YOU!!