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The words of the hospital spread fast to the Oasis empire, more so within seconds. Many of the members have broken down in grief for their loved ones that were still in the hospital from past hostility from their jobs, others got angry for the demon that did this in the first place, and others were indifferent. The cold ones were in different, the ones without families and had themselves to depend on.

Sometimes Jungkook wishes he can be like that; just not care at all.

To be as heartless as many goons and drug dealers out there.

To be as cold as Harry.

And maybe then.... Just maybe he won't care about who he has to hurt in order to get to him.

All Jungkook can think about is revenge and losing himself to that spiral energy of darkness.

Pure and raging revenge.

And seeing how angry Yeosang looks beside him only fuels that anger as they storm into the doors of the apartment.

Out of no where it was like the members forgot how he's their leader since they bombard him and Yeosang with many questions all at once like fucking paparazzi's.

And so Jungkook takes out his gun and shoots the ceiling, causing everyone to quiet down and realize their mistake and steps back instantly.

That's more like it.

"Where's Kim Taehyung!" Yeosang demanded angrily, instantly making the crowd break apart from the two raging individuals.

And there he was.

Taehyung stood by the end of the staircase with Hoseok and Seokjin, who stares at their leader in shock. Maybe from the news or from how angry he's looking at Taehyung, but that shock transforms to unease when Yeosang storms towards Taehyung and launches his fist across his face.

Yeosang never likes to waste time.

"Don't touch him," Jungkook orders coldly when the two others of the main five attempts to take a step to pull them apart. The leader takes slow and menacing steps towards the struggling pair on the floor until eventually Taehyung gets the leverage and pins Yeosang to the ground, eyes dark in a mixture of frustration and confusion.

And he freezes upon hearing a gun clicking near his head.

Taehyung slowly trails his eyes up and sees the hole of the gun pointing to him, trailing the weapon all the way to Jungkook, who's staring at him with emotionless eyes as he holds the gun.

There's nothing, absolutely nothing hidden behind his eyes, not even pain.

Just complete emptiness.

He's completely fed up with everything.

"Jungkook," Taehyung cautiously says, "What are you doing?"

The leader doesn't say anything, only pins the gun to the side of Taehyung's head, "Harry told me to send you a message," He says calmly, too calmly, "He said to tell you 'your welcome', now tell me why would he say that?"

Yeosang took advantage of Taehyung's moment of distraction to tackle the older to the ground, pinning him with his arm against his neck, a seething glare into his eyes, "I was right about you. You're nothing but a man whore with a mask, and a cockroach in disguise!"

Jungkook remains staring at him, waiting for what Taehyung has to say, who only stares between the two in complete confusion, "I don't know what he's talking about. Really, I don't!"

For a moment longer Jungkook stares into Taehyung's eyes, nearly falling for his pleading look and clear eyes. He has to trust Taehyung. They always had this constant war with each other because of trust, and it always ends up with Jungkook being wrong in some way.

He has to trust him that he's saying the truth.

He can't do the same mistakes again.

So with that in mind, Jungkook almost puts his gun down and goes to his office to just focus on finding Harry, but Yoongi suddenly interjects their altercation.

"Liar!"

Everyone's attention follows to Yoongi, who holds up a flash drive with eyes glistening in tears that are streaming down his cheeks, "You sent Harry to explode that building. I have the fucking surveillance camera of you dealing with him! How could you do this you prick!"

And that's when Jungkook's finger pulls the trigger.

A loud bang echoes the room, but the bullet just barely misses Taehyung's head, shooting to the floor instead that was centimeters away from hitting his skull.

No..... Taehyung wouldn't....

This has to be a fucking mistake.

"What did you do?" Jungkook growls lowly, his hand only gripping harder to the gun as guilty tears began to beam Taehyung's eyes and Yeosang's eyes glowed in complete anger.

At that moment Jungkook knew..... Taehyung just betrayed his trust.

"Please Jungkook, listen to me, he said he would leave you alone-"

"They fucking killed Jimin!" Jungkook shouts angrily, "You knew better than to make a deal with Harry! We've been through this! Jimin's life just didn't matter, huh?"

Taehyung bites his lip and blinks the tears away, "He lost my care the minute he had a make out session with my future husband at the damn amusement park!"

Of course Harry sent him the video.....

Of course Taehyung would be mad...

And of course he would go to revenge to feed his anger.

The same cycle..... All over again.

This time Yeosang punches him across the face, "Have you lost your fucking mind! Jungkook could've died you stupid fuck! NOW JIMINIE IS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU! FUCK I HATE YOU SO MUCH!"

To this Taehyung lets out a dry laugh, eyes locking with Jungkook, "Then wouldn't that be a perfect ending huh? The two first loves dying together? So poetic. Harry should've killed you while he still had the chance, guess he does have an attraction for you after all."

Jungkook's hand drops the gun and lunges at the older man in utter rage but Hoseok instantly held him back, meanwhile Jungkook's body is surging in wrath.

"I trusted you! Jimin trusted you! How could you do something like this to us!" Jungkook yells loudly but Taehyung only laughs maniacally, staring at the scene with vivid eyes.

This familiar maniac eyes.

The familiar eyes of no sense of care.

No life behind them.

Taehyung is gone.

"Keep your friends close and your enemies closer," He taunts maliciously as he's aggressively raised to stand on his feet, Namjoon cuffing his wrists to his back to prevent him from killing anymore.

Jungkook didn't want to believe this is how Taehyung has become. He refused to believe Taehyung would do something like this.

To side with Harry..... There has to be something more.

Taehyung cared about Jimin..... He visited him everyday..... They had a really special bond... There has to be something.

That recording wouldn't making him become like this now would it?

Just as Harry predicted?...

No, Harry can't be right.

There has to be something!!

"Taehyung," Jungkook whispers lowly, gently cupping his cheeks to stare into his eyes, searching to find something. Anything.

But there's nothing.

It's full of darkness and anger.

There's no sign of regret or guilt or anything in that sense.

He's angry and furious.

Did he really mean to do it?

"Taehyung talk to me," Jungkook says quietly so only the two of them can hear, gently caressing his skin, "What is going on? Give me sign or something that theres something up. What's the real-"

And that's when he felt it.

A slimy pit of warm saliva spat on his cheek.

Did he just..... Spit on me!?

"That's the problem between me and you, Jungkook," Taehyung growls bitterly, "You always have hope, I don't. You hurt me, I will kill and hurt you worse. Jimin deserves to fucking rot in the deepest parts of hell!"

Jungkook is paralyzed in utter shock to Taehyung's menacing words as they spiral in his head as he stares into his demonic eyes.

Taehyung meant it...

He really..... Meant it...

Meanwhile Yoongi swings punches after punches to Taehyung's face but Hoseok ended up holding him back as Namjoon takes Taehyung away, who's laughing psychotically throughout the whole journey, knowing he's about to get the beating of his life for what he just did to Jungkook.

The leader is completely compelled in his state of complete awestruck that he didn't even feel when Hoseok wipes down the spit from his face or the reluctant hand on his shoulder from Seokjin, offering his comfort.

They all knew how much Jungkook cares about Taehyung.... They all knew how much he tried to not fuck up....

He was going to tell him about the kiss, of course he was, but after he was okay with his mental state with everything going on.

Of course, Harry always has something to fuck them over with.

And Taehyung fell into his trap.

Jungkook can't be here right now.

The air is thick and Jungkook can just barely grasp an inhale of oxygen by how tight his throat feels.

He needs to leave.

"Pack your bags. We are heading to California tomorrow," Was the only thing he managed to say before he forced his feet up the staircase and to the elevator.

And just as the doors closed, so did everything else inside him.

He punched the wall, kicked the closed doors with all his strength, gripped his hair and screamed his lungs out. Just one break. A single and a momentarily break to just breathe and gather himself together is all Jungkook asks for! First his trauma, then Yeosang coming back and not talking to him, then Jimin and being in the fucking hospital, now fucking Taehyung exploding the hospital with Harry.

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!

Why can't I get a break?

Just...... Just a moment to pick myself up again....

I can't take this....

This is too much. Jungkook is actually considering going on another murder spree but that still won't do any justice.

He's tired of caring..... Tired of feeling..... Tired of.... Life.

Everything just feels..... Numb.

Numb? That's not even the right word to describe it..... More so.... Paralyzed. His emotions, his mind, everything just feels like a dark spiral of paralysis and it won't go away.

It hurts to not feel emotions but to feel the pain instead.

"Make it stop," Jungkook whimpers while sliding down the wall of the elevator, gripping his hair frustratedly, "Stop feeling.... Make it stop."

Jungkook stayed a moment longer like this, clinging onto that silver of hope that maybe he'll wake up the next day and be as heartless as Harry.

Maybe Harry is right...... They're more alike than they appear to be.

And that's another reason besides his obsession with Taehyung that he's after them. He wants to destroy himself, the mirror being Jungkook.

He sees himself a lot in Jungkook, and he wants not trace of it.

Jungkook has caught onto that, upon catching the affection he has for him too.

If he wanted him dead entirely, he would've killed him and Yeosang at that parking lot.

There's a lot to Harry that still remains a mystery, and Jungkook doesn't give a shit to find out either.

He wants to murder him, and he doesn't care if he has to go to jail for it.

The elevator arrives to the floor and Jungkook slides up from the floor and trails to his room. Without a second to spare, he packs up his stuff in a duffle bag. Trying to push every emotion aside for a moment to just focus on what's at hand. They already have a plan on what to do, but with Taehyung not in the equation that would be a bit complicated. He can't risk Taehyung staying here and escaping once again, so they will take him with them and Jungkook will force him to cooperating.

In some way, he will force him to behave.

He clearly forgot who the fuck is in charge here.

After a while of packing, Jungkook goes to take a shower and changes into sweatpants and a long t-shirt before sitting on his bed, a book in hand.

Nothing like a whole book collection of dark poetry to put the mind to ease. If there's anything Jungkook enjoyed besides being a gang leader, it's being a poetic gang leader.

He can clearly tell that some of these poems were what inspired Harry and Taehyung on some of their attacks, that much is obvious. Like Jungkook, Taehyung loves poetry with words. Being able to read through it and let his corrupted mind twist with ideas for his next moves. Meanwhile Harry is artistically poetic. He sees art as a way to speak his next move, and he's never too obvious about it either.

As Jungkook continues to read through, he only began to think about how powerful the four of them would be if only Harry wasn't an entire psychopathic fuck up. Him, Taehyung, Harry and Zayn can single handle fly fuck everyone up. Every single empire would bow to their knees as they see them as royals.

They would be so powerful...

But Jungkook would never join hands with a snake as Harry.

Ever.

His fumbling thoughts were disturbed by a knock on the door. Jungkook was just going to ignore it but the door creaks open instead.

Seriously who the fuck is it-

The small boy suddenly peaks his head in through the door, and Jungkook's body relaxes instantly.

He's.... Here?

"Is everything okay?" Jungkook asks skeptically, putting the book down to give the other boy his full attention.

Yeosang stays by the door for a minute longer and the closes it behind him and takes a step forward, "I just came to say that...I'm sorry.... About Taehyung..... I knew how much he meant to you so I can only imagine how you must be feeling."

Well...

That's.... New?

And entirely unexpected.

Jungkook doesn't say anything, only moves his gaze down to gather his thoughts before letting out a heavy breath and looks up at the younger with tired eyes, "It's okay. Not the first time he's done something like this before."

Yeosang's frowns deeply to his words and slowly approaches Jungkook. The older eyed the way he hesitantly sits on the other side of the bed and licks his lips slowly with battling eyes.

He's tired of hiding his feelings.

Tired of being tough.

He needs his Jungko-Kookie.

He needs his Kookie.

"I thought I lost you today," Yeosang whispers lowly, making Jungkook snap his eyes to him.

Yeosang already has tears streaming down his cheeks.

"The minute I heard them talk about the building exploding..... I actually thought.... This is it; I'm never going to see Jungkook again and the last memory I have is of us fighting.... I felt so horrible," He continues to whimper, letting the tears tap his jeans and he slowly shakes his head weakly, "Even with everything that happened between us.... You are my life Jungkook.... A-And I can't l-live without my d-dad."

Jungkook cups his mouth with his shaking hand, Yeosang's words causing an up stirring blur of emotions to his chest and he couldn't help but extend out an arm to him, motioning him to scoot closer.

"Come here kid, let me hold you."

The small body reluctantly curls up to Jungkook's chest, only warming up the taller's heart in agony as he shakily runs a hand through Yeosang's ruffled hair.

He's touching me again.

He's here.

"Can you be my Kookie and I'll be your son again?" Yeosang whispers timidly, burying his face against Jungkook's neck, only making the older gnaws his bottom lip and crumble his face and he frantically nod, squeezing the small body to his chest.

Yeosang wants him.

Yeosang doesn't want to lose him.

And just like that, Yeosang managed to have broken through Jungkook's barrier of emotions.

He feels stronger and more determined than ever before.

Jungkook never has had this intense need to be his psychotic and blood lusting self until now.

Harry is definitely going to get what's coming for him.

Jungkook is done being weak.

I'm coming for you, my little flower boy. Be ready because now I know a way to fuck with your venomous heart for good.

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Everything is dark in his vision for a moment.

Empty, and cold.

He feels the numbness in his body slowly increase and a stinging pain on his chest and many other places on his skin as he lays there, trying to gather his last remaining thoughts with his blurred vision.

Everything ached; his body, his breathing, the dim lights in this room.

Nothing feels like clarity anymore.

Suddenly a figure stood over the dim light, shadowing a darkness down to his motionless and aching body.

And he carefully blinks his eyelids and numbly licks his lips, "N-No more..... P-Please."

The figure doesn't say anything, only leans closer until he could feel their breath fanning against his cheeks.

"You're having a long day tomorrow, you need to sleep," The figure whispers, making him slowly shake his head but then his eyes slowly fell heavily.

The last thing playing in his mind being the broken expression on Jungkook's face before he's entirely consumed by the darkness.

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A/N:
Hehehe who do you think it was during the last scene? Hehe we'll just have to see eventually!!

I'm curious to know, what songs reminds you of this book? Like.... What songs just screams 'The Nerds'? I'm really curious and it can be any genre or language of the songs hehehe

Thank you so so much for reading lovelies!!!! I apologize if I didn't update as fast as I would like, but I was editing this chapter a lot so hehehehe bare with me :)

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