I hated you so much that I've cursed you a lot of times
I hated you so much that hearing your name made me mad
I hated you so much for breaking my heart
I hated you so much for giving me permanent emotional scar

Yes, I hated you so much
But I have enough feeding myself this hate
If you might ever come to read this
Then this might sound awfully familiar

I said my sorry and forgave you
But you just replied to argue
You told me how I killed you
Imagine how I felt that time, too

You expected me to stay
After everything you have said
You wanted me to understand
I tried, I tried, I fucking did

Don't worry, I won't compare myself to you
Because I'd never treat my friends like you do
I wasn't raised to be treated like a trash
So, I also left you like in a flash

I tried searching how good you were to me
But I just can't find where it hid
I sure wish you kept your mouth shut
Because you just showed me what you see me as

I wanted to tell you, you were actually the worst friend
But I have learned you were not the type to listen
I won't plead for your forgiveness
I just apologized for myself

I free myself from hatred
On how you lead me astray
I forgive you my old friend
But that doesn't mean I want you in my life again

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Hahaha it doesn't rhyme at all 😂 Forgiving someone is not easy. It's one of the hardest decision in life but once you free yourself from hatred, you'll see how emotionally satisfying that is. Don't rush yourself to heal but don't dwell too much in hate because hate will just tire your soul. And with this I say my farewell, to my hatred and to you. I really do hope you'll find a friend who'll cherish you but I'm sorry I just can't be that friend. This might sound hypocritical but I don't care if you'd forgive me because I know in myself between the two of us, I was the one one who truly cared 😊 Let's both remain strangers now. This is my last goodbye