I thought I was okay but I was not
I thought I found peace but I did not
I thought I was strong but that's just a thought
I thought I was fine but grief was all it brought

I'm just waiting to disappear
Because all this life give is despair
I'm so tired of acting strong
Just when will I be gone?

How sad this life can be,
The world revolves around money.
That happiness was an illusion
At first, I believed was not just a delusion

Countless night I start to weep
I have been crying myself to sleep
But tomorrow is another day,
I'll have to wear my fake mask of happy smile.