September 1st

Entry, 1

I know you're watching me. I can see your cold eyes smiling at me through the window as I walk to class. I still remember what happened this summer, I will never forget what you did. It will never leave my mind, nor will the feeling of your hands grazing my waist. The silence kills me each day. I have to see you sitting there now, just watching me. Every time I hear your name my hands shake and I want to die. I try to forget you, but you are everywhere. I try to push you out; the thoughts, the feel, the smell, its all so alive inside my mind. Its killing me. And I know it doesn't kill you. There is not a single drop of guilt or regret in your body. And for that I hate you. Yet, Im the only one who hates you. Because I am the only one who knows what you did. I fucking hate this town.

                            - Morgan Brown