As the days went by, Jaebum's worries grew bigger.
He haven't seent Youngjae for nearly one whole month and he couldn't keep going on like this anymore even if Youngjae was always sending him messages saying "Don't worry I am alright...I still can't see you today...I'm sorry..."

Many thoughts crossed Jaebum's head.

Why on Earth his beloved Youngjae was avoiding hin like this? Did he find another person to love? The bad thoughts and worries were slowly tormenting Jaebum.

Even Jinyoung was nowhere to be found. At the flower shop was now working another guy, that aparently didn't know nothing about Youngjae or Jinyoung. Even so, Jaebum didn't lose his hope and kept going at the shop everyday to check who's there.

Today was different. Jaebum was done with wondering what happened and decided, once again, to go at Youngjae's apartament.
Once there, he firmly knocked a couple of times at the door.
Silence...no sound of footsteps, no sign of someone who'd open up that door.
He knocked again, louder this time.

After a bit, the door opened. It was Jinyoung.
"Come in." he said on a dreary tone.
Jaebum only sighted and went in.

"Could you please tell me what's going on?! I am desperate!" he bursted.
"Seems I have no other choice but tell you..." Jinyoung said, running his right hand through his hair.
"Tell me what?" Jaebum replied impatiently.
"Take a seat and let me explain the matter..." he said, leading Jaebum to the couch.

"My brother suffers of a hear disease that recently got worse. His body is in a partial fatigue stage and he has a heartache crisis from time to time. If this crisis is a serious one, his life is endangered. He had a lot of heartache crisis lately and he did everything he could to avoid you because he wished you not to know about this. He loves you way too much to put his suffering on you too...and he choosed to act like a stupid little kid...ugh..."

Jaebum's eyes widened and he stood up without being able to believe what he just heard.
"W-why...??!...where is Youngjae now?!" he said on a nerly agressive tone. He wanted to go right now to help his boyfriend.
"He's at the hospital...he's currently follwing a treatment.'' Jinyoung answered.
"Thank you!" Jaebum grabbed his jacket and ran outside the apartament straight to the hospital where Youngjae was.

"This guy is really madly in love with my brother...I even started feeling sorry for what he had to hear...and I didn't say everything I had to say..." Jinyoung said after there was no sight of Jaebum, while a tear slowly rolled down his cheek.
His already redish and teary eyes couldn't bear anymore and let the tears slip. Jinyoung was aware of what was going to happen next, but he didn't find the strenght to inform Jaebum as
well.