Dean woke up the next morning only to find out that Castiel was missing from his arms. He sit up and looked around sleepily. 'Was that all a dream?' he kept thinking. But no. It couldn't be. He could clearly remember falling asleep to the sound of his angel's heartbeat. He stood up and quickly grabbed a shirt that was lying on the floor. He made his way to the kitchen only to be greeted by no one once again.

"Cas?" he half-shouted. "Sam?" nothing. "What the hell's going on here?" he murmured under his breath.

"I'm right here, Dean." Cas suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

"JESUS CHRIST!" Dean jumped. "Cas.. WHAT have I told you? DON'T... ugh, why do I even try? You're gonna do it again anyway." he shook his head trying to recover from the fright. "Anyway, where the hell have you been? I woke up and you weren't... you know, beside me. I- I thought you changed your mind about... us." he blushed and lowered his head staring at his hands. Cas approached him and took his hands into his own, caressing them as gently as possible, senting goosebumps all over Dean's arm and neck.

"Of course I haven't, Dean. I was by your side the whole night. I would never leave you or let anyone hurt you. I just thought that you would need some space, some time to think about what you want..." he spoke softly. Dean raised his hazel green eyes to meet the angel's blue ones.

"Cas, I want us to be together. I need this relationship, I need YOU in my life. It's just... these are all new to me." he confessed.

Cas touched his right cheek, running his thump all over it and Dean tilted his head a bit, resting into the angel's palm. "I understand." Cas replied with his husky voice. "I don't want you to do anything that you don't truly want and might regret later. But I can't continue if I'm not sure about your true feelings about me either. I just want you, and if you can't see that then you're utterly blind."

"Wait what? Cas, I-... I'm in love with you! There's no doubt about that!" 'Okay, what the fuck, Dean, don't be such a pussy.' he thought and took a sharp breath. "Listen here you little shit. Don't you ever- EVER doubt my love for you! You are my everything!" Dean had now come so close to him that Cas' back hit the wall and they could feel eachother's breaths on their faces. "You are the most important thing in my life and I would rather die than wake up another day without you by my side."

Cas was at a lost of words. He didn't expect Dean to react like that. He was unable to think of something to say, so he preferred to stay silent.

"Come on, say it", Dean almost threatened. "Say you love me too", he whispered in Cas' ear and Cas shivered.

Cas didn't reply immediately and Dean's eyes widened. 'Shit. What if he doesn't love me?' He thought. Right away he realized something. 'Fuck, I forgot. He reads thoughts. You read thoughts, motherfucker. Okay, I should stop thinking now...'

It was Castiel's turn to go mad. "What the fuck did you just think? You asshole. I obviously LOVE you. It's just I don't want to LOSE you. Because my fucking life has been better since the day I found you." Cas burst out.

Dean couldn't believe in what he was hearing. He stood there like an idiot gazing at his lover's deep blue eyes. "I love it when you get pissed" he growled as he finally connected his lips to Cas', earning a moan from the angel.

Dean was tired of talking. "Take off your trenchcoat, now!", he ordered.

"The pleasure is all mine, Dean." Cas didn't need to be asked twice. He took off his trenchcoat forthwith. He had been waiting for that moment his whole life. You could see it in his eyes.

"Stay still." Dean growled as he grabbed Cas' tie and crashed his lips to the angel's. Cas tried to caress his lover's hair but Dean held his hands above his head making the angel whine a little.

Despite Dean's order to stay still, he moved his hands and unbuttoned Dean's blouse as he kept kissing him slowly and passionately. Dean moaned at the sensation. He suddenly grabbed Cas' hips leading him to the bedroom, never unlocking his lips from the angel's. Cas took him into his arms again, using all his strength to be gentle. Suddenly he stopped and looked at Dean's hazel green eyes with determination.

"Dean, before we do anything, I'll ask you something and I want you to be honest. Is that what you really want? Am I what you really want? Are you sure about it?". He let his lips touch Dean's so lightly they both could hardly feel it.

"Y-yes. Damn Castiel, I want you like right now! So take your damn pants off." Dean shouted, sounding so very impatient.

"God bless us Dean. I thought you'd never ask me to do it." And with that, Cas took off his pants slowly, without breaking eye contact with Dean.

"Wow I can't believe this is actually happening." Dean pushed Cas down to the bed and started planting wet kisses all over his chest moving all the way down...

"I love you" Dean breathed to his lovers abdomen, earning a breathy "I love you too, Dean" from the angel.

Cas took the lead and ran his hand through Dean's chest and then took his other hand and put it on his back. Dean started to do the same, while kissing and slobbering over each other until they were both breathing heavily.

"Are you okay Dean? How to do feel?" Cas asked between kisses, always making sure that he and his hunter were both comfortable.

"Like my insides just got flame-broiled, Castiel. Wow, and we haven't even started yet." Dean spoke truthfully. He grinned and kissed Cas' mouth and bit his bottom lip asking for entrance in which Castiel immediately obliged.

He reached down at Cas' sensitive spot and caressed it with his big hand. Castiel yelped at the touch and backed his hips upwards.

"Come on Castiel. Make these little noises I like. Tell me, show me how I make you feel". Dean whispered into Cas' ear, making him shiver.

"It's- huh- so weird. I have never felt like this before. Jesus, after all this time I feel alive", Cas replied while moaning a bit.

"Yeah man, that is pretty weird. But it doesn't quite end up there", Dean said playfully.

"Tell me about it." Castiel replied with a grin as he started pushing his head towards Dean's now throbbing cock without the tiniest hint of hesitation and Dean desisted without saying anything.

"Where did you learn all these huh?", Dean whispered between moans.

"Well, do you remember when I mentioned my qualifications? They are not limited in only heaven's business." Cas said, while stroking Dean's member with his bid hand.

Dean threw his head back, enjoying the care he was given by his angel. "Wow, you're a kinky son of a bitch, Castiel."

"I don't understand. I'm a son of God himself. He is my father and he is not a female dog."

"Damnit."

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