"So was mine, Dean". Cas' eyes were sparking with joy. He had plenty of get up and go.

"Dean I need you. I want you inside me so bad right now". He moved closer to Dean and he whispered in his ear: "Let's do it". Then he started kissing his neck with passion.

"Castiel... I'm not, you know. Anyway I think I... I'm not actually, huhh... I don't know how to say this..." Dean pushed Cas away a little and took a step back. Dean looked Cas straight in the eyes and melted. His angel wanted him so much.

"What the hell Dean? I deserve it. I gave everything to you. I'm hunted. I rebelled. And I did every single thing I possibly could as an angel to make things a little better for us. I did everything for you!" Cas suddenly exploded. Dean couldn't resist. There was no doubt at all that they were doing the right thing. He closed his eyes for a moment again. He wrapped his arms around Cas' neck and pulled him closer to his body.

"Hell! I've waited for this for a long time, Castiel. But... Don't you think someone might hear us? Sam could show up any time now."

"Fuck Sam. Fuck everyone. It's only you and me right now".

Dean chuckled. "You kiss your mother with that mouth?"

Cas looked like he really enjoyed it. "There is only one person I want to kiss right now. And... it is not my mother".

Dean got it, but he didn't know how to respond to his confession. He just murmured something under his breath. Cas got the upper hand once again.

"You don't need to hesitate. I have kept my virginity by choice, although there was definitely not a short of offers or opportunities. I had always planned on keeping my virginity until it was the right time. And know I know. But I also need to know that you are okay with that too."

"Castiel, I don't know how to do this. I'm afraid I might disappoint you.... But, I freaking love you so much and I don't want to ruin everything..." Dean was quite nervous, but he tried to stay calm. Cas had to calm him down.

"Just relax, everything is gonna be okay. Now let's see... You look wonderful on that shirt but I'm sure you look even better without it" he flirted.

"Okay but... just go slow okay?" What had happened to Dean? Why was he acting like such a pussy suddenly? Dean. The sex God was actually nervous of making love to the angel in front of him. Dean's heart raced through his chest and beads of sweat streamed down his face. He was afraid. What if he embarrassed himself? What if he wasn't enough? Cas promised him they'd go as slow as they had to. Then he started touching Dean tentatively, and Dean whimpered under Cas' touch. Fuck, he hadn't been touched like this for a hell of a long time. All those chicks, they didn't love him. No. They just wanted some dick. But, Castiel? He adored him. He was willing to spend his whole life with him, no matter what.

Castiel nodded as a response and started kissing Dean again. A kiss full of passion, love and... a little fear, to be honest. It was like they were both made of porcelain, trying so hard not to break each other. Castiel's arms were all over Dean, touching everywhere as if he couldn't get enough of him -which was actually true. Don't just stand there, Winchester. Do something! Dean thought to himself. He started caressing Cas's back awkwardly. Oh, great job, Casavona! Now you've turned him on!

Come on, Dean. Just give in, I know you want to. Castiel thought. No, more like pleaded.

Dean finally grew some balls and pushed Cas on the wall, kissing him with more force and passion. "I'm not gonna waste anymore time than I've already have, Castiel. I need you." he growled between the kisses and made Castiel grin seductively into the kiss.

"Now you're talking." he replied breathlessly.

"I love you." Dean breathed and started kissing the angel's neck.

"I need you, Dean Winchester. More than anything and anyone." Castiel replied almost instantly.

"Yeah you better do, angel." Dean scoffed.

They kept making out against the wall when all of a sudden, they heard footsteps. At first they didn't pay much attention but then...

"Hey, guys! I'm going to the store do you want- WHAT THE FUCK?!" Sam yelled dropping the keys of the Impala.

Dean and Cas froze like teenagers caught in the act.

"Ummm..."

"Uhhhh..."

"I'm... going... to...the..." Sam walked backwards slowly "st-" he bumped to a chair and almost fell but he managed to keep his balance. "store." he finished and disappeared in the blink of an eye.

Dean and Cas shared a neutral stare like 'he was going to find out anyways' and continued kissing each other again. Cas touched Dean's six packs and looked him straight in the eyes. There was only passion in the way he was looking at him. He then took off Dean's shirt and dropped it on the floor.

"Tonight you're mine, Dean Winchester." Cas growled like an animal into his lover's ear.

"We- we should probably take this to the bedroom, huh?" Dean breathed.

As soon as they reached the bedroom, Cas started taking off his trenchcoat and Dean was having second thoughts once again. What the hell am I doing? Am I just gonna take his virginity like that?

"C-Cas? Are you... sure you want this? I mean, we can always stop like right now, If you want." he double checked.

Cas stared at Dean for what it seemed like an eternity before he replied; "Dean, I was never so sure about a decision in my entiry life." he paused for a moment, then continued; "There is something I've never admitted to you. I don't "just" need you. I love you, Dean. My love is true and pure, from the core of my soul. I'll never let you down, cause life without you is empty and I can't imagine it without you, your dirty jokes, your Impala, AC/DC and Bon Jovi - on occasion. I can't even imagine me without you lazing around and eating pies and hamburgers, or hunting things and saving people. And I'm pretty sure that we can be happy together."

Dean's mouth fell open. "Cas... I-I don't kknow what to say..."

"You have nothing to say. Can we stop talking for a moment and just enjoy each other?" Cas almost pleaded.

Damn. Look at him! His adorable flushed face and sex hair. Wait. What if he can hear my thoughts right now? Okay. I'm gonna test something. Bitch, If you can hear me... um... I don't know, slap my ass! Dean thought panicked.

Cas didn't waste any time and spanked Dean's ass. "Fuck." Dean muttered. "You were listening to my thoughts all this time and you didn't even tell me?" he whined embarrassingly.

"I'm an angel, Dean. I can do many things that you can't even imagine." Cas smiled. Wait, what was that kinky smile supposed to mean? "And.. I thought it was kinda cute." he winked.

Dean felt weak. "Cas... can we.. uhh.. do this another time? I think I'm not ready. Can we just cuddle for now?" he lowered his eyes and stared at the angel's tie. Cas nodded slightly disappointed but, Hell, he could wait for him!

He took Dean in his arms and kissed his forehead. They laid under the blankets until Dean fell asleep with his angel by his side watching over him.

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