So. I just recently (like not even 5 minutes ago) sent this to my friend:

"You know my protective issues i have?

Well im constantly worrying about you when you're not around to talk on Kik or anything.
I always feel like someone is hurting you and that makes me pissed because i can't go to where you are in real life and punch the person hurting you no matter how much i want to.
This causes me to be upset since i feel useless and can't do shit. Not to mention im bad at comforting people, so im useless here too.

So recently i decided to just flow a little farther away from you guys. I don't go on the big chat and i mute it, but messaging me in private, i always check the message as soon as possible.
This method has caused me to calm down considerably since i don't worry as much because i don't know what happens in your life anymore unless you consult me over pm.
*sighs*
So that's why im not on Kik as much.
Because i feel like shit when i can't protect you ~.~"

Now my thumb is sore and im kind of sad and just want to cuddle my cat