\_|[TRIGGERING]|_/ (but slightly inspiring? Hell if I know)

Wishing for something won't make it true. You have to fight and claw your way up to have your dreams become a reality. Then, you will look back and realize the chaos that you have left in your wake. Those that you have lost? They aren't coming back. You could go see them if you really wanted. Go ahead. Just take the rest of those little pills. Just cut a little deeper than you would ever dare to go. No? But don't you want to see them? Doesn't it hurt that they left you behind? Slide the cold barrel to the side of your head. You don't have anyone left. What's the point? Go take a walk out in the rain. You know where to go. It's not the first time you've thought of this. Just step a little closer to the edge this time. Close your eyes. Feel your toes curl over the side and the breeze in your face, and just lean forward. It would be so easy. So simple. No thoughts needed, no strings attached. Don't bother with a note. Who is there to miss you anyways?
You could be the perfect best friend. Loving them so much you would die for them.
But, don't. Don't because there are twists and turns in life that you would never see coming. No one can promise that it will be okay. No one knows whether you will face a good change or a bad one. You won't know unless you stick around, right?
So why not turn the page? Read the next chapter. It's just waiting for you.
You'd need three good reasons not to continue.
Then you will counter all three of them.
Yes, there are people who care about you enough to stick with you through thick and thin. Maybe you just haven't found them yet. Maybe, just maybe, they are as broken down, beat up, and sick of life as you are.
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I've always thought that you shouldn't be willing to die for your friends. It takes much more strength and courage to live for them.
So, do that instead.
-Flame-