I arrived at Susan's home. Susan ran towards me and hugged me with all her might.

I felt dizzy. It was probably the tiredness.

"Hello Suzy"

"Kira! I missed you so much! Come inside"

Susan said enthusiastically.

Susan welcomed me in her house and prepared a guestroom.

Then she sat besides me and asked

"Well, what happened? You don't seem to be having a holiday"

I told her everything slowly. After the whole thing she was surprised.

"Are you sure you will be fine after leaving him?"

"Ah~ this question... My in-laws asked the same thing..."

"So? What was your answer?"

"Even if I regret I can only move forward..."

"What will be your answer now?"

"I don't know... Just the thought of him loving someone else... It hurts."

"What about him? What if he loves you?"

"That can't be true. He told me that Silvia is his true love"

"Ah... My poor friend. We both suffer from love..."

"What happened to you Suzy?"

"A year ago, I met this very handsome man who came for a business trip... He said he worked for a wealthy CEO... He was totally my type!"

"That's rare!"

"Well, before realising it I fell in love with him... The last time we met, we went to a bar and had a few drinks. Before realising it I gave birth to his child..."

"What?!"

"Yes... But thankfully, I am not all alone here! I have my lovely son!"

"That's nice to hear... "

With tiny steps a little boy with ginger hair and big blue eyes, came to the living room. He was plump and small.

Susan ran towards the little boy and said happily

"My little James is here!"

I felt a little envious of her.

At the sight of Susan and her son being so wholesome, I was lonely...

Kyle's POV

Lately, Kira has been distant and depressed. Am I not a good husband?

When we met my parents, I asked them beforehand to be welcoming and not fight in front of her.

They did well... But Kira seemed to be bothered by something else lately.

When Silia hugged me, Kira seemed sad. Only sad. No signs of jealousy... Does she not love me?

Did I force her so much?

We must talk and then figure things out!

Then, in the car...

What was that conversation about? How did she know about Killion and Silvia?

I walked back and forth in my room to figure out how was it possible for her to know.

She wasn't supposed to remember... Not until she fell for me again...

I froze in my place.

The answer was only one!

She fell for me again!

I blushed in excitement. My one and only love... No matter what her name is... She fell for me again! Now we love eachother in the right world!

I opened the door and rushed over to her room. To my surprise it was dark and empty.

I saw an envelope on her desk.

A neat and plain envelope with my name on it.

I opened the envelope carefully with a bad feeling.

I read the contents of the carefully folded letter and for the first time in my current life I felt heartache. She left. I was too late.

This whole time, Kira has been questioning herself whether she is worthy of being married to me...

She thinks that she isn't really destined for me.

I need to find her! I can't make the same mistake I did in my past life!

I need to search for her.
I called Sheldon. My secretary. A capable employee of mine.

"Sheldon! I need you to find the whereabouts of my wife. I need info asap!"

...

A few hours later, after concentrating on my phone, waiting for Sheldon, he finally called!

I picked up the phone and asked.

"Did you find her?"

"Yes it was easy."

"So? where is she?"

"In a huge country in a huge city we went to last year for business."

"Oh! That country! Where you met the love of your life?"

"Yes sir..."

"Prepare tickets. We're going there!"

...(end of POV)

...

A few weeks have passed and I haven't gotten used to the food here. I keep feeling disgusted by the smell. How can Susan eat here?

I only eat fruit here!

Susan went out to buy groceries and I am taking care of little James at home. At least I am not alone...

I keep missing Kyle. Does he miss me too? Did he reunite with Silvia?

The door opened suddenly and Susan ran enthusiastically towards me.

"Kira! Guess what!"

"What?"

"The man I told you about! I met him today!"

"James's father?!"

"Yeah!"

"Did you talk to him?"

"No... He was with his boss... But I think he saw me"

"That's good news for you then"

I smiled through my hunger.

"What about you Kira? Did you eat today?"

"No... Just fruits..."

"But you don't seem well. I made your favourite food yesterday but you didn't eat at all! You should go to the hospital!"

"I will..."

...

At the hospital

" Miss Kira. The doctor wants to speak to you"

I went to the doctor's office and saw a young woman with long brown hair.

A pretty doctor.

"You are missing Kira?"

"Yes"

"Sit down and let's take a look at your health results."

"Sure"

"Miss Kira, you have malnutrition and you are pregnant."

"Pregnant?"

"Yes! You are still on the early stages of pregnancy so you should eat."

"I see..."

"You should also have an ultrasound to see if everything is going well with your pregnancy"

"Thank you doctor..."

A child... Kyle's child...

What should I do now?

Should I go back to my country and tell him?

Should I stay and raise it alone?

I should have an ultrasound first.

...

I had an ultrasound and saw a pair of twins. Can I raise two babies on my own?

I went back home and told Susan.

Susan held my hand trying to cheer me up and then she told me to go to the super market and buy food that I crave.

I went to the super market and bought many things. When I was about to get to the counter and pay, I bumped into someone. He had ginger hair and bright blue eyes. He seemed familiar. And he was like the exact copy of little James.

"Excuse me sir..."

"I'm sorry I bumped into you miss I was searching for someone..."

"It's okay... Do you know someone named Susan here?"
I asked him.

"Yes! I've been searching for her!"

"Don't tell her I told you but she is searching for you too! She lives nearby!"

"Really! Thanks for the help!"

The man went into a black car with tinted windows and I went back home.

Kyle's POV

"Boss! You won't believe it!"

"Did you find Kira?"

"No! But I found Susan!"

"It was all thanks to that kind silver haired miss."

Silver ...

"Wait. Who did you say helped you?"

"Ah... A kind lady I bumped into. She looked very beautiful"

"How was she like?"

"Eh ... Long silver hair, violet eyes, pale skin ... She looked like she was sick"

She is definitely Kira!

Sick?

Is my Kira sick?!

I need to find her quickly!

(End of POV)

...

I reached home and felt sick. Susan opened the door and helped me go to the bathroom where I vomited. After vomiting I felt hungry. I cooked the food I bought earlier and finally ate to my heart's content.

I have to take care of my babies. They should live happily. Like little James.

Little James will meet his father soon. I went out for a walk at night and met the tall mister that was searching for Susan at the entrance.

I showed him the way inside and left for a walk. I held the picture of the ultrasound and stared at it. How nice it would be if Kyle saw this.

If only I were to be Silvia.

I held the photo up high and then put it on my pocket.

I went back home and noticed that Susan was overjoyed.

I smiled at her saying so happily that she met James's father and they talked. So happy...

I went to my room and wrote on my diary about this eventful day...

Susan came to my room suddenly and said

"Mayday mayday!"

"What?"

"Kira there's an emergency!"

"What happened?"

"James's father, Sheldon, works for your husband!"

"What!?"

"Yes! And your husband, came to this country to search for you!"

"For me!?"

"That's right!"

"It's okay Susan, let's put an end to hiding like a criminal. Bring them here for dinner"

"Are you sure Kira?"

"What if he finds out that you are pregnant with his children? You won't be able to leave him anymore!"

"I won't tell him. If he loves me truly, he will like me children or not."

I have to prepare for dinner. This evening will determine the future...