Author's note:This chapter contains content that isn't for all ages and you should read knowing that. I tried to no make it too much. 😅

This is definitely not a pillow!

Why am I sleeping beside Kyle?

We are not even at home.

I stood up and felt my legs going numb. What happened to me? I crawled my way to the bathroom and washed my face. I looked at the mirror to check if I washed off the cleanser completely and noticed something strange.

I big bruise on my neck.

How did I get that?

My still numb legs struggled their way to the shower where I cleaned myself.

Then, I went back to bed and slept soundly.

Suddenly I felt Kyle's arms wrap around me and locking into an embrace.

I got angry. How dare he take advantage of me and hug me peacefully as if I had consented !

"Kira?"

Kyle said still half asleep.

I broke free from the embrace and wore my clothes.

Kyle stood up anxiously and asked.

"What's wrong?"

"Don't dare ask that!"

"What?"

"You dare abandon me in the middle of nowhere. I get kidnapped which was orchestrated by my step sister. I get injected with aphrodisiac medicine and you suddenly decide to look for me. On top of that you take advantage of the situation to have your way with me!"

"Kira-"

"And You hug me as if everything is ok!"

"Let me e-"

"Explain? You have the nerve to try and explain?!

I think that what you did was different from what the contract stated."

Kyle lowered his head and I walked out of the hotel room leaving him behind.

I drove back home and felt extremely tired.

I was sleepy with headache.

Am I having a cold?

I took some aspirin and fell asleep.

Kyle came home but I was too tired to go see him. He was quiet. I heard his footsteps stop before my door. He was saying something but my head hurt so much that I didn't have the capacity to understand his words .

My head hurt so much that I started sobbing. Kyle may have heard me. I want water.

I stood up slowly while I was dizzy. I limped to the door and used all my strength to open it.

My legs were going numb and so did my knees and arms ...

As I opened the door I faced Kyle. He seemed surprised.

"Kira"

I need water...

I was about to black out. I held Kyle's shoulder as my legs gave up and my eyes were gradually reaching blindness.

The last thing I heard was Kyle shouting my name.

"KIRA!"
"ARE YOU OKAY? KIRA!"

I feel cold but my body is burning hot.

I feel cold water being dripped all over my body But everything is dark.

Am I dead now?

I have died many times I would have known right away.

Even so I still feel my body and water so I am still alive.

Am I drowning again?

When did I drown?

My headache worsened. Memories that aren't mine keep entering my head. Who is that woman?

Who are those twins?

Who is Killion Hills?

Which era is this?

Maybe a past life?

"Silvia let's meet at the other side as well!"

Who is Silvia?

I have a weird hunch that I have to find out more about it. Are these memories really not mine?

Am I Silvia?

But I don't look like this.

What happened to the twins?

I saw them in my dreams before. They told me

"Please take care of him"...

Who?

Maybe Killion Hills?

But if Killion Hills and Silvia Grey came to this world...

Who are they?

I woke up. I was sweaty and feeling hot.
I looked beside me and I saw Kyle sleeping on the bedside gently holding my hand.

He somewhat resembled Killion Hills.

No way...

I felt weak.

I slowly took my hand out of Kyle's grip and went to the bathroom. I took a shower to clean myself from the sweat.

Suddenly a loud bang and the sudden opening of the bathroom door startled me. Kyle was in front of me panting.

"Kira!"

He scanned me up and down noticing that I was naked.

"Have you seen enough? or should I pose?"

Kyle's mouth fell open out of surprise and embarrassment. Then, he got back to his senses and said with a calm smile

"It's not like I haven't seen you naked again"

Surprised from his answer I only got more irritated. I pointed at him and said

"You!...get out or you are dead meat!"

And I threw a shampoo bottle at him.

The shampoo bottle hit him on the shoulder and hi groaned as he held his shoulder. I felt guilty but still answered.

"It's not my fault! It's yours! You should have avoided it!"

"How would I know that you would plan to kill me?"

My guilt grew bigger so I covered myself with a towel and took him to my bedroom. After I wore a clean set of pyjamas, I found a first aid kit and took out my secret ointment.

An ointment made by my Kung Fu teacher. A secret recipe to treat most of ailments.

I opened the big jar and with my finger I took a scoop.

"Kyle, undress."

Kyle's ears turned red.

Kyle didn't do anything so I used my other hand to unbutton his shirt. His cheeks were blushed like a pink highlighter marker.

I took of his shirt and noticed a black bruise on his shoulder. I took his shirt and placed it between his jaws.

"It will hurt. "

Kyle bit his shirt and shut his eyes.

I rubbed the ointment over the bruise. Kyle let out a muffled moan.

"I told you."

I pulled the shirt out of his mouth and he took a deep breath.

He pulled my arm and I fell on top of him. Kyle smiled and said

"You seem to love being on top"

I blushed and felt my heartbeat accelerating.

I have to take my revenge.

I released my arm and touched his abs lightly and traveled down to private places. His body reacted to my slight touch.

"Oh my~ mr. Moon loves being a bottom"

I said as I smirked evilly. Kyle became red from embarrassment and with a single move he was now on top of me.

"You lit the fire Kira~"

Kyle whispered with his low voice on my ear. He unzipped his pants and revealed his black underwear. The sight was alerting about what would happen.

...

I can't believe myself. I was angry about him taking advantage of me a few hours ago and now I did it again with him!

Why was I swayed so easily? I feel stupid...

I looked at Kyle who was sleeping deeply besides me.

He has long eyelashes. His hair seem fluffy and soft...

I placed my hand at his hair and stroked him softly. They really are soft! To my surprise Kyle's hair were softer than silk.

My hand got tired and I rested it on top of his hand.

My eyes went back to his face when I saw a pair of dark circles under his eyes. I thought

I tired him out...

Maybe I should let him rest.

I went to the living room and opened the TV.

I watched a movie about a woman marrying her boss. It was actually a contract marriage.

I felt like this movie was way too relatable to my current life.

The couple grew fond of eachother and held a grand wedding.

I fell asleep in the couch after the movie ended. I had yet another weird dream.

Killion Hills talked to a woman who claimed to be a priestess.

The woman told him.

"Both you and her belong to another world. If you continue to stay here, you will suffer from fate."

"How can we go back to our world then?"

"By turning back time. She will forget everything but I will let you remember so you can find her."

"Then what about our kids?"

"The kids can't go there with you. They are part of this world. They have to be born there in order to exist in your world."

"Then please help us..."

"Silvia I will find you!"

...

Who is Silvia?

Who is Killion?

Did they find eachother?

What if Kyle is Killion?

Does that make me Silvia? Or am I an obstacle to him finding Silvia?

If it's like that what should I do?

Do I divorce him and give him the chance to find her or do I stay thinking I am Silvia?

What do I do?

What if I can't leave him in the future when my feelings for him grow?

Kyle's voice made me snap out of it...

"Good morning... How are you feeling? Did you sleep here?"

"Good morning! I feel well and when I woke up you were sleeping soundly so I didn't want to wake you up"

The thought of being an obstacle to finding his true love Silvia...

This torturing thought still haunts me even after hearing his voice...