Source for the picture: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/735846026593426854/

Warning! This chapter mentions the sexy times, like two or three times I dunno I wrote this before I wrote the actual chapter. But no I wont do smut chapters, just references to the fact that it happened. Why? Because I friggen suck at smut so yeah.

Natsuki's POV

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I woke up the next morning cuddling with Yuri, and then the memories, the friggen memories. We had sex last night. B u t I w a s t h e d o m s o i m n o t c o m p l a i n i n g. I sure showed her 'adorable' if you know what I mean-.  My head was rested in the crook of Yuri's neck. She was still asleep, she looks so peaceful when she's sleeping. Lately she's been really on edge. Y'know what, that's my goal for today, to get Yuri to relax! I just realized we're both still naked. I sat up, well tried to that is, Yuri had a death grip on me. Thankfully I managed to get out without waking her, after five minutes. Now, how do I calm Yuri down is the question. Uh, it could be a trigger that's making her anxious, but then again she isn't a dog. Hm, oh! I got an idea! This is bound to work as well! 

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Yuri's POV

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I woke up to hearing excited giggling, Natsuki wasn't in bed with me anymore. I sat up, Natsuki was dressed and very excited for some reason. I yawned. "Good morning, Natsuki." Natsuki smiled and walked over to me. "Morning Yuri, now get up an get dressed and go sit down in the living room." I giggled and got of the bed. "Alright." I said as I got some clothes to put on.

Time skip because I don't feel to great, think I might be coming down with a cold.

I sat down on the couch and Natsuki followed me and sat down beside me not to long after. "So what did you want me to sit here for?" I turned to Natsuki. "MY goal for today is to get you you relax, so you aren't allowed to do anything today, well, anything that isn't necessary, like going to the bathroom. But that's the only reason you will move from that spot today!" She said happily. "What if I need food?" I giggled. "We both know you don't need food, but if you want food I can go grab it for you." She responded confidently. "So, your like my personal maid for the day then?" I said teasing her. "Don't make me hit you." She responded coldly. "Could I call you anything I want?" I asked still teasing my pink-haired girlfriend. 

Bonk

"Ow!" I rubbed my head. "You asked for it." Natsuki huffed crossing her arms. "Can you kiss it to make it feel better pleeaaaaaaaasssseeeeeeeee?" Now I'm just acting like a child. Natsuki huffed again, but I still won because she kissed my head right after. "Thank you Natsuki~" Hey if I can have anything I want without a lot of consequences this is what i'm going to do. "Shut up baka!" She said snappily. "I wanna hug." Do I realize i'm probably on Natsuki's last nerve? Yes, yes I do. Will I continue making her angry at me? Yes, yes I will.  "No. No hugs." Natsuki said before turning away from me. "Whyyyy noooooooooooot?" I whined.

Bonk

"Stop acting like a baby!" She yelled at me. I pouted. "I thought today was the day I could just relax and be lazy, and I can't be lazy without yoooooouuuuu." She's very angry at me, I can tell. "Well, you better get used to it, because now i'm not talking with you for the rest of the day!" Natsuki got up and walked away. Wait no that's not what I wanted! But I guess it's what I deserve, I shouldn't've teased her so much. Before I know it I dose off.

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𝕯𝕽𝕰𝕬𝕸 

₮ⱧɆɎ'VɆ ₳฿₳₦ĐØ₦ɆĐ ɎØɄ.

N̪̥̣͙͙͚ͨͣͮ͘o͖̖̦̼͎̥͎̰͂̀,͉̟̠̰͙͆͐͛ͮ͢ͅ ̳̹ͫ̇͞Ī̭͖̮̺̹̩̍̅͐͘ ̝̙͍̓ͤ͞k̷͍̙̖͇̹̥̈ǹ̖͕̓͝ò̧͈̼͉̥̰̳̬ẇ͕̗̜̭̄̔̇́ ̲̯̯̼̙̖́̕t̺͚͙̓́̑͂͟ͅh̸̯͔͚̳͉̺̋͊ȩ̠̻̒ý̴̫̼̖ͣ͆͛ ̙͈̜̬̠͐̍̏̕h̨͙̩͍͕̞͈͓̽ͯ̾̏a̹͍͒̎̒͘v̧̥̟̭͋ͅͅe̴̗͉ͬ̀͑̔n̶͇̫̖̱̲̖̏͆ͥ͜ͅ'̬̦̤͈̓̂̒̉͟t͖͍̦̯͔̣͚̘͐̒ͩ͜ ̧̠͍̰͈̩ͦ̅t̢̬̠̓͌͋h̖̹̥͍ͪͭ͆̚͜ḙ̵͍̥͖̩͇̮ͪ͒́i̦͙͎͍͓̹͈̫ͫ͒̾̆͟ŗ̰̫̬ͬ ̶͍̮́̆m̹̳̖̭̺̹̥̮ͧ̑ͫ͠y͕͉̹̱͇͛ͭ̇͆͜ͅ ̺̻͉̖̟͚̱ͤ̀f̌̒̿҉̹̫r͙̪̬͍̝̠̣ͮ̀i͉̪̼̾̄̚͞ͅe̶̟͎͕ͫn͙̜̯̖͖̠͉̭̉ͤ͞ḋ͕͈͆̃̿̀ṣ̴̖̪͕̝̏ͫ,̫̞͈̎̀ ̶̲̝̮͎ͫ̎ͅs̷̪͙̯̓ͯ͐h̻̖̪̼̄͊̓ͬ̀ͅȅ̸̤͚̙̬̜̗̙̲̞͙͉̬̭̉̐̄ͣ͠'̻̬̼͔̤̄͠s̶̫̱͍͉̪̞̮ͭͥͯ͋ ̨͚̠͍̣͉̊ͦm̫̪̤̭͚͖̙̋͗ͪ͢y̶̪̙̿ͅ ̛̪̱̙̭̳̳́̌ģ̮̰̮ͦi̧̤̺ͣ̽̾ͅͅr͔̹ͯ̍͟l̷̫̺͙͚͓͛̈ͬ̈́f̸̰͓̱͎̞̲̖̀̄̽r͎͓͚̜͕̿̀͡i̶͚̠͕̓̇̓̓e̷͈̗͂̑̎ṉ͔̩͍͉̹̖̘̆͘d̹̯̒͐͢.̡̫͕̯̳̭̎̽̎͐ͅ

₮₳₭Ɇ ₳ ⱠØØ₭ ₳ⱤØɄ₦Đ ɎØɄ ₮ⱧɆ₦, ₩Ⱨ₳₮ ĐØ ɎØɄ ₴ɆɆ?

T̳̩̰̉̕ͅͅȓ̶̼͎̹̤̥̜̔e͖̖͑ͪ͑͒́ě͍͚̫̈̚͘s̵̗̥̫̥̳̹̱͕̐̔̃̇,̜̖̝̭̝̇͑̇͡ ̢̫̮͍͎̠̮̻͉̽̐̔̔g̥̳̣͕̜͆̐ͤ͡r̵̪̗̩̥͔̲̠͉ͣ͑ͥ̚a̶͕̲̜͚̙̲̯̾ͤs̗͈͙ͯ̽̄ͪ͟s̴̝͉͙̠̞̰̘̭̽,̦͇̤͎̰̬̹̈ͣ̿͞ ̺͚̫͒̄͟į̼̣̻̜ͯn̉ͯ҉̭̦̖͔͚̰͔s̷̹͇͔̜ͫḙ̮̜͈̱̤͒ͭ́c̫͕̣̓̈́ͤ̀ẗ̴̼̙̳̟̺͐̉̉s͂͆̍͏͔̰͔̰.̡̯̦̞̪̹̖͙́̔̓̇ͅ ̸̤͔͓̬̍͊̚Í̱͚͍̰̮̍͑̎̚͜͟ͅ'̬͍̝̹̱͚̀ͥ̈́̅͝m̓̌̎҉̰̜͔̰̩̪͚͔ ̪͓̜̫̺ͦͨ͠ï̢̙̝͚̲̝̻̘ͣ̒n̬̫̱̞̖͓ͤͮ͛̇͠ ̧̫̘͉̥̭̟̱̼̊t͓͍̺̤̍̇̈̕h͖̺ͦͫ́̓͠ė̝͓̼ͩ̍͜ ̯̳̻̥͈ͥ̊͞f̵͍̻̑o͙͔̯̱̫̣͔̦͗ͮ̔͞r̶̯̪͕ͫ̋ë̴͓̠̗̤́ͤ͆̿ś̸̘̯̩̤̜͉̑ͅţ͉͙̳̻͖̭̠͗ͅ.̷̯̯̫̄̓

₦Ø₩, ⱧØ₩ гРɎØɄ ₲Ɇ₮ ⱧɆⱤɆ?

Ḯ̷̟͕̜̠̙̟̹,̦̲͙̪̱͍͂ͫͫ͡ ̷̖̲̥͆ͯͤͨd̖̣͚̦͔̣͖̋͢o̳̮͔͙̬͎̠͔ͫ̃͐͟n̶̙͍̣̭̲̤̞̥̺̱̗ͯ̂̈́͋͜'̦͎͎̃͞t̪̟̗̬̤̭͔ͣͩͥ͢ͅ ̱̺̞͍̃̈̅̈́̀k̷͉͍̗͓̼͚̠ͬ̾n̽ͯ̎͏̤̗̺̮͚͈͙͙o̵͓̲̞͈̘̯ͥ͌͂̽w̧͈͙͍͒̇̆ͅ,̧̗̘͎͈̩̱͋ͅ ̗̬̣̪̫̼̮̎̋͝ͅl̬̳͔̋̅̄̈́͠a̡͙̬̠̺̖ͮ̾ͯs̏͏̜̤ͅṭ̭̲̗̱̞͛ͥ͐͟ ͍͓̥̼̔̒͢ț̬̩̋̉̓̕ḩ̘̭̣̱̠̆í̬̠͕̪̔ͤ̀n̼̞ͮ̕g͂ͮ͏͉̫̠̟̹̱̮̲ ̬̰̙͍̞͈̫ͦ̓̽͗͞I̷̗̫͈̪͌̽̏ ̵̪̘̞̬̺̝͇̍͆̾̑r̃͏͚͇͓̲e̺͇̫̟̩̞͑̓ͯ́m̥̥͓͖ͣ͡e̫̪̗̗͍̬̹ͦ̓̾̀ͅm̅̓ͯͪ͏̰̘͖b͕̠̰̙̗͕͔͕̊͜e̝̰̝̖ͥͣ̾̀r͇̤̹̘̘̪ͩ̕ ̼͎̬͈̮̑ͪ̅̑͜w̪͖̄͐̐͘ͅa̶̖͉͑̃s̭̜̗̠̃ͪ̾͂͝ ̪̫̱ͫ͢aͬ͆ͤ͏̲̯̜͎s̟͍̥̳ͩ͝ͅl̟̦̫͍͈̻̇ͤ͠ĕ̽̾̇҉̪̼͈͎e̱̗̟͆ͫ͛̀p̭̠͕̹̰̱̏̔́ ̜̻̹̿͢ͅo̳̟ͩ͊͐̀̀ͅn̡̮̟̫̜̙̗ͯ̆ͬ ͉̭̰̦̼ͨ̈͞ẗ̸̹̳͂̚ḧ̟͙͙͖̻̙́̓̌̚͝e͖̠͋͆͗͟ ̷̰͚̤̜̭̜̚ͅcͮ̐̉҉̼̯͈o̗̖̲̪̰̠̾͌̏̓͘u͍̮ͨ̓̆͢c̻͎̳̼͕̗̻̘̈́̈́͟h̛̻̮̆̿ͦ.͂̂͏̯̝̲̟̗̝

Ɽł₲Ⱨ₮, ₴Ø, ₩Ⱨ₳₮ ĐØ ɎØɄ ₮Ⱨł₦₭ Ⱨ₳₱₱Ɇ₦ɆĐ ฿Ɇ₮₩ɆɆ₦ ₮ⱧɆ₦?

I͈̠̯̭̼̦̮͛̄̀͠,̗͔͑̂̐̎͜ ͓̦͉͔̼̝́̒́ͅͅd̉͏͚̣͓̩̗̖ͅô̢̲̼̦̞͈̼̪͍ͧ̊ṉ̶̻̟̲͎͊̔̑͑̂͘'ͦ̍̎̋҉̤ͅt̰̬̖̦̳͙̊̾̅͘ ̸͉̬͓̫ͤͥͅk̮̤͖̑͞n̷͎͉͙̟̝̳͋̆́ͅo̘̟̭̮̟̖̽ͥͩ̂͢w͛҉̹̜̘.̫̻̜̝̮̰̅ͣ͘ͅ

ł'ⱠⱠ ₮ɆⱠⱠ ɎØɄ ₩Ⱨ₳₮ Ⱨ₳₱₱Ɇ₦ɆĐ. ₮ⱧɆɎ Ⱡ₳₦ĐɆĐ ⱧɆⱤɆ ₳₦Đ ₮ⱧⱤɆ₩ ɎØɄ ₳₩₳Ɏ, JɄ₴₮ Ⱡł₭Ɇ ₮ⱧɆ ₮Ɽ₳₴Ⱨ ɎØɄ ₳ⱤɆ!

N̴̰͉͔̗̙͈̠̍͑ͪ̐ō̓̋͏̤̻̞̰!͈̺̠͇̟̝̚͡ ̢̳̥̻̹͆̈́T̲͈̫͇̦̼̼̹͑́͐͝ḫ̬͖̤̩̦̐́ë͙̭̣́͂̈̀y̵̤̹̬̜̭̲̰ͯͭ ͓̣̠̪̫͉̆̀w̑̆ͮ͑͏͔͇̰̪oͯ̿ͦ͏̻̫u̶̳̳͉͍̼̿͒̃̓l̷̯͇̤̱̣̪̲̝͊ͭd̠̖̜̞̀ͪ͗͝n̵̢̯̯͚̠̘̟̖̹͗͋̔̐̾ͫͅ'̣̹͍̙̟̰̬̖͆͡tͣͫ̾ͫ͏̞͇̯̠̼͚ ̦̺̦͙͇͑͜d̷͖̙̣̼̔͂o͇͉ͪ̎ͬ͠ ̡̬̯̗̙̆̓ͪ̌t̸̮̤̉͑h̥̦̯͚̼̠͙̞ͩ̂ͫ̚͢a͂͏̲̪͈̪̩̜̯t̓ͥ҉͙̣͔!͍̼͓̟͔͂͂ͫ̕

ɎØɄⱤ ₩ⱤØ₦₲ ₮ⱧɆⱤɆ, ₦Ø₮ Ø₦ⱠɎ ₩ØɄⱠĐ ₮ⱧɆɎ ĐØ ₮Ⱨ₳₮, ₮ⱧɆɎ ₳ⱠⱤɆ₳ĐɎ Ⱨ₳VɆ!

N̷͚̲̘͖͍̫̺̋̽ͣo̯͔̜̻̘̮͐̕.̢̟̲͒̀.̵͔̬͚̰ͯͫͦ.̡͖͉͉̫̟̬̆.̸̗͓̘̪̱͎͉͗̐̓̊ ͇̭̖̫̒͜N͖͉̳̺̫̤̖̦̎ͯͤ̓͡o͍̹̫̫̞̳̊́,ͥ͑̂҉̪̯͙̙͈̦̱ ̤͙̻̦̥͖̆̕t̄̎͏͚̜̦̮͔̜̩ḩ͉͉͎͒e̺͔̔̍͑͞ý̻̤̭̣͚̘̤̇̂ͩ͝ ̼͕̖̙̇ͦ̄͡d͑҉̦͖̗̘͎̞̭i̤̞̮̟̖̝͂̑ͯ̕ď̥͖̥̞̰̩̜̯͜n̤̹̪̣̮̟̭̭͓̊ͮ̅ͧͤ̂͆͘͠'̖̬̦̜̙͈ͮ͢ṭ̖͔̟̫̩̆ͧ̕ͅ ̢̘̱̬̺͊͊̈́͗d͕͂͌͞ͅo̸͈̺͖̳͎̟̼̳̍͌͒͋ ͙̳͔̻͉̬̏ͨ͜t̶̗̠͎̬̮̰͈̻ͩ̔̀h̙̹̬̱̭̀̔͢i̧̠̻͇̱̊ş̹̼̭͎͉̬̯̾̊.̨̦̦͚̑.̴͖͎̈̽̔ͯ.̡̱͚̠̒̐̿.̵̼͍̲̦͎̗̑̉

ØⱧ, ɎɆ₴ ₮ⱧɆɎ ĐłĐ, ₦Ø₩ ɎØɄⱤ ₳ⱠⱠ ₳ⱠØ₦Ɇ, ØⱧ ł ₩ØɄⱠĐ ฿Ɇ ₵Ø₦₵ɆⱤ₦ɆĐ ł₣ ł₮ ₩ɆⱤɆ₦'₮ ₣ØⱤ ₮ⱧɆ ₣₳₵₮ ₮Ⱨ₳₮ ɎØɄ ĐɆ₴ɆⱤVɆ ₮Ⱨł₴!

𝕲𝕰𝕿 𝕺𝖀𝕿 𝕺𝕱 𝕸𝖄 𝕳𝕰𝕬𝕯!

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Natsuki's POV

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She'll be fine without me talking to her for a day. Right? I looked over to the couch. She's fast asleep.  I better go make sure she isn't- no. She's fine. Even if it is a nightmare, its just a nightmare. Nothing is going to happen.

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ɆVɆ₦₮Ʉ₳ⱠⱠɎ ɎØɄ'ⱤɆ ₲Øł₦₲ Ø ⱧɄⱤ₮ ₮ⱧɆ₥. JɄ₴₮ ⱤɄ₦ ₳₩₳Ɏ ₦Ø₩, ₴₳VɆ ₮ⱧɆłⱤ ⱠłVɆ₴.

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Nothing bad is happening. She's okay.  I don't have much too do. I'll just take a nap in are room real quick, like a five or ten minute nap.

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₦Ø₩ ₩₳₭Ɇ Ʉ₱, ₳₦Đ ₲Ø. ⱤɄ₦! ⱤɄ₦ ₳₩₳Ɏ!

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I took a thirty minute nap. Oh well. Can't be helped can it. I should go check on Yuri, i'm not worried! It's, just to be safe. I walked over to the couch. She's missing. She moved, she disobeyed my only rule! When I find her i'm gonna- "Natsuki!" I looked over to a very worried Monika. "We believe Yuri might've ran away. She isn't on the ship, anywhere." Monika's voice, like always, was surprisingly calm. "She ran away?! Why!?" I said without thinking, but now that I am thinking...........

Its my fault, isn't it?

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A/N: Hey sorry to leave you on a sad chapter ending but uh I wanted to write something that (kind of) reflects my current mood, and now I shall make a quote.

"I've had really bad depression my whole life.Did you know that?Why do you think I'm late to school every day? Because most days, I can't even find a reason to get out of bed. What reason is there to do anything when I fully now how worthless I am? Why go to school?Why eat?Why make friends?Why make other people put their energy and caring to waste by having them spend it on me? That's what it feels like.And that's why I just want to make everyone happy...

Without anyone worrying about me."

-Sayori

Hey but don't mind the fact that Sayori is my spirit animal in legitimately every way. Don't worry about me either. I'll be just fine.